
“So well..“ seems to understand. After paying attention to the wall, just in case there are any spots or marks left behind. Or dredge whatever's at the bottom of that house. And understand.
“How to know now?“ ask Claudia. He was already very curious about the results that were a little confusing, for him.
“Looks like I've understood,“ said Antony who understood for this one event.
“It's so cool. He's got a knock, right?“
“Ya time..“.
“Lo..“
“So so. He has a dangerous disease that not everyone has. And wanted to kill himself. Tying with rope. On the wood in this house. But the chair he was holding broke. And the patch is not strong enough to hold his weight. That's why there's a scratch on the neck. But not dead,“ explained Antony who felt if something could still be explained even a little difficult.
“Any yes.“ feels strange, because it's just like that and there are no weight problems that must be traced. But what if all that
“Now where is he.“
“In the cornfield right? “
“No. He's just asleep. Because of fatigue. Maybe because of drinking. Painkillers.“
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“Oh turned out so,“ said those who were there. Who just understood that the farmer was in his field just wanted to relax. Forgetting what happened. And there's no need to do anything else for something bad. So he will go to that place forget what happened, then look at the surrounding nature, that something as it is can also eliminate anxiety. It was terrible to know that his journey was coming to an end. But if faced with the roomy, it can be a beautiful thing in the rest of the time.
“Iya.“
“It hurts. Severe as this,” said the Farmer. “I have malignant cancer. In the head on this eel, maybe only the visible.“ This disease takes many forms. Sometimes the cause is just one of those. And not forever dangerous. Because in a relatively small capacity, the lump may be just a meat grow that in fact until old can still survive. While in some cases, it will be a serious problem even though sometimes without showing a lump. In the sense that the form may be behind the flesh, so from the outside it is not visible but the inside of the disease gnaws up to the heart to stop its beat.
“Then I want to end this life. Let's not feel pain anymore. And don't bother the family here. But yes so failed,“ said the farmer sadly. An irreplaceable sadness. Knowing it was in sight. And even more grievous when he realized that his departure might leave sorrow. Maybe one family doesn't think about it. Only after leaving people behind would it definitely be a burden. Either the problems that still exist, or for something other less good. So he wants it all done. And there was nothing more in his heart. It was enough and a relief for him who was undergoing a big obstacle in front without others understanding.
He wanted to tell her that it was all a powerful will. So that he does not repeat the bad deeds. But as a human being he cannot say things that seem patronizing. He was not sure if his words would be heard let alone carried out the same that was being affected by this disaster. But if not said is also a mistake. Because it tells me that what is done is not the right thing.
Finally, I just let go of what had happened. And let it pass. Now the most important thing is to strengthen the heart. That pain has a cure. Sad that there is a cure too. Pain and sadness can be treated. Even healed. Sometimes the time has not yet reached. So it is not yet time to go first by being called by the power. But if the person can overcome it by living in spirit, it will be a self-defense of the pain. And the existing immunity helps to hold the taste to a certain point to make it survive. Different from people who have been discouraged. He will just shut up and surrender, that everything is like that. Then he will also inhibit the body's endurance to actively fight against the pain. So that not infrequently the largest percent of it will make the spirit weak and then come weak as well as his fate.