Dusk For Eagle

Dusk For Eagle
Episode 130's


The days just passed with the condition of the Eagle which still remains the same. Not able to walk, even though it has been done teraphy several times. It made the Eagle really frustrated, maybe he would never be able to walk again, the mind that was always in his head.


Every night, he silently watched the tired face of Dusk. Yes, he knew for sure his wife was tired of everything, tired of taking care of ya and working. Just as he was tired of hoping to be able to walk again.


Even for the affairs of the bed he could not pamper his wife well. Of course it makes him more and more insecure, again and again. Moreover, now his wife never complained about anything with him. Never saying what he wanted to eat, he looked more often for what he wanted to eat.


Not that Dusk did not want to talk to the Eagle, but he did not want to make her husband feel more stressed and inferior because of his cravings that would certainly make it difficult for the Eagle. To the office alone, Eagle does not want, especially elsewhere, Dusk does not want to make her husband embarrassed.


But, that's where the problem is, because both want to keep their feelings, it actually makes the two hold each other misunderstood. Dusk who thought the Eagle blamed Dusk, because Dusk was the main cause of his paralysis. While the Eagle thought, if Dusk no longer needed him, his wife could be independent without him. Or at least normal men like Ervan are more deserving to accompany yes, not disabled men like him.


That afternoon, Dusk had just returned from the office. He walked leisurely into his house. From the lower floor, Dusk heard the cries of the Eagle accompanied by the sound of objects being thrown to the floor. He rushed up the stairs with a small run to his room.


The door of the room was opened, two people who had just performed teraphy tampk looked down in fear at the Eagle's fury without being able to speak.


"Get you out!" the Eagle, without looking, rode both.


They nodded, then turned their bodies, just then they passed by Dusk who had just entered. Dusk nodded, a sign inviting them to leave his room.


Dusk walked over to her husband while returning the items that were still intact to his place, and avoided the broken flower vase and scattered on the floor so as not to injure his legs.


Dusk crouched in front of the Eagle who looked very chaotic, without asking Dusk already knew the answer, surely because it was exhausted teraphy and there had been no meaningful development.


Dusk could see how the Eagle's eyes held the greatest disappointment. The eagle looked up, trying to avoid the wife's gaze.


"It's okay, try again tomorrow and again. Doesn't everything need a process?" Dusk tried to comfort her husband.


"Until when? You saw it for yourself, right? Free!" sahut Elang, he took off his hand grip Dusk and turned his wheelchair. Run that wheelchair to the balcony. Dusk followed.


"Send Ervan again?" ask the Eagle ketus.


Dusk nodded slowly, "So I finished reviewing the new outlet at Permata mall, and I went straight home. Kirain will be long so I ask Mr. Sapto to return to the office first, it turns out for a while. Instead of waiting for old Sapto sir, Ervan nawarin made an inter. It was also back to the office between Sarah," explained Dusk.


The eagle just fell silent, now he feels he lost his role as husband and replaced by Ervan lately.


Seeing the expression of her husband, Dusk immediately felt guilty," I should have waited for Mr. Sapto to pick her up," he said regretfully.


"Wouldn't Ervan have no problem picking you up, he seems to really enjoy his new role in my place" said Elang.


Dusk lifted his head, not believing in the words of his husband.


"I have no problem with that, because in fact now he is more perfect, more able to take care of you and more can be expected of course, in more appropriate for you," continued Elang.


"Tidk is like me..."


"Enough, Boo!" sergah Dusk quickly.


"Until when? Until when will you continue like this? Until when will you continue to feel inferior and useless? But the truth is that you are still the same for me. For me you are the same Elanh as before, never changed. What if you can't walk? I could be your foot! When you saw you lying in a coma unconscious in the hospital, did you know what my expectations were then? I only have one wish, which is to see you open your eyes. There was nothing I wanted more than that" said Dusk, his eyes beginning to glaze over.


"What, even if you never think about how I feel, El? With your attitude that always like this just makes me sad, I am confused to have to behave how you are, how you can smile again," Tiredness, make Dusk more sentimental. She could not help herself as usual who was always patient with her husband.


" Dear, please leave me alone," wanting to argue even longer, Eagle emmibta Seja to leave.


Dusk shook, "I don't want to, I want to be here with you, don't tell me to go" he pleaded. Because, whenever the Eagle was frustrated, he always told Dusk to leave him alone.


"Go away, leave me alone!"


Dusk remained unmoved, this time she did not want to comply with her husband's request. Why should he go, even though he shared his complaints with him will not lower the degree of Eagle in his eyes.


"Senja, please! Understand it! Every time I see you, I remember those who have made me like this! I feel completely useless now! I'm sick of myself! So I beg you to leave me alone first, at least for now!" whether consciously or not, really from his heart or not the Eagle said that, which was clearly recorded very clearly by Dusk.


Twilight was stunned, he stood up and took a step back, completely unexpected that the Eagle would say so. His face was soaked with tears. While the Eagle instantly fell silent, realizing his wrong remark.


"Senja, i..."


The eagle clenched his hands tightly, enduring the pain in his chest. Seeing his wife crying really hurt his heart.


" Aarrrhhh!" people frustrated.


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Twilight crying alone in a park, he really did not know where to go now. She does not blame her husband at all, it is true that he is the main cause of everything. From the beginning she was always troublesome for her husband, which is what she thinks now.


Long enough to ponder, Dusk realized maybe this was the test of their true love. All this time maybe he was too sowing because of the love so much.


Dusk rubbed her moving stomach, the age of her pregnancy entering the sixth month, the movement of her fetus increasingly felt.


Dusk broke into tears as he continued to rub his stomach. Really am! He actually wants to be loved and spoiled like other pregnant women. But what power, it's like this. He doesn't want to complain. He always tries to stay positive. But, this time he felt very sad and hurt without being able to blame anyone.


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Day is getting etang and Dusk yet. Also back, Eagle was very worried about his wife who never came home. He really cursed her words earlier.


The wheelchair that he sat down continued to bathe here and there because Dusk had not come home even though the day was really dark.


Not long after, Eagle heaved a sigh of relief because his wife came home.


Silent, without anyone to say, such is the atmosphere of the room at least until they have now laid themselves on the bed. Dusk glanced at her husband. He knew that the Eagle had not slept, but he had no intention of talking to him. He did not want the debate to happen again this afternoon. His soul was really tired today. He decided to close his eyes immediately.


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In the morning, when the eagle opened his eyes. He could not find the night beside him. He thought Maybe Dusk was in the bathroom or was preparing breakfast for him. But, when he turned to the nightstand next to him, there was already food. Under the glass he found a letter. He took the letter and then at his place.


Dear, husband...


Sorry, I did not say goodbye to you directly.


Actually if you don't let me go, I'll still be here. But, it seems like my departure is exactly what you expected, so that you no longer see them (who harmed you) in me.


Maybe with my departure this is the right time for us to reflect on each other. Hopefully after I leave, make you more excited to be healed. Really, it's not that I don't want to accompany you to fight, but if it's because Seeing me makes you more hurt, I choose to leave.


I will take good care of our son....


Again, I'm sorry for everything...


With love, though,


Twilight


The eagle immediately crumpled the paper he was holding, he really did not think that his wife was so hurt by his words yesterday that he left without talking, just leaving a letter.


The eagle threw the paper and rubbed his face rough. He's really sorry. Why did I have to say that yesterday. All this time his wife had patiently taken care of and dealt with it. But, what he did.


The eagle immediately checked his phone because there was an incoming message notification. He wished it was from the twilight.


Healing quickly! If you're a coward, or I'm really gonna take your place for your wife and your future son...Remember your wife and your son, work for them... You know where to pick them up... Pray that it is not too late.


"Aarrghhh!


Eagle throws his cell phone after reading a message from Ervan. He was really unwilling if Ervan replaced his position


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