Excuse me, Love!!!
jealous
"coming to work together again, Nov?" my door sent a message
"don't go gil, so take your nap later" he replied
"no, I'll wait after crashing" I reply again
"yes, okay" he answered briefly
I headed to college with passion and confidence.
"coffee one ma'am" I ordered coffee in the cafeteria
"tumben has come" I told doni
"uh brother, just came?" shela said she was with doni
"iya shel"
"said the children of the lecturer did not enter" said doni
"continue, duty again?" say
"yes as always" in short
"yeah, PS yuk" asked me
"males ah, to basecamp ajaa yuk join us - we" asked doni
"yes sister, exclaimed tauuuuk" added shela
"why am I there? Males ah" I refused their invitation
"already, come" take doni again
"yeah ya" I just accepted their invitation while waiting for the afternoon and picked up novi
"that's dong" said shela
Finally we headed to the campus mapala children's basecamp. There is not so crowded, there are only a few people who are chatting and there are also some people who are engrossed in their laptops.
"nov, later lunch with us - we yok" invited mr. Yusuf to novi
"ahh no sir, I eat alone" novi refused
"no papa once in a while with us - us. Let you also get along with other office friends" said Mr. Yusuf reassured novi
"where is it, sir?" ask novi
"come along" concluded mr. Yusuf
I'm getting uncomfortable in Basecamp. The mapala children came one by one. Become very crowded. It seems like they are going to talk about their activities.
"don, I pull it off first" I told doni
"already, just here. They are my friends. There's a shela here too" Doni held me back
"i'm not good with you guys"
"already, it's okay brother" said shela also held me back
I tried to relax, because I did not feel good with such an atmosphere. I'm a little uncomfortable with them. Because there's nothing I know except doni and shela. But on the other hand, I was also confused about where to go. Yes, I tried to stay in that mood.
"new kid bro?" ask someone to me
"this is agil's brother, brother doni's friend" shela explained
"yes, he's my classmate" added doni
They chatted, sometimes I was in their conversation. Unlike what I expected, they were also cool to chat and joke.
"let's take a rest first" asked mr. Yusuf
"well sir, I'll pack up for a minute" said novi
"what do you want to eat, Nov? Want to join the kids or do we find a place on our own?" mr. yusuf offered
"i'll come, sir"
"alright, we find our own place" said Mr. Yusuf
Mr. Yusuf drove his bike to a dining area not far from his office.
"we eat only baso ya nov" said Mr. Yusuf
"good sir"
"bang, baso two" sir Yusuf ordered
"where are the other kids eating, sir?" novi asked
"they eat baso as well, but a little bit far away. Oh yes, if outside call me yusuf only nov. Don't be so formal. I am still young and unmarried" said Yusuf
"ohhhh yes? I thought you were married and had a child hahaha" Nvi replied jokingly
"could have been you. Who picked you up yesterday, Nov? Your boyfriend?" yusuf began to pry into novi's privacy
"ohh no, he's just my friend. My oom neighbor" replied novi
"ohhh well" said novi briefly
It was a long time ago, I couldn't wait to meet novi. One by one the mapala children began to leave from the base camp. It's just me, doni, shela and a few people.
"tuh shel said someone wanted to be talked to agil" said doni
"what the hell is shel?" my words ask
"ihhhh brother doni ni there - there is only. Don't embarrass me" shela dodged
"it's been relaxing, I've known that agil for a long time. The guy's good" said doni again
"what the hell sister" said shela shyly
"ohhhh may" I said
"what the hell, sister, just embarrass me"
"here's your cell phone let me pass my number" I asked for her phone and wrote my number
"tuhhh delicious right? No hassle, right?" say doni again to shela
"thank you, sister" shela said to me
I don't feel like the time has shown at 16:15, it's time I picked up novi.
"eh I go home first yes, it's late afternoon" I told them
"sister, be careful" shela said with a smile
I drove my bike to the office novi, it was nice to meet my heart.
"nov, I'm in front of your office" I sent a message to novi
"yes, wait a minute gil" replied novi
"what is it gonna take?" a security guard came up to me and asked for my needs
"ohhh no sir, I'm going to pick you up" I didn't say who I was going to pick you up
"ohhhh" said the security guard briefly
I looked out of the office door novi and her friend. They seemed to be talking about something, and not long after the novi walked towards me, but the man waved to the novi as the novi walked towards my place.
"who the hell is a nov?" much
"that's yusuf" he answered
"ohhh that was yesterday?" ask me again
"yes, ah why even ask him" said novi
"no papa, just asking nov" I said
"chuck off" I said
"already from before?" novi asked while riding on my bike
"not really, it was at the security guard meeting haha" I said
"oalaahhhhh picked up mbak novi to" said the security guard
"yes sir, yes sir" novi told the security guard
When I got home, I went straight to Ivan's.
"van, ivaaaaan" called me from outside his house
"yaaaa, go gil" replies ivan
"i want a story"
"novi?" tannya
"yes, who do you want?" say
"i feel like someone likes a novi at work" I explained
"who?"
"i don't know, novi said it was his boss"
"once, not cool to talk about coffee" said Ivan as he rushed to the back
"mantaaap nih" I said
"continue, continue?"
"yes I'm not comfortable with his closeness" I said again
"you jealous? Haha"
"just relax, yes the name is at work. Naturally many of his friends, he was close to the boss probably because of work" Ivan tried to explain
"i'm afraid he's close to someone else" I said
"are you afraid of losing him? Then what are you waiting for?"
"you mean?" ask me confused
"you must immediately express your feelings, shoot him!" ivan clear
"kalo rejected?" ask me again
"gil, consider all of that gambling. That's like love. You have to be ready for everything, including heartache"
"but I'm sure, novi wants to be with you" Ivan comforted me
"as you say, if he were for you, he wouldn't fall into someone else's arms" Ivan said
That night I thought a lot about novi.I was afraid of losing her. My soul thrashed.
Not be this sincere of yourself should he fall in the arms of another man.
"sister's night, I shela" shela's message came in and broke my daydream
"ohhhh yes shel, this is your number huh? I save ya" I reply
"yes, my sister" he answered briefly
I no longer reply to the message shela, I re-dream about novi. I think of a strategy on how to express my feelings towards novi. I decided I'd try to take novi on the road, and express my feelings.