Excuse me, Love!!!
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"what about novi?" ask ivan

"how's what?" ask me back

"yes, how is your relationship developing? What's it been yet?" ask her again

"not yet van, I doubt and have not dared to express my feelings" I said

"what do you doubt gil? Win handsome doang, guts are not there"

"i don't know where to start"

"whether it's GR or something, I'm sure he has the same feelings as me"

"yes if you're sure, shoot dong" Ivan said

"it's so good that you're upset, I'm afraid of being rejected" I said minder

"he said sure, it means not sure if you are still afraid. What a hell,cupuuuu!!!" ivan mocked me

"how's the van? Ajarin dong" my whine

"sin your cigarettes first, order me ice and food first" Ivan said

"ready bosssss" I was like a buffalo plugged in his nose, obeying orders

I ordered ice and food for us.

"how's van?" I asked ivan

"take it in a shahdu place, have a chat. If the moment is right, tell me how you feel" Ivan taught me

"i'm afraid of being turned down by the van"

"declined? Go after it again" replied Songong

"love knows no shame gil. Even love can take away the shame" he added

"okay, I'll try tomorrow" I said confidently

"want to eat what else boss? Or drink?" I'm excited to offer food and drinks to Ivan

"ahh lebay. Love can take away shame but make us stupid" Ivan said

At the coffee shop that night it was cold, and we talked late into the night about the novi. Ivan teaches us many ways of expressing our feelings. Until we finally got home.

The next day, the,

The sun woke me up from my window. "It's afternoon, I haven't had time to congratulate and cheer the morning for the novi" I murmured in my heart

I make morning coffee, and I enjoy my cigarettes. That is my habit in the morning. What changed a little and added to the habit was the presence of novi.

While I was enjoying my coffee, I thought about how to express love to novi. There is doubt, worry, fear, shame and the like haunting

I took my phone, I wanted to play a song to accompany my beautiful morning. There was a message coming in

"good morning Gil, heart - heart ya go to college, all the while. I'm off to work first" turns out a message from novi.

It felt like this heart floated, novi sent me a message first. He seems to like me too.

"morning is also nov, the spirit is also working" I reply

I went to my mother who was in the kitchen cooking

"mom, I used to express my feelings to mom how?" I'm ashamed - ashamed

"why is it crazy to come - ask that? You want to shoot the novi?" replied mom with a smile

"no ma'am, just the name" my dear

"kalo it is, I agree" said the mother

"your father is not romantic, mother was not invited to date" added the mother

"then why are you married?" ask me confused

"father says, you get married" "yes mother pinta to father, say directly to my parents" explained mother

"keep wanting?" ask me curious

"yes, the proof is that we are here now" explained the mother

"a real man" I said

"you don't get married. Finish your college first, and get a job" mom advised me

"yes ma'am" while patting

That morning I got a lot of stuff from my mom.

"you didn't go to college? " ask mom

"departing later ma'am, the schedule is backwards so afternoon ma'am" I explained

Day after day, I exchanged messages with novi. It's crazy about this self. Sometimes the smile itself, sometimes also not calm if there is no news from the novi.

"nov, I'll play home tonight, okay?" I sent a message for him

"can gil, can I wait?" reply

I drove to ivan's house

"van, go to novi yuk's house?" take me

"males ah, why am I there?" push ivan

"let's go, I'm ashamed of myself" I whine

"ahhhh you want to say something, I'm the one who bothers"

"come on van, we're friends" I said

"painted" while I gave my thumbs up

Geck... Geck... Geck...

"Assalamualaikum" I knocked on the door

"walaikumsalam, ehh gil, van" replied om pras opening the door

"novi has om?" much

"there, want to say kok ngajak temen gil..." ledek om pras.

"don't know about Agil. Weak guy, cuckoo, coward" ivan chimps

"nov.. there is the same agil ivan nih" om pras called novi.

"yes" replied the novi from inside the house

"hhh gil, van. What are you going to do on the terrace?" novi

"on the terrace of Nov" I answered

"have sat down first, bntar ya gil" novi went into the house

Not long ago novi came to bring 2 cups of coffee and snacks.

"this is new steady" said Ivan while grabbing coffee

"ehhhh haphazardly, not yet told" I patted ivan

"hahaha not papa gil, it is indeed to drink" said novi

"doesn't say the owner either" said ivan

"yes there is a way" I said

"already, no papa gil slow aja" said Nvi defending ivan

"hhh Nov, what about your place of work? There's no girl? May dong be knownin" ivan asked with his style

"there are some vans, but they are married and there are some who are still dating" said Nvi

"nobody single?" ask ivan again

"there is one doang" said novi

"well, let me know" Ivan began to cry

"may" novi replied as she reached out

"was?" ivan shocked

"yes, I am single. Hahaha" novi laughed back

"ooo you're still single? Same dong kayak my friend" said Ivan while patting my shoulder

And at that moment I stared at Nvi in shame. Novi too.

Our views are caught in the same wave

"the same Ciyeeeee" said Ivan to our surprise

Novi and I were wrong

"ehh gil drank his coffee, it's ivan's already running out" novi offered

"ohhhh nov" I replied a little groggy

That night we were joking, and the time was nine o'clock

"nov it's night, we say yes first" I said

"yes gil, can I call you pras?" ask novi

"difficult nov, afraid of interrupting his rest"

"well, we go home first nov, Assalamualaikum" I said goodbye

"walaikumsalam, hearts gil"

Once at home I daydreamed and smiled to myself remembering the incident earlier. Her sweet smile and her sharp eyes, tore apart the defenses of my heart.

"woeee daydreams" ivan surprised

"novi is beautiful, van?" much

"banget, all right. And singles"

"wait what else?" ivan said

"do not over time gil, hunted taken by others" continued ivan

"relaxed, he'll never leave if it's meant for me to van" I said poetic

"whatever, let's take me home first"

"don't you sleep here, van?"

"no ah, ayok. I'm sleepy" he asked

"ahh just take care of you" I said

"you brought me out, dong's responsibility" he replied

"yes, yes" I relented and drove Ivan home

Malm is beautiful.