
Ayumi from morning was already so agitated. He had already established his heart to talk to Abi about their relationship. If it can't be fixed, it's better if it's over. So that abi is not burdened with his presence and so that he does not continue to feel hurt.
“Yum, you sure?” ask Kitri who is now back to ask her friend. He just wants to reassure his best friend about the decision he will take.
“We'll see later. Now I'm looking for him first. Mumpung his people entered as well, you know himself he often said,” said Ayumi with his kekehan. Although Ayumi was now seen smiling but her best friend instead looked at her with her sad gaze because they knew behind the smile that was so sweet it was stored a wound wrapped so neatly so that no one would seeing her.
Yes, AYumi wrapped it up so neatly. Even many do not know how injured Ayumi. They only see Ayumi who is ordinary with Abi's changes. Or when the girl was tired she would approach Abi to talk about their relationship. After that Ayumi will look unconcerned.
In fact behind it is Ayumi who is struggling with her own feelings. Fighting with his own mind about his feelings.
“Eagerness,” said Kitri with a smile encouraging his friend who chuckled at his hearing but he also clenched his hands up.
“Eagerness,” said Ayumi with her smile that made them finally chuckle at her hearing.
Ayumi took a deep breath trying to convince herself. With his firm steps he now walked towards the Abi class. Men rarely go out of class.
When he arrived at Abi's class, it turned out that the class was empty making Ayumi frown because Abi did not usually leave the class.
Ayumi chose to contact Ivan because she knew that if she contacted Abi directly, the man would answer her for a long time and would not tell her where she was. So he better ask that guy's best friend. Because they're usually one package so surely Ivan knows where Abi is.
“Halo Yum, why?” ivan asked after answering his call, it did not take long for Ivan to answer Ayumi's call. If this is Abi for sure he takes a long time.
“Abi where?” ask Ayumi.
“In the rooftop again collected,” replied Ivan who answered a nod by Ayumi even though Ayumi knew if the man could not see her.
“Ok deh thanks yes,” said Ayumi who immediately hung up her phone call.
The goal is rooftop. If their relationship can be repaired then Ayumi is willing to fix it. But if Abi again avoids this conversation then it is better for Ayumi to end their relationship.
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Elsewhere now the four men are gathering together. Gathered in a place they hadn't been in for a long time. Tian was now playing his guitar while the others were singing along with each of them holding a cigarette in his hand.
The ringing sound of Ivan's cell phone made them stop their activities and compactly turn towards Ivan. Ivan who saw that the one who called him was Ayumi immediately answered the call.
“Halo Yum, kenana?” ask Ivan. His best friend who heard the conversation can guess if the one who called was Ayumi.
“In rooftop now collect,” said Ivan again.
“Ayumi nanya position,” said Ivan who answered with a nod by his other friend.
“Ab I saw you too hard to be the same Ayumi. Kasian also woy he tuh,” said Dion who this time opened his voice reminding his friend.
“You know why I am like this?” abi asked his best friend who answered him with a nod.
“We understand, but no one knows how Ayumi feels. He must also be tired of taking this kind of attitude,” said Tian who this time could finally speak seriously as well.
“Where has feelings?” said Abi who now makes his friend shake his head while exhaling his breath hear the words of his friend.
“Remember the purpose of lo. If you keep kayak gini there he ran away, you will also be in salahin,” said Ivan who was replied with a nod of agreement by his other friends.
“Gue took care of him, right? I took care of him from far away. Because I feel I have to have limits too right?” abi said to his best friend who now shook his valve to deny Abi's words.
“Lo wrong Ab. The change is too big. What else for Ayumi. Don't change too much,” said Ivan considering his best friend.
Before long the sound of the door being opened made the four men immediately turn their heads towards the source of the sound. Until now they can see Ayumi who is walking towards them. There is no smile that the girl always looks like.
“Abi, we can talk?” ask Ayumi when she is there. Abi who saw the arrival of the girl immediately pecked his cigarette and hinted his best friend also to turn off his cigarette because it would not be good for Ayumi.
“Speaking what?” abi asked with a flat look at the girl in front of him. Ayumi looked around where there was Abi's best friend. Abi who saw it raised next to his eyebrows until he finally understood if Ayumi felt bad if she had to talk in front of her best friend.
“Talking, they are also my friends,” Abi told Ayumi. Ayumi nodded her head in Abi's words.
“You're honest with me, you really why?” ayumi asked Abi who was still trying to persuade Abi to be honest with her.
“I told you. I am not papa,” said Abi with his firmness. Ayumi who heard that now smiled cynically, while Abi's best friend has now stiffened.
“I really never want to disturb your privacy Bi. I don't care if you haven't been able to open up to me. Even though you promised not to hide anything from me. But I understand you must have your own privacy. But the more here I am also tired of all this Bi,” said Ayumi with her tired look at Abi which now makes Abi speechless to hear Ayumi's words.
Abi's friend who felt something big was about to happen after this is now just silent to notice.
“We broke up yes Bi,” Ayumi's speech is now spontaneous to make Abi speechless to hear her. Abi's best friend was no less surprised to hear this. Just now that they were discussing this, Ayumi actually said it.
“Let me not be a burden to you, and let me not get hurt more. I think it's the right decision,” Ayumi told Abi.
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