End Happy Weddings
Chapter 60

After putting up his flat and solemn face, the blond-haired man burst into laughter, breaking the tension.

" So you think I'm the god of life? " The man laughed again. Seeing Nadira's unreasonable face.

" Have I spoken disrespectfully?" Nadira said carefully as she did not want to offend others.

" I'm sorry I was so careless with you because I was worried about something. " Nadira looked down again considering her problem.

" Yes, I know. That's why you're crying, right? " The blonde man smiled kindly.

" But am I really not human? " The man said seriously.

" Mom-not so. " Nadira said in shock and looked towards the man, she was afraid that the man had become misunderstood by his intent.

" In my mind you are not like a human being in anything else, but I wish you were like a guardian angel in this life. So that I can beg and ask. I wish I could meet Jesus. " Nadira sobs.

Nadira is very eager to meet God, because he wants to ask for explanation and also accountability, because God has given him a way to go back to the past. Without him understanding at all what path he must choose to solve all the problems that occur. He didn't want to take any more missteps so made it all end the same. He kept trying as hard as he could. But, he was just an ordinary human who did not know the path of life's destiny. If he takes one step, not necessarily his decision it is the right thing for his future.

" Lord, please save my husband in this life, Lord will you send me to the past?! So please run everything as I wish! I want him safe and well. " Inner Nadira with a feeling of sadness. He cried until he was sobbing.

' Please allow me to protect that person. ' Nadira's inner self in her sobs. In the past when he was ignorant and did not want to know or interfere with the affairs of Sagar alone, he felt very sick because of the sudden departure of Sagar. What's more now, with Sagar's sweet attitude towards her all this time and also the smile she looks that decorates her days. He would not be able to live without Sagar. Even the marriage he once hated the most, now turned into a marriage he missed so much.

" I'm so desperate, I know very clearly, if I'm the worst person in life. " Nadira covered her face with her hands, she unceasingly cried in front of the man.

" I know the world won't change something just for one person like me. " Unconsciously Nadira had already talked a lot about her life. Somehow but, it feels like Nadira really trusts this blonde guy. That all this time Hamid who is fairly close to him has never heard the story of Nadira on this one. Because Nadira is not a typical woman who likes to share her household story with others. He was always covered with others and harbored all problems alone.

" But I always hoped the world could change for the sake of one person like me. " The blonde man still faithfully listened to Nadira's words without turning his face and answered one word from Nadira's speech. Because he knows the best time to give advice to Nadira.

" I wish God would come, and listen to my every complaint. And listen to my requests in every prayer. I really want to save that guy! " Said Nadira in between her sobs.

" That guy?" The blonde man started to open his voice.

" That person is the one you love so much? " Task the blonde man by looking at Nadira seriously.

Nadira wiped her tears and wavered with the man's question. Because he himself just knocked his heart with this man's question.

" He's my husband. " Answer Nadira.

" That means he's the one you love so much. " The man smiled meaningfully.

' The one I love? ' Thought Nadira.

" Yes, the person you love until you feel very claustrophobic and desperate. You have to be honest and tell her if you love her to the one you love. Until he also had the determination to be able to surpass that destiny. ' The advice from the blonde man was serious.

' Right, i.... ' Nadira's heart was beating hard. He was very excited to see Sagar's face.

' I really love. From the beginning I wanted to live where your world lived. You have to live for me! Because I like you so much. I really want to live with you. ' Nadira held onto her chest with a stream of tears.

' I really like him a lot. '

" Sorry! Is she finished crying? " Task the blonde man, because he found Nadira crying since then to make both eyes become swollen.

' What the hell am I doing, allowing this man to sit next to me? Until I told her about my life until I cried in front of her. But this is the truth. ' Nadira's newly realized inner has told a lot of things.

" l-yeah. " Nadira wiped her tears.

" But why? Can I tell you everything? " Task Nadira in surprise.

" It's okay. Just relax. There are a lot of people like that. It seems I have a special ability to make my opponents tell me their feelings sincerely. " The man smiled kindly.

" Yes, even if there's nothing compared to your abilities. " The blonde said meaningfully.

" A-k? "

" I have to go now. " Said the man cut off Nadira's talk.

" See you soon. " The man walked away from Nadira by waving his hand.

" Hey wait! What do you mean by my power? " Task Nadira confusedly.

" After today, we will meet your happy face. " Said the man with a serious face and walked back.

" Hey, at least tell me what's your name?! " Shouted Nadira.

" Sadeva! i'm Sadewa. " Said the man.

' His name is unique, like a god. Which means like God. ' Nadira with a smile.

" Your name is like a god. " Said Nadira with a smile.

" aha! A deity? I am glad to hear those words. " The man walked back.

Not felt, the day was getting dark. Nadira's feelings had only been briefly in the park and also chatted with Sadewa.

' Was I too serious to talk from earlier? So I don't feel like I've been here long? ' Inner Nadira.

Seriate..