
Today this week Abqa just spent her time in the hospital by looking after Abi. Her mother is also there with her father. Their family is now taking care of Abi.
Abi is getting thinner today and it makes Abqa could not bear to see his sister. His sister who used to be so dashing now can't even do anything and is helpless. After a nosebleed some time ago Abi's body is now getting weaker. Even Abi often felt such severe pain in his head.
But Abi who does not want to make his family more worried even often cover her. He is still trying to look strong and well in front of his family.
“Mama same Papa want to buy food first yes, Abqa you take care of your sister yes,” message Monika when they are now cool talking to Monika who originally fed her son fruit.
“Siap Ma,” Abqa said with a smile on her mother.
“Ma, Abi nitip food from outside dong. Bosen food from the mulu hospital,” Abi said to her mother. After two weeks of eating only hospital food Abi was bored and only ate bland food.
“Iya later mama asked the doctor first what good food for you,” said Monika to her son who is now smiling while nodding his head to hear Monika's words.
“Ya already Mama and Papa go first,” said Monika then stroked the top of her son's head dear.
After her she immediately left there with her husband. After the departure of her Mama now Abqa walked towards her sister and now sits next to Abi where a chair is provided.
“Where is lo?” ask Abqa to Abi.
“As you can see, you are calm I am getting better so you no longer need to feel the right fit I ask you to keep Ayumi. Reach that if I can't survive you have to take care of him yes, I believe in lo,” said Abi with a smile on his brother. Abqa who heard Abi kni's words looked at her sister with her flat gaze.
“Gue don't like that. You have to take care of your girlfriend itself, you who have a boyfriend why should I bother, you know,” steam Abqa on Abi with a rough grunt that makes Abi now pursed his lips annoyed to hear his brother's words.
“Kan is just as smart,” said Abi to her brother.
“Gue don't like. You have to heal, your boyfriend needs you not me. I might be able to manipulate him with my face, but not with feelings. I know Ayumi is weird if she feels different from me. Even though our faces are the same. Heart he knows, who is the master,” Abqa said at length explained to his father. Abi who heard her brother's words just smiled with his wistfulness while nodding his head.
“But I don't know until when I can survive,” Abi told Abqa.
“Lo will continue to survive, you have the spirit to survive Bi. There is Ayumi, Mama, Papa, and Gue” Abqa said to her twin. His hands were now clenching trying to hold his tears from coming down. Hearing Abi's emotional speech was so bad. He just didn't want to lose his brother so soon. Hearing her brother's words Abi just nodded. He only hoped that he would still have a chance to stay.
“It is not necessary to discuss it,” Abqa said to Abi with his frustration which now even makes Abi chuckle to hear his brother's words.
“And yes you know when the beginning of lo coma, who became the doctor lo Mama his Veni,” said Abqa who kin made Abi memeblakkan eyes in disbelief hear the words of his brother. Veni is the girl he used to love only that the girl even likes her twin.
"Lo's path" Abi said with a laugh that now only get a flat gaze from her brother.
"I guess," said Abqa who made Abi shook his head to hear her.
"Who don't have that girl you like?" Ask Abi curiously. Because his brother had never told anything about his relationship with Abi or about his loved ones.
"There, my friend. But different religions. Obviously Mama and Papa wouldn't want to unless she came with me" Abqa told her sister. Abi who heard her of course felt surprised because her brother never explained anything with her. And now he's telling me about this shocking thing.
"Move on it if so. Look for a religious one," Abi said to his older brother who now only nodded his head to hear Abi's words.
"Lo himself, are you sure you're going to keep hiding all this from Ayumi? I think you should tell him, because sooner or later it must also be discovered," said Abqa warned his sister.
Abi who heard Abqa's words only while nodding his head.
"Later I think again, I'm not ready to hurt him," said Abi with a sad smile on his sister. Abqa who heard Abi's words could only sigh in a rude manner.
"Lo must tell him Bi, do not let you feel comfortable because it does not tell him and Ayumi nyesel and guts yourself because you do not know your situation," Abqa told Abi.
Abi who heard her just nodded. He is now worried between telling Ayumi or hiding her. He just didn't want Ayumi to feel sad. Seeing Ayumi grieve will not be able to for Abqa.
"Gue will think of it but for now until I'm ready to tell him. Please help me get this from him, help me take care of him first" Abi said asking Abqa. Abqa just silently heard her.
"Three days, if more than that you have not made a decision I will tell him. You need him to take care of you and give you spirit," Abqa told Abi.
"We discussed something else" Abi said, switching the conversation.
"Lo take a break" said Abqa who chose to go from here to the sofa and play his phone there ignoring Abi who now continues to stare out the window. Abqa can understand for sure now he is thinking about Ayumi.
It's hard for them right now. But Abqa just doesn't want any regrets later on.
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