Dusty is my husband
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Rey approached Nadia who was playing the swing alone. His heart is shaking. His steps felt stiff and heavy. His tongue was also too faint to speak.

He almost wants to go back, undo his original intentions. But late!. Her presence has been seen Nadia.

"Om security guard where to go. Here yuk, play a swing." take Nadia while pointing at the empty swing at her side.

Rey smiled and slowly approached Nadia.

"Whose name? My name is Nadia Om," Nadia reached out her hand to greet Rey. Rey's heart choked, should she say her real name.

" Call me Felix, "Rey welcomes that tiny hand. Rey could barely control her emotions. He wanted to hug and kiss his daughter who he had been wasting all this time.

" Of Felix is sick? Why are his hands cold?" Nadia looked at Rey's curious face. Rey shifted her eyes. He was unable to return that innocent look.

Fortunately her face was protected by a mask, so Nadia was not very familiar with her face. Or it does not know him anymore, Rey's mind is sad.

At the time of the divorce, Nadia was still three years old.

" Oh, I'm not sick," sat on the swing in front of Nadia.

" Of Felix, new security guard huh?" nadia looked at Rey's face.

"Yes, it's only been a few days of work here."

" Do you have children?" cecar Nadia's. Makes Rey overwhelmed as well with Nadia's questions.

" Already, she's Nadia's age. The name is the same, too,"

" Oh, yeah. Must be a beautiful son om dong," Nadia's eyes pricked beautifully to make Rey's heart more slashed.

" Yes right, princess Om is very beautiful. As beautiful as Nadia." said Rey rasak. There was a mist in the corner of his eyes that was painstakingly on the ground to not fall.

" Oh, I'm sad, if princess om as beautiful as Nadia. Om should be happy dong. Like mamah and papah Nana, always happy because Nana is beautiful," said Nadia innocently.

" Oh, not sad. Om is even very happy. Earlier Om was moved, because it was nice to know the beautiful and kind Nadia. Om go first ya." Rey rushed to the toilet.

Nadia was confused to see the mysterious attitude of Om Felix. New security at his school.

Rey has no power to control her emotions.

He cried in the toilet, hitting the wall many times over his regret.

He did not expect such a painful meeting with Nadia. His little daughter used to always ask for his attention but he rarely noticed.

Every smile and word he spoke, like thousands of needles pierced his heart. How bright expression smile when calling the word "papah". The name that he also mentioned to her first.

Perhaps, he had forgotten his papah Rey, replaced by the presence of his Papah Reno. Which gave him an outpouring of affection.

Rey cursed herself many times. Those regrets are getting worse. Because every day he will meet and watch the scene for the sake of his ex-wife's affection. Without being able to do anything.

Because he has no right to approach, just say hello. He had to hide behind his hat and mask.

Once Tika knew that she was a security guard at Nadia's school, if not her self who stopped. Maybe Nadia will move.

Rey really had no choice. Besides surviving. Because he really needs this job.

As long as he could keep his secret, as long as it was possible he worked here.

" Hello Om Felix, good morning," said Nadia to arrive at school. Rey, unaware of Nadia's presence, is shocked to hear the greeting.

" Good morning too, Nadia," said Rey bowed to greet Nadia's hand, who gave her greeting. As she straightened up, Tika and Reno had been standing behind Nadia.

Suddenly Rey was nervous and as strong as possible trying to behave normally. Tika and Reno smiled amiably. Rey is shocked to see the boy in Reno's arms.

Only this time their distance was this close. His face was clearly visible in Rey's eyes. Rey seemed to see herself as a child, on the boy's face.

Rey felt her heart pound! The step he took backwards staggered! Fortunately, he was still holding the fence and leaning back.

" His father okay?" tanya Tika while approaching Rey in Reno's steps.

" Oh, thank God you're okay. Nana's fast in your class.,"

" Yes, ma. Drug mama, papah. Grandpa Bimo!" Nadia rushed away after kissing her mom and dad.

Tika reached into his wallet, and took out a few pieces of red money. On the roll the money was then poured into Rey's hands.

Rey was shocked and refused the gift.

" You go to seek treatment, you must take care of your health so that you can work," said Tika softly. Then pardon.

Rey can't say what. For him it is better to disappear from the face of the earth, than to have to accept the treatment of Tika. Tika who remains soft and social. To anyone!

But what happens if Tika knows who she really is. Perhaps it was anger that he would accept!

So far has changed my appearance because of the uniform I wear. Until Tika and Reno don't recognize me?

And they feel sorry for me for thinking I was someone else. I felt devastated because of the little boy in Reno's arms.

Is he my son, the son I never knew of his birth.? Nadia called him Bimo. Rey's heart is low.

Rey hurriedly closed the gate, because no more children came. Rey goes into the post to join Mr. Agus.

Pak Agus watched Rey who seemed to be lethargic.

" Why are you so lethargic. Not even nine yet. It's like people don't eat three days" said Mr. Agus. The one in satirical was even indifferent to the floating gyration.

" Hey, even dumbass!" exclaimed Mr. Agus again threw his hat towards Rey. Rey surprised.

" I'm sorry, sir, I'm fine,"

" Your lies are exorbitant. From your face it looks like you're not okay. Especially when you see Nadia. Do you have a relationship with Nadia. He's your son, isn't he?" pak Agus made Rey choke, because he just sipped coffee.

Agus looked at Rey. Looks like Rey's keeping secrets about Nadia. Maybe Nadia has a blood relationship with Rey. Because after looking at their faces there is a resemblance. Especially in his chin and eyes.

" I said what the hell. How do I have a hub.." Rey hasn't had time to finish the talk. Rey's device suddenly rang.

Rey touched his pocket and looked at the screen. Call from his mother.

" Hello what's up, Ma?" sapanya was surprised because her mother did not usually contact her at work.

"Rani son, your wife ran away!"

" Huh! Kok can. Mama's fighting again with Rani."

joked Rey annoyed. He was so dizzy because of his mother and wife who never got along.

" Your wife is really not polite with you! How dare you insult my mom,"

" Yes! Now where is Rani, ma,"

" Just left. Where do you know where she's going."

"Mama should have prevented it, not just let it go." Rey regretted.

" Ah, mama is upset with her threat of always wanting to leave. Let him go, let him know the taste!

replied Mrs Hesti upset.

Rey disconnected the phone unilaterally. His heart is becoming more directionless. Mr. Agus who listened to the conversation, at least can feel the problems facing Rey.

Looks like Rey had a past like she used to, when she was young. But Mr. Agus doesn't want to corner Rey. Or just ask. Let him wait for Rey to speak. *****

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