First Love is Timeless
Swear to me!
Anggara was still asleep, when I woke up, my head was a little dizzy maybe I catch a cold, all day naked and playing in the water bawl, serving VVIP guests with two bananas King.
"What to do, "! how, so that Anggara want to go home and think about his future, the path of life that I choose, now really become a regret that was deepest, before
without a second thought I had slaughtered the shortcut of raising money, and wanting to escape heartbreak was also a problem, leaving me stricken in many greater problems.
Being here, as an illegal TKW, in the heart of human trafficking, strict guard, the more it moves to escape the more mired in.
"As in, the mud lives in a swamp of sin, the more we move the deeper we sink.
I'm so scared of the world out there that they're going to step aside, legitimize it with my status and nickname, as a former CSW, or a night butterfly.
"Whether they will accept me as a domestic worker or perhaps society will not excommunicate, look one eye, judge with all the insults or assumptions that will corner me.
"Who can guarantee I can live better out there "!?
"Is there still a man, truly sincerely willing to love me, and make peace with my mass,"!! without annoying and resurrecting her "??
"I fear so much fear, in the face of it all, the suffering in the team - not from the words of scorn and contempt - hurts me more than a lash or a little harsh treatment from a customer.
" Go home to Indonesia too, I will go home where "? I've made my death certificate to clear the name of the old man, who heard the news of his son becoming a bitch for Money,I have made a letter of death a sick work accident so that the person or neighbor who saw me, sure this is not me Rustinah but Renata
I sent, my friend's body and made a lot of money, bribed some officers to escape and admitted it was me.
"Maybe if I stay here, I can help people who want to sell themselves or get lost here, advising any young girl, who I can advise , before falling into this dark and sinful valley.
People won't know, will my pain here, they or my friend even meghujatku for not wanting to accept an offer from Mr. Algazali to be his second wife, get out of here, repent. they mingiram I prefer to be a bitch and a prima donna in the Club night. than to escape from this place off from the mami Angreni.
My tears were dripping as I took a shower, "do you know I'm disgusted with myself, do you think," I'm happy as a prima donna at the club tonight"?
As a night butterfly woman whose fare is the most expensive, you can choose which customers I want to serve.
I own and buy some gold for my twin sisters and for an old and sickly mother.
Hope I met him, even hope when Galuh told me that mom had gone home and you followed mom 6 months after her.
Why do I get out of here, there are many who adore and are crazy about me, I was flattered and spoiled even Angreni's mom who seemed fierce and sadistic that was not unbearable to me she also loved me like a mother
Anggara had flown apparently he looked at me who was writing diary books, books where I confided.
I approached her, sitting next to her.
"Ga... "?was?
"Why should "! ask Anggara.
"Your father from yesterday is looking for you, it has been 3 days you disappeared. kasian papa you." answered me gently to him.
"I want to stay here with you, Re"!
"You can't keep living here, Ga"?
"It's not a good place for you "??
I said trying to persuade her.
"Is this a good place for you"?Aggara asked back with an angry and annoyed look at me.
I just nodded, answered him bitterly, tried hard
holding back my tears, my heart aches the question, legitimize me.
" *What's exciting in this place, no woman aspires to be like this, no Ga,"! my mind is crying.
" Then why do you hold on "here and don't want to run with me"Re.I love you Re, Anggara, hugging my body, buried his face in my chest, defiled like a child .
"Re. I'll take care of you, miss you, I'm shivering you, I don't want me to be jealous, I'm angry to see your body treated so badly without you being able to resist it.
"You must be sucked in and begged for whimpering in rape by your crazy and cycopathic customer I don't want Re."!!
Anggara, holding my cheek with both arms, gazing in the bead of the eye I could not resist tears, poking out by itself.
"Why are you so gentle, and considerate, treat me harshly, mock me, blaspheme me Ga..
which can only give you a cut and break every dream you have of making it so I don't want to love you hizzx"! my lips were silent but my heart kept screaming, why is this cruel my fate.
My cry became even more when Anggara kissed and swallowed as many as my tears fell on the cheek. hizzzxx.."!
I hugged him and cried in his field and hefty chest.
Lord.. I love her, whether I can still mention your name with my dirty lips, Lord, hixz I cried loudly in the arms of Anggara.
I just this time, want to get out of the hell paradise of this world, from this place want to run and start a new life with my beloved Anggara, is it"? so egotistical if I think of this, "!
"Why, I can use the love of innocent youth, newly in love, to help me get out of here.
I don't know the risk is too big, my professional friend, Nita who can run away with her boyfriend, but a week later found dead with her boyfriend, Meganenas,body full of stabbing and dumped into the sea, without identity so that the case closed just like that. moreover, there are no reports of relatives of the soudara who lost.
After we were content to let go of all the pain of our hearts through crying together, my shepherd persuaded Anggara.
"Ga... You love me"?? ask me.
"Re. with all my body,"
" i love you"!!
"Really "!!! ask me.
"Yes... Re. I swear you're the only woman I've ever loved to death.
"Then will you grant my request "!!
" Yes.for sure... " Re I'll do anything for you."!
"Promise..."!!
"Promise Re....'!!
"Survive '! I put Anggara's ladder over my head.
"All right "!! I Anggara, swear I will grant Renata's wish .
"Anything..."!! my plea Ga"!!?
"Yes... Anything'pun.... The "!!
"Go home more zealously, seek money and take me from here, you must have much money, to redeem me.
because I have owed a lot to the mother Angreni pimps.
"I have become a guarantee for some friends who want to repent to be released, so I am not easy to get out of this place, I am the most expensive asset in this place.
Anggara dodged his head and I saw his face between unwilling to leave and sad.
"I don't want to leave you,
I want and want to be here with you.
"Ga."!You swore I would grant my wish,
how can you have a child with me here, "? don't you want to get married, want to make me your wife"?
Anggara was silent, ranched my words I was not sure I could get out of here, I just encouraged Anggara. to stay in school and continue his studies, become a big person.
Even though I love her, she's a little bit in my heart and she stars in her family she's the only child to be the sole heir to her father's big business.
"Sugguh I did it, but be aware the stars remain up there I do not force to come down to earth and lose their light, not so"! that should be" Re ?
Persuade my own heart to doubt me .
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