First Love Casanova's
Sad and Happy

Ayumi's long-invisible smile is finally back in sight. And all of that was thanks to Niclas. Ayumi had so much fun with Niclas. It was after buying what Ayumi needed. Niclas also invites Ayumi to play first in the time zone. Ayumi now felt all her weight lifted for a moment.

“Look, you are more beautiful when you smile like this,” said Niclas with a smile while taking Ayumi's hair which now makes Ayumi cluck to hear the words of her best friend. But his smile now also expands so beautifully.

“Yes yes, and I thank you for that,” said Ayumi with a smile on Niclas who is now smiling while shuffling Ayumi's hair. It made Ayumi widen her eyes while Niclas now even laughed at hearing her.

“Niclas,” cried Ayumi with annoyance while Niclas now even laugh and run away from Ayumi. Ayumi now immediately chased after him and he immediately jumped and grabbed Niclas' shoulder until the man now had to walk with his head down to balance his body with Ayumi who was shorter than him.

“Haha look at your hair is very funny,” said Niclas with his laughter which now makes Ayumi Keal until the girl now even makes Niclas' hair messy.

“Ayumi you are very disrespectful with parents,” Niclas steam that now even makes Ayumi immediately let go.

“Even the parents,” said Ayumi while putting her hands together and showing it to Niclas then she laughed which now even makes Niclas stare at her flatly.

“Ayumi,” the voice of the call is not from Niclas but the voice that is now behind Ayumi. Ayumi who heard her name called by a voice that was familiar to her now immediately turned to the source of the voice until now she could see Abi along with a woman who was looking at her with her flat gaze.

“Abi?” ayumi asked with her questionable gaze also surprised her when she saw the existence of Abi who was now staring at her with her angry gaze.

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A man was walking with his flat face along with the girl who was walking beside him with a smile floating on the girl's face. Very inversely proportional indeed with the man beside her.

“You just want to be put on them? We have not seen lo,” said the girl to the man next to her who now sonta made the man turn towards the girl with his face getting flatter.

“Why?” ask the girl again to the man next to her who is now just silent. Not wanting to answer the girl's question, the man who was with her chose to walk first.

“You're still mad?” ask the girl again to the man who now embraces her hand, but the man immediately releases the embrace.

“Can diem right hand lo?” asked the man to the girl beside him who could now only exhale violently hearing the man's words.

“If it wasn't for Mama lo who asked me to temenin lo monthly shopping I wouldn't want to nemenin lo, lo,” said the man to the girl next to him who is now just clucking annoyed to hear the speech now.

Until soon the man's gaze was now on a girl who was together with a man who looked so familiar.

“Lo home first. I have business. Beware you follow me,” threatened the man to the girl who is now clenching her hands to hear the speech.

“Ayumi,” said to the girl who is none other than Ayumi. Ayumi who heard the call immediately turned to look at the man who was none other than Abi.

“Abi,” said Ayumi with her surprised face to see Abi who is now there. Seeing that Abi immediately approached Ayumi and pulled the girl's hand to get away from Niclas.

“Why are you here? Are you not busy anymore?” ayumi asked with a questionable look at Abi. Now Ayumi wants to be unsuspecting of Abi but seeing Abi's presence in the mall makes Ayumi unable to not think negatively.

“I have business here. What are you doing here with another guy?” abi asked with a sharp look at Ayumi who now raised her eyebrows to look at Abi hearing a question from the man.

“And I said and asked you to take me to the mall. But you didn't want to run so I asked Niclas. Some of you before that it doesn't matter if I'm with Niclas?” ayumi asked with a puzzled look at Abi. Abi who hears Ayumi's explanation seems to care for her ears and prefers to immediately pull Ayumi away from there.

“Call you why the hell?” ayumi asked and immediately released Abi's hand which she thought was so strange.

“No problem Ayumi. go,” said Niclas with a soothing smile at Ayumi.

“Udah danger?” ask Abi to Ayumi. Until after her man pulled back Ayumi's hand to go from there.

Ayumi who saw that could only hold back her frustration at the man in front of her. He was so confused by Abi's attitude now.

“You why the hell Bi? You are very strange to know,” said Ayumi to Abi who even ignored her speech and now the man just kept quiet while carrying Ayumi towards his car. Ayumi who saw that just clenched her hand.

After arriving in front of Abi's car, Ayumi immediately threw Abi's hand.

“When did you think your attitude was like Bi? You're so weird, Abi, you're not the Abi I know. The longer I'm with you now, the more I feel bland every time I'm around you. I miss you who used to be Abi,” said Ayumi to Abi with her sad gaze that now managed to make Abi speechless to hear Ayumi's words. But now the man could only look down deeply before he finally looked up and looked at Ayumi with a serious look.

“We go home, I anter you,” said Abi who made Ayumi trsiling cynically heard her. Always Abi will distract him whenever Ayumi talks about changing Abi's attitude, the man always avoids and prefers to divert the conversation.

With his frustration Ayumi immediately entered Abi's car and just kept quiet during the trip by holding back her frustration. Abi did not intend to open the conversation. Until the trip while heading towards Ayumi they just kept quiet. Silence filled them.

Even when I got to Ayumi's house. Abi didn't say anything and neither did Ayumi. Abi immediately drove his car just like that made Ayumi try to hold back her crying so as not to spill.

“Never cry because of the guy Ay,” said Ayumi encouraging herself. Ayumi finally chose to immediately head towards her house. His smile that this morning expands must now be replaced with sadness. It's actually true. Do not overdo it in laughing or in the end we will feel more sadness than happy we got before.

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