Excuse me, Love!!!
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"Assalamualaikum" I knocked om pras' house

"walaikumsalam, uh agil. Go in gil" auntie wulan opened the door and let me in

"novi's still dancing, where's gil going?" aunt wulan's

"you want to walk - doang aunty" I replied smiling

"nov, agil has come" aunt wulan called novi

"yes aunt, a minute" said novi from inside the room

"rey same om pras where auntie?"

"jog from earlier, all the way - the way of the rey" he replied

"gil's been a long time?" novi came out of the room and approached us

"nob gil nov? Not calling you darling? Hahaha" said aunt wulan

"what aunty, don't make a novi shy" novi blushed

"did you not gil?" said aunt wulan while poking my arm

"hehehe is a aunt" I replied embarrassedly

"already ah, I'm leaving. Come on gil" take novi

"nek, novi go first. Departing aunty first" added novi

"yaaaa" replied the grandmother briefly

"be careful about nov" said aunt wulan

"tante, we're leaving first" "Assalamualaikum" I said

"yes gil, novi's titip ya. Walaikumsalam" said aunt wulan

On the bike I felt my heart beat so fast. Different from usual.

I was confused where to start.

"where are we going gil?" tanya novi broke the mood

"eeeee where do you want nov?" I asked him back

"i want a beautiful view gil. My mind is very tired" she asked as she wrapped her hands around my hips

"okay well" I replied

I'll take him where I used to go with my friends. On the banks of the river flowing beautifully, and many shady trees. In temoat it is commonly visited by people as well, because the temoat is very fun. I'll take him shopping for snacks and drinks to the mini market first.

"this is where I usually unwind nov, here I can relax with the situation" I said after arriving somewhere

"it's so beautiful here gil, I like it" he replied

We enjoyed the atmosphere and ate what we were shopping in the mini market. And I asked myself to speak to novi.

"nov, me. "my words were broken when I looked at his face.

"what's gil?" heed

"eeeee no nov" I said

"what's gil? speak up!" axed it

"do you have a new girlfriend?" I asked in courage

"have dong, why?" ask her back

"huhhh seriously? Yes papa nov" I was surprised

"yes have, but hahaha" he replied again with a laugh

"why the hell is gil?" ask again

"ahhhh you, yes papa nov" I said

"lucky" I murmured in my heart

"do you have a boyfriend?" novi asked

"i've never dated a nov" I replied embarrassedly

"huhhh seriously?" novi looked surprised

"yes seriously" I replied stiffly

I had a lot of conversation with the novi at the place, but I had not expressed my feelings. I'm so embarrassed. Don't know where to start.

"ahhhh this is so cute of me, you idiot!!!" I berate myself in my heart.

"go ahead again yuk gil" take novi

"sook, to the park yok?!" take me

"may" he said

I drove my bike to the park. But my mind rages with my soul.

"why did I miss that opportunity?" I asked in my heart.

"there's a call" said novi

"hello suf, what's wrong?" novi picked up the phone

"where else is nov?" joseph asked novi

"i'm out with my friend" replied novi

"ohhh yes already nov, I will call ya later tonight" said Yusuf

"yes suf" replied the short novi

I don't know what they're talking about, but I know it was Yusuf who called because novi said yusuf several times during the conversation.

"who's nov?" much

"ohhhh"

Late in the afternoon, I took novi home.

"nov, go home yuk" take me

"go gil"

On the bike we were just quiet, but novi's hand was holding my hip. I held myself by his hand.

"nov" I called him open the conversation

"yes gil" he answered

By gathering courage I expressed my feelings.

"nov, I've never felt anything like this before" I said

"yes gil, then?" heed

"i don't know where to start? There was a clear vibration of heart when I was with you. This is love or whatever it is called. I want to be with you forever. Do you want to be my girlfriend?" with a slightly trembling tone I expressed my feelings.

Novi just fell silent and there was no response, I clasped his hand tighter.

"nov, didn't you hear what I just said?" I asked novi

"yes, gil, I heard it" he replied

"then how's nov?" I asked him for an answer

"yes gil" he answered

This flower of the heart, do not know how. After that we just stayed silent. Not a single word came out of our mouths until we reached his house.

"had arrived Nov, I'd go straight home?" say

"yes gil" with a flat answer

I also came home happy, of course.

I sent a message to novi later that night.

"nov, thank you"

"thank you for what gil?" answerable

"to this day dear" I ventured to call her dear

"sad?" novi was surprised

"yes, baby, we're done" I said

"sorry gil, I'm not used to that call. And to be, sorry. I don't know" he replied

"didn't you just accept me as your girlfriend?" I sent him another message

"forget about it, Gil" he replied

I was confused by the novi statement. I was being played with the answer.

Call novi.

"hello nov, what do you mean?!" I was angry asking him

"sorry gil, I didn't mean anything" he replied flatly.

"you shouldn't have confirmed my statement!" say

"i'm confused gil" he replied

"you're playing me nov, I don't think you're that good" I said disappointed

"you should say no if you don't want to. Don't give false answers" I said again

"i don't want to hurt den disappointing you gil!" loud takmya

"but in the end you hurt me!" say it again

"i love you, nov"

"i also love gil, but I don't want to let you down" novi defended herself

"this is the first time I've had a nov, and love is painful"

"if you knew how I feel right now nov" I said

"i know gil" he replied

"you what? Do you know my love you're disappointed? You know nov!" I pressed him

"i know gil, sorry" she said in tears

"there's no need for you to cry nov, I should be crying" I said firmly

"i let you down gil" he said again

"you shouldn't have to accept me so that I don't get sick nov" I said

"sorry gil" he said briefly

We had a little hard discussion. My feelings are uncertain.

"now what do you want before I turn this phone off?" he said while crying

"i don't know nov, I'm ruined" I said

"if you ask what I want, the answer is obvious, I want you. But, yeah, that's it. Forget that! " suffered

"don't you be sad, Gil?" heed

"don't mind me nov" I said

"i follow you now gil"

"before I turn this phone off, I still want to ask how you feel about me nov" I said softly and disappointed

"what's gil? Speak up!" heed