
Sagar smiled looking at the behavior of Nadira who in his eyes is very sweet. Plus the reflection of afternoon sunlight makes Nadira so shining in his eyes.
' Now I can see you. Seeing you clearly. ' Inner Sagar.
" I'm surprised that my brother is here. " Nadira crossed her hands on her chest with a frown which according to Sagar looks very sweet.
' I was late all this time. Too late to realize. ' Inner Sagar.
" Nadira's. " Call Sagar. Nadira just turned his head towards Sagar with a question mark. The wind blew Nadira's hair to cuddle.
" Sorry. " Nadira was surprised by Sagar's expression that arrived.
" I'm sorry Nadira. " Sagar said sincerely.
" Oh, it's important that you're okay. "
" Are you not sad? "
" For what? "
" About your first kiss I made like that. "
" Yeah. " Nadira was shocked and misbehaved. Her cheeks blushed red like wearing an ulsh on.
" Where is that? What's that like? I'm okay. I'm really okay it's okay. " Nadira left with a step in speed because really made wrong behavior by Sagar's speech.
" You keep everything in your heart in every word. " Sagar followed Nadira.
" No, it's all because of my memory. "
" Why are you so? Why is your attitude like this. " Sagar blocked Nadira's steps, standing right in front of Nadira.
" why? Every time I approach you, you always stay away from me. You never looked at me right, did you? Now don't duck, just look at me. "
Nadira tried to force himself to stare towards Sagar.
' Apparently he realized it. If we have been in a relationship there are walls. I thought the wall would thin out over time, but I was wrong! The great wall did not thin in the least. Like I was always scared and didn't want to see him. I think he doesn't want to see me either. This time he looked at me and asked. ’ Inner Nadira.
" Are you afraid of me ? " Tanya Sagar was really.
' Brother, what we really need in our relationships is questions, not time. ' Nadira only kept the word in his heart.
" I told you, don't look at your sister. Seeing my sister I was scared. " Nadira threw away her face.
" Then, what should I do? Do I have to close my eyes so you don't get scared when we're talking? " Sagar said slowly.
' Why is it that you speak so softly to me today? ' Thought Nadira.
" Why is big brother speaking to me like this. You're just scaring me. "
" You must not be afraid, even when I speak softly like this. "
" Don't you, brother pressed me again. Just scare me. " Nadira pouting.
" You're still afraid of me? "
" It's not really like it used to be. "
" I see, let's fix it slowly" said Sagar softly.
" What? " Nadira looked at Sagar.
" You and me. " Sagar held onto Nadira's shoulders. Sagar tidied Nadira's hair that was messy because of the wind.
" why? If you have to fix it, why not just brother. Why should I also fix it. "
" Because, there's so much I want to know with you. " Sagar said sincerely.
' And I want to protect you. ' Sagar can only keep it in his heart.
" Nadira..... "
' Like you approached me at a family gathering, this time I will approach you like that. I'll be there too. To yourself. ' Sagar hugged Nadira warmly and gently.
" Let's start all over. Let's be real husband and wife. "
" Did you want to ask me something for help? "
Sagar let go of his embrace and stared fixedly at Nadira.
" Nothing, if it were, would I ask you please don't be afraid of me" Sagar said seriously.
' Soft. Very mellow. I became afraid of this tenderness. Does he want revenge on me? Does he want to tell you that all this time he was very bothered with my attitude that changed at the end of this. Yes, it must be because I'm a big brother so difficult and very troublesome. He must be really upset too. But, even so why did he say to do everything for real and not acting. But he's not serious. ' Nadira's heart felt like a needle felt it all.
" It's late afternoon, want to come home with me ? " Tanya Sagar's.
" yes. "
The two of them walked together towards the car park.
" Today... " Nadira confirmed his seat belt.
" Thank you for picking me up. "
" yes. " Sagar also wears his seat belt.
' If you think we were married to kiss without feeling.' Sagar recalled the early days of her marriage to Nadira. Of course Nadira has no feelings for him. She also recalled how depressed she was, when Sagar took her first kiss, it was possible that Nadira was very sad and angry. But he prefers to keep everything to himself.
'I'll start right from now on. At the beginning by joining hands, I don't think he will be angry if only hand in hand. ' Figured Sagar, he glanced at Nadira who was looking straight ahead. Sagar also looked straight ahead, he tried to hold Nadira's hand on his lap.
" Bangkkk!!! " Shouted Nadira as Sagar held Nadira's thigh.
" What this is what you mean by starting a husband and wife for real. This max is yes. " Nadira pointed at Sagar's hand on Nadira's thigh.
" No! " Sagar himself was very shocked and surprised he immediately raised his hand from the top of Nadira's thigh.
" This guy. His mind is so dirty. " Think Nadira was upset.
' Wasn't his hand there? what would he think? I was really not intentional about all this. ' Sagar looked out the window in embarrassment. He reached the gas car and drove towards their apartment.
" Do you want to eat first? " Tanya Sagar breaks the tension.
" No, I'm just going home. "
' I can usually invite you to eat. He really doesn't know any shame at all. ' Inner Nadira.
' It seems he was really angry with me.' Sagar's inner self.
" I'll take you home. Don't waitfor me. I still have a little work to do. "
Nadira just nodded. The atmosphere in the car was quiet again. They could only remain silent and drown in their thoughts.
After dropping Nadira off in the apartment lobby, Sagar returns to his office, he starts to get busy and drowns in documents piled up on his desk. If he has worked, he himself forgets the time when the day has begun at midnight.
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