Dusk For Eagle
Episode 70 (Take and Give)

"But you know, that's not enough and it doesn't matter anymore. My relationship with him has been too slippery and bland, no greget or challenge at all. He never even said no to anything I wanted and I did even if he didn't like it and it made me really feel bored and sure that he didn't actually love me. But more responsibility as a brother because my parents left me to him, and also as his guilt for what ever happened to me first...

"Only, all this time he didn't realize it. I want to be like any other couple, where we give and take each other, but in our relationship, it's always him who gives, he never gives me a chance to give to him...I even lasted up to seven years, hoping that she could really love me and see me as a woman, not a sister or because of that incident,..

"Different from you, I can see that take and give between you, and I'm sure he really loves you Twilight. You're really lucky to have a husband like Eagle's sister. He's a nice guy, very good unfortunately we're not a match," Bianca smiled as she ended her sentence.

The eagle that heard all of that let out a long sigh, it turned out that all this time, that was what Bianca felt. He realizes that Eagle misunderstands his own feelings for him and Bianca tries to stay alive for even seven years, hoping for a change in their relationship. Means when he said he loved his career more that time just as an excuse to end it all with the Eagle. Because Bianca has not been able to feel the real love of the Eagle other than just because the Eagle feels comfortable because it is used to being together. And finally he gave up...

The eagle never thought if all this time it turns out Bianca felt their relationship was just clapping one hand only. He thought their relationship was okay with never having them quarrel because he was always trying to understand Bianca, realizing what Bianca dreamed of, he thought it was love, but it turns out it was all wrong.

The eagle now understands and he really realizes that now, after he meets Dusk, where his world is not just about Bianca and he can feel like what real love is.

During this time with Bianca, even the Eagle never made any special physical contact, such as kissing and others. When Bianca wanted to kiss her, the Eagle always dodged her. Though he always did not like if Bianca acted a kiss with his co-star, but it turns out that the feeling of a brother who wants to protect the dignity of a sister, not jealous because of love. Yes, the Eagle only realized all that after passing through life with Dusk lately.

It's only fitting that people around the Eagle do not agree if he and Bianca get married, it turns out they can see the gap in their relationship that is not realized. He always chuckles with his own beliefs when everyone advises him about his relationship with Bianca.

Then, why Bianca had never protested, if she indeed felt the Eagle mistreated her. He should have said and returned all the decisions to the Eagle, whether he would have corrected his feelings to be love or to stay that way and think again for their next relationship. With the silence of Bianca all this time, it makes the Eagle feel everything is fine and there is no mistake with his feelings. Luckily, the presence of Dusk in his life was able to resuscitate him. Otherwise, he would continue to fall into a bad mood towards Bianca.

"I'm sorry Brother Bie, may you also find your happiness with a man who truly loves you as a woman, as you wish" the Eagle murmured inwardly.

"Yes, I'm lucky to have a husband like him. Hopefully one day you will also get a husband who can understand your wishes. Who really sincerely loves you," said Dusk smiling.

Inwardly, Dusk felt pity for Bianca in fact. But, she also could not blame her husband's insensitive attitude. He could deduce if their relationship used to seem like a lot of communication misses. Where Bianca realized if the Eagle only loved her as a sister or a comfort because it was always together so that he could not see other women, but he did not say it to the Eagle, he said, perhaps it was out of fear that the Eagle would leave him and he chose to endure so that the Eagle was unconscious.

On the one hand, the Eagle who was unable to examine his own feelings, he thought being used to living together with Bianca was enough to be said as love, love, so that in the end their relationship feels monotonous and still run aground too after one of them feels tired, he said, and here is the case of Bianca who feels tired because if you continue to wait for the Eagle who is low in sensitivity, Bianca will get sicker. And if they get married, they will not be happy.

Dusk could understand Bianca's decision to break her relationship with the Eagle, but by making it the wrong side because she did not want to see the Eagle feel more guilty.

Dusk hopes Bianca will find her happiness someday even though not with her husband. Because now she wants to be selfish, which is not willing to let go of her husband for another woman. So with the Eagle, he also will not leave Dusk because now they love each other.

Chequek! The eagle opened the door, pretending to hear nothing.

"Bie, I go home first yes, get well soon," Dusk put down the knife he used to peel the fruit.

"Bie, get plenty of rest to recover quickly. I came here deliberately so that Dusk believe that yesterday I drove you to the hospital and among us there is nothing more" said Elang.

"Yes, sister, may you always share and Bie soon have a funny pounding," said Bianca smilingly trying to hide her pain and jealousy, seeing the Eagle so take care of the feeling of Dusk. Like always trying to keep his feelings. And honestly, he missed it. At least in the past even though he knew the Eagle was not really in love, but the man always treated him very well.

"Hem," said the Eagle.

"Darling, come!" Bring Eagle.

"Yes Boo this again take the bag," said Dusk.

"Bianca, I say yes. There is still fruit that I have peeled, you can eat later" said Dusk.

"Yes, thank you,"

Dusk turned his body to come out ahead of the Eagle.

"Silver is lucky to have a wife like Dusk" Bianca told the Eagle.

"I know you have to be happy too. I go first," said the Eagle who immediately followed Dusk out.

"I'm happy to see my brother happy. Forever maybe we are destined only to be kaka sister," said Bianca in her heart, her lips smilingly looking at the back of her ex-lover.

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