Dusk (And Taste)
Chapter 104

The black parrot clumped and hung neatly up there. Covering the orange color in the afternoon nabastal. Netra who still saw the glare was staring nanar to the western horizon.

“Come, Al! It will soon rain.”

He's not flinching at all. His gaze was still straight ahead. Enjoying the emptiness he created himself.

“I know you're angry or even hate me, Al. But, this time listen to me.”

Not wanting to linger at Reyhan's voice, she got up from her seat and waltzed into the house without looking at her husband.

“Aleeana!”

Reyhan's voice stopped him. However, to stare briefly at the man who disappointed his heart he was not able to. Staring at Reyhan is the same as turning back the incident that requires him to forcibly remove a baby he has not seen. Especially timang.

He felt a pair of hands holding him tightly. Hands that always hold them and provide warmth.

“I'm sorry,” Reyhan said sincerely. “I'm sorry.”

Reyhan's regular roar of breath was so pronounced in his ears. His eyes he closed enjoying the warmth that he had not had in recent days. She also enjoys the distinctive mint scent of her husband.

He forcibly released Reyhan's hand as his brain rewound the completely unwanted memory. He shook strongly. Closing his ears with both hands. His breathing is irregular. His heart beat outside normal limits.

“Why are you, Al ?” reyhan asked in a panic.

Without answering the question Reyhan asked him. He quickly stepped up the stairs connected to his room on the second floor. His hand violently turned the door knob. Throwing loudly until it makes a noise.

He huddled up on the bed. Sobbing. His stomach was now perfectly flattened as before.

His eyes were closed when he heard the sound of the door breaking open. All she knew was her husband.

The bed feels moving. Justright. Reyhan was sitting next to his curled body.

A soft caress felt him landing from his eyes to his lips. The sound of whispers sounded heartbreaking and heartbreaking. So the sound of sobs is starting to sound clear.

“Al ? I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry.”

As strong as his energy he held back tears so as not to spill carelessly.

“I'm not a killer, Al. Nope. You're wrong big time. I am not a demon-hearted human who would have the heart to intentionally kill his own flesh and blood.”

Heart's pinched. His words because his anger was so deep in Reyhan. He regretted saying that. However, he only needs a little time to reduce his own sense of disappointment.

His ears clearly captured Reyhan's ringing sound. Make sure her husband is enduring the pain. He has been so understanding on Reyhan's condition that is increasingly uncontrollable.

With eyes he refused to open. He let Reyhan gently caress his wet cheeks the remains of traces of his tears spilling. Her chest tightened as she repeatedly heard her husband's ringing.

“Why are you still here, Brother ? Should be if it hurts like that you take your medicine first,” his joke in the heart.

The caress after the caress accompanied by the ringisan he found. Until she began to not bear and could not bear to hear the ringing of her husband.

She opened her eyes and looked at her husband. Look at the face that has started to pale. Without a word he got out of bed. Open the desk drawer and take the small bottle he always put in there. She opened it and took the two medicines as she normally prepared for her husband. Not to forget the white water that he deliberately prepared on the nightstand.

He thrust the medicine and a glass of water at Reyhan without saying a word. The man sitting on the bed smiled and shook his head.

“I don't need that anymore, Al,” said Reyhan. “Just put the drugs back in place. Or you can throw it away.”

Her lips tightly clenched at Reyhan's words.

“Say Mama you already feel physical pain and I can only feel that pain this way. Although it may not be able to match the pain.”

Reyhan laughed heartily. “No, Al.”

“Do not make me hate you more, Reyhan!” hard snapped. “Drink your medicine.” He gave Reyhan the medicine he had been holding. And left Reyhan to the window.

His tears fell again as the rain that was also competing to fall touched the skin of the earth. His eyes stared at the increasingly dark sky cupped up by night. Letting the wind that was blowing violently sweep across her face and blow away the tip of her veil.

“Do not let me be a wife who does not have a sense of care, Reyhan,” he said loudly but sounded soft.

“Wearing a wife who is not able to take good care of her own child is already very heavy for me. I didn't just break my own expectations. But I have broken the hopes of many. You, Papa and Mama. So is my family.” The issue is getting stronger.

“I'm sorry, Al. It was all because of my actions.”

He laughed in the midst of his increasingly strong urge. His body returned and went back to bed. Cowering in a thick blanket. Wreaked out her cries.

“I will do whatever you want as long as you forgive me.”

“You don't have to do anything for me. But give me time to be alone. Muffling everything that became my burden.”

“But, I can't leave you alone continuously. I'm hard away from you, Al.”

“You think I can get away from you, Reyhan ? Nah! But, this memory that I don't want is what forced me. So please. Give me some time so I can quickly summarize everything.”

Reyhan. He was out of words. “Alright,” said Reyhan resignedly and breezed out of the room.

Her cry broke instantly as the door closed tightly. She shed the tears she could hold.

“Why is it so hard to hate you, Reyhan ?” pekiknya hysterical. Throwing in any direction of the bolster that was beside him.

“His cup hates you much harder than forgetting you.”

“Akkkhhh!” shouted again.

The door to his room was wide open. Papa and Mama ran with tremendous panic towards him.

“Nadhira! Why you, son ?” mama asked frantically and pulled her body into a hug.

It's getting stronger.

“What's up, Ra ? Stories on Mama.”

“Why is Nadhira so hard to forget, Ma ? Nadhira hates to remember it.”

Mama stroked his shoulders slowly. “You need time, son. Patience, yes, Dear.”

“Nadhira could not be far from Reyhan's sister, but, looking at her with her face and hearing her regretful remarks made Nadhira recall the incident. Nadhira should how, Ma ?”

Papa sat beside him. “You need to make peace with the situation. By learning to hide. Remember, Son. Not everything we expect we can hold.”

He nodded in Mama's arms. “Help Nadhira, yes, Pa, Ma.”

The two in-laws nodded simultaneously.

“Now you rest. Calm down and don't think no. Believe that! God will soon give you a new trust and Reyhan.”

“Thank you, Ma,” he said and hugged Mama's body tightly.