End Happy Weddings
Chapter 50

" But now I feel like I've changed a lot. In the future, I will always change it for the better. Because you tried so hard to change me. " Sagar held Nadira's cheek gently, making Nadira unable to wart at all.

" I don't know why if I remember you my head hurts so much. Everything you have in you is complete. "

Sagar recalls events as he passes with Nadira. When Nadira was nagging, when his leg was injured for his sake and remember when Nadira was treated badly by others.

" It feels funny, scary and tight on this chest. But the endless feeling of happiness when you're with you. " Sagar smiled lovingly.

" I don't know myself, because I've never felt this way before. If this is a feeling of love or affection. So, I liked you a long time ago. Since the first time I saw you. My feelings for you are just this. Just one. There's nothing else. "

Sagat peeps Nadira's forehead.

" If that's true? Since the beginning there was nothing else? " Tanya Nadira made sure.

" Right, nothing else. You are first in my heart and my life. "

" That's impossible! "

" Why is it impossible? " Tanya Sagar was confused.

" If it is first, it is.... " Nadira did not continue to say. She remembers the things that Sagar has done to her, from kissing her, cuddling and dating.

' That kiss was the first thing for me, too. But if I'm the first. Why did it feel like it wasn't the first for him. He did it like he had experience. ' Nadira held her lips involuntarily.

" Ayeah, I understand brother now. I understand brother's feelings. "

Sagar looked at Nadira with a confused look. Because he thought Nadira would be happy but it turns out his response was just ordinary.

" thank you. " Nadira hugged Sagar.

" Engggs.. During this time my brother often misspoke. At least from now on try to talk even sweeter. " Nadira loosened her embrace.

" Maybe over time I will be able to accept the feelings of my brother. " Nadira smiled at Sagar.

" W-why?! " Sagar was surprised to hear Nadira's reply.

' Long time ago? When's it? ' Inner Sagar.

" I would say sweet every day, not once a thousand times I would do for you. " Sagar said.

" Yes, okay. " Looking response from Nadira.

" But you have to accept me first, if you want to hear the sweet word from me. "

" How can it be? This is the first and last choice of my life. I have to think things through carefully. If not, I will regret it later. "

' Hey there must be something else you need to think about carefully. ' Inner Sagar.

" We are already married. I couldn't possibly look at the other men in my life. " Nadira stood up and left Sagar.

" Therefore, say the word sweet every day. Like brother expressing brother's feelings today. " Nadira looked at Sagar with a smile. Then he took the plants that had been bought by Sagar and arranged them again so that they would be nice to see.

' Hey Sagar Mahendra, it's not just your feelings that are turbulent. But I'm just like you. I want to convey my feelings to you too. Please be patient until I am ready. Ready to be a real husband and wife. Ready to call you in other words than brother. And I no longer look at you as my senior just yet.

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In the next day, Nadira promises to come out with Alesa. Alesa's plan is to pick up Nadira in the apartment parking lot.

After Sagar left for work, Nadira went downstairs and met Alesa who was waiting for him. Nadira looked around looking for the whereabouts of Alesa, until her eyes caught a person wearing a green hodie with a black hat and wearing glasses and a mask, she waved her hand to Nadira.

' Maybe it was Alesa. ' Nadira walked up to him.

" in. " Alesa got into the car first and followed up with Nadira.

In the car, Alesa immediately took off her glasses, hat mask and hodie.

" Has Sagar been so angry last night? " Tanya Alesa with her busyness.

" no. " Nadira looked towards Alesa.

" He didn't talk about big brother much last night. "

" Hahahaha, that's funny. " Alesa laughed by holding her round steering wheel.

" Sagar called me last night. And he said I was told to apologize to you. " Alesa looked at Nadira seriously.

" I'm okay. I'm the only fool to easily believe it. At the moment, I am also introspection. "

" So really, I don't have to apologize? If you say no, I won't do it. " Said Alesa seriously. Nadira was just silent and the atmosphere became silent.

" I'm not here soon. Because I'm going back abroad again. So if I'm still here, you better ask me to apologize to you right now. " Alesa said by putting her hands on her chest.

' I don't know why, after hearing about your past stories now I no longer hate you. Perhaps the one who should apologize is me, because in the other future, you are crying with sadness lamenting the passing of Sagar. Just looking at that, I know how important Sagar is to you. "

Nadira recalls the time when Sagar was in the funeral home of Hevan. Alesa was crying like a child. Maybe even his sadness and loss was heavier than Nadira's feelings at the time.

' It's possible that your liking for Sagar was bigger than mine. That's why he cried like that. Even different from me who easily gave up on him. For that I apologize to you. ' Nadira could only reveal her heart in her heart, she looked at Alesa sadly.

' Because of me, I made the person important to you go that way. ' Inner Nadira.

" I just want, when we meet again later in the day we can meet casually like friends. I wish it was like that. I don't even know where you're going to settle down. But I always pray that you are always healthy and well. " Nadira smiled at Alesa.

" You've heard all my stories in the past? " Said Alesa sharply.

" How did Sagar tell you? Did he say that I was pathetic then? Because I lost my twin brother. Do I look so poor? " Alesa looked at Nadira with a sharp gaze and like a lack of liking to Nadira.

Seriate....