Excuse me, Love!!!
shela

That afternoon was indeed a shahdu, a little cloudy and not so crowded as usual.

Novi and I talked about a lot of things.

Until we were shocked by the ringing of the phone. It turned out that my hadphon was ringing, shela called me. "what's shela calling me?" I muttered in my heart

"who's gil? Why not lift?" novi asked me how it makes me nervous

"men, it doesn't matter nov. Let it go" said I who was afraid later novi think like - sort of

"no papa, here let me see" said novi took the phone from my hand

"shela, who's shela gil?" ask novi again

"that's junior doni in mapala" I explained

"why did he call you? You're coming with mapala too?" ask her again

I was confused as to what to answer, because I didn't know what to do.

"if it doesn't matter, why did he call you?" novi asked a question that confused me to answer what

"yes it doesn't matter nov" I replied stiffly

"what's gil? Honestly answer!" the expression of the celetic novi changed slightly

"okay, he's his junior doni in mapala. Doni said he likes me. But I don't have any feelings for him. Believe nov!" I'm explaining the truth

"i love you so much nov" I added

"yes, lift it up if you have nothing" novi ordered

"well, the phone's not ringing. If he calls again, I pick him up" I replied

Shela called again, and I picked up the phone in front of the novi.

"yes shel, hello" I said on the phone

"hello, where else?" ask shela

"i'm outside the shelter. What's up?" I asked her what shela meant by calling

"no papa sak just want to talk" replied shela.

There I saw that novi's expression seemed to be very upset with me.

"sorry yes shel, I'm on my way with my girlfriend" I explained to novi that she turned off the phone and didn't expect me again at the time.

"ohhh sorry brother, yes already. Sorry to bother you" shela replied

"yes shel no papa" I answered while hanging up the phone.

I see novi's face still looking annoyed with me.

"i picked up, in front of you nov. And there's nothing - what is it?" I asked the novi who was still upset

"yes, yes you have come home" he replied

"are you angry nov? I'm sorry" I said, holding her hand

"no papa gil, I just want to go home" he replied as he pulled his hand from my grasp

"i've been honest nov, I won't cheat on you. I was dating this new one, where maybe I could share my heart" I seduced novi

"i don't like it when someone comes near you gil, I love you" said Nvi Lirih as she shed her tears.

Novi really loves me. But I was also confused where my mistake was. I'm just friends with shela.

"don't cry nov, I love you too. I will always be for you" I said, wiping novi's tears.

"yes come home yuk, stop crying" I took her home

"please take care of my heart, I trust everything to you" he said again, holding my hand tightly

We also rushed home. Along the way we were silent, not as usual. I try to break the silence.

"nov" I called his name

"hmmm yes" he replied a little lazily

"i'm sorry, maybe it's my fault, but it's not my will" I tried to talk to novi

"no papa gil, you're not wrong. I just don't like this kind of situation" he replied in a sobbing tone. Novi was crying again.

"don't cry anymore nov, embarrassed to see a lot of people" I said "maybe I'm less assertive with shela, I don't tell the truth with shela if I already have a lover. But I don't mean anything" I tried to explain slowly to novi

"yes gil, I get it. I trust you" Nvi replied as she wrapped her hands around my hips.

I also replied with a tight grip on his hand.

"had arrived Nov, I'd go straight home?" I said after arriving in front of the house om pras

"yes gil. sorry yes, our event today became less fun" he said

"no papa nov, I was wrong. Don't be sad anymore, okay? I'm just for you" I said with a smile, and replied with a tiois novi smile and a nod of the head.

"gil, stop by first!" said aunt wulan from the terrace of the house

"thank you aunt, I just go home" I said reject the offer of aunt wulan

"i came home nov, Assalamualaikum" I said goodbye to novi

"walaikumsalam gil" reply novi

When I got home, I threw my body in my bed. Tired of today, I thought about what happened this afternoon. Novi was crying out of jealousy. I felt guilty for making her tears fall. I'm afraid that this changed novi's feelings.

I'll get my handphon.

"don't be sad and don't remember the incident ya nov, happy resting" I sent a message to novi

"no papa gil, happy resting also my prince:* "reply novi

It seems that novi did not mind the incident earlier, I was just parno and too carried away. I'm actually innocent, but I'm afraid I'm gonna lose a novi.

Unconsciously I slept. And I woke up in the middle of the night. I looked at the clock, showing 01:15. "still midnight" I murmured

I saw my phone have a message coming in from the shela.

"sister agil, sorry for this afternoon, I really don't know if you already have a boyfriend and again walk" shela sent me a message

"no papa shel, just relax" I said

I take a cigarette, then I light it. I sucked in deep while thinking about what I shouldn't have thought. Novi and shela, "why should there be a shela when I'm with the novi. Could this be the temptation of love? Ahhh I don't know. I just felt it this time" I murmured inwardly.

Until I saw the clock again showing at 03:45, I threw my body back into the bed and fell asleep.

In the morning I told my mother.

"busy, yesterday novi cried" I said

"why? What are you doing, novi gil?" my mother was surprised and asked me that

"i'm nothing - whatever ma'am" I replied casually while brewing coffee

"then why is she crying? You can't hurt a woman" my mother said again.

"yesterday I walked with a novi, and shela called me" I explained

"shela? Who's she?" ask my mother again

"junior my friend in college, said my friend he likes me" I answered while smoking a cigarette

"then? Novi knew that?" my mother asked me again

"know after I explain everything. Was it at that time that I was wrong, Mom?" I asked my mother