First Love is Timeless
Risty and Sabilla's dark past.

Brother Teja, carry Sabilla to the room.

and I immediately called the doctor, our family.

"Why with Sabilla ma'am "? ask Risty.

"Lacking to know Ris, earlier when Teja was angry and snapped he suddenly fainted, I said worriedly.

"Why is Mister angry, Madam ?

"Actually, a trivial matter"!! I said,

then I told Risty about what happened at the dinner table.

Risty, the head mangosteen while clenching his jaws, like holding back anger.

"Basic Serpent head two, must be making a drama," grutu Risty.

" What a Ris "!! what did you say"? ask me because of Risty, nagging the street sabil while I follow him.

"I agree with Mr. Teja's actions."

if you need to get rid of it, it's a snake"!! risty shouted

" Mrs I'm going to Sabilla's room, madam should be careful not to let Mr. Teja be alone with the snake, she should be , just in case Mr. Teja is bitten by the Snake, Risty said as he accelerated towards Sabilla's room.

I just shake my head, look

Risty with his palette and

so cute duck, inexhaustible thought the girl was no soft-soft, tomboy anyway, feminine little can not be anyway tomboy run out.

He's here I've got the air and he's also calling me his brother.Sometimes our assistants often stop him to keep his attitude when with Mr. Teja or the mistress, but he just smiles with the reprimand.

"Eez.. not peting he said, pass away go !

While inside room , Sabilla began to open her eyes, after Mr. Teja put her on the bed.

And when, Mr. Teja wants to leave.

Sabilla's holding her arms, Mr. Teja.

sabila called Mr. Teja soft and spoiled.

"Sir Teja......"!

Mr. Teja, stop for a moment and look at him.

"What else is "?? said Mr. Teja flat.

"Sir, may I accompany you for a moment,

I'd like to talk to uan.plse"! for the sake of this child, Sabilla held her stomach.

Mr. Teja finally relented, sat down beside Sabilla and Sabilla tried to sit and hugged Mr. Teja but Mr. Teja felt sultry and when Risty entered, Sabila deliberately hugged Mr. Teja tightly.

"Hmmm"!!  ehhemmm ."!!

Risty cleared his throat loudly, so that made Mr. Teja, immediately pushed Sabilla, before long Septia went into the room.

" Hi.sabila...have realized "?? ask me to approach the bed where Kak Teja sat and I sat on the edge of the Sabilla bed, near Kak Teja. I touched Sabilla's forehead.

"Do you have a fever, Sabilla "? ask me gently, take it stick my ladder on his forehead"! not cold warm either.

Sabilla shook her head slowly with a face that was parched." Risty just sneered at Sabilla's behavior.

"Based on the Queen of drama"! Grutu Risty's.

Before long the doctor came doctor Antonius, the son of Doctor Timothy, they became our doctor and our personal doctor.Their house was not far from our house and the pratekknya also close. from our residential area.

"He immediately checked Sabilla and after that came out in follow Kak Teja and I .Risty also joined us.

"Where's doc, how sick is he"? I asked about Sabilla

"Maybe it's just an achievement, I'll give him some viatmin, for he happens to bring.

"Doctor Antonius immediately gave away some of the vitamins and left after receiving our payment.

"Aren't you really sick"?"cletuk Sabilla's.

"I've lost the mistress she's the drama queen, 'Risty spoke a little loudly so that Sabilla would hear, maybe that's the goal.

Then I took Risty's hand up the stairs to the top floor, took her to our mini library room. Because there are many books in the collection but if Mr. Teja, named the room workspace.maybe because of him, he,often work there.

Arriving in the room, I locked the door, sat Risty on the sofa and I sat next to her, my arms still holding her.

"Risty... May I ask you something and answer honestly, yes"? I said while looking at her face .

" What's the matter madam, ask .

" Do you know Sabilla??" I asked softly, but stared at him sharply.

"Mrs." if I'm honest, will the mistress keep this secret of mine and not laugh at me"!! he asked back.

"Of course, I'll keep your secret, do I look like a copycat ?

I said trying to convince her.

"Sabilla and I actually know each other and we even had a special closeness.

" You guys are friends "? I asked him to chimed in on his statement, but Risty shook his head.

" No, just friendly, but.more..

from that our Madam ...we..Risty's voice trembled slightly and her eyes began to glaze over.

I shuffled closer and hugged her and calmed her down.

Tell me, it's okay I said

confide in not you yourself.

I'm not, have you caught up"?

I said take off the hug, looking

his face and holding both cheeks.

rubbing her tears.

"Then, when I experienced confusion.

in search of my identity, when

college in Malaysia and I. have felt that, I am a man trapped in a woman's body, someone who feels “stuck” in the wrong body and can be a sign of gender dysphoria.

 According to a study by the American Psychiatric Association, gender dysphoria is a conflict between the gender she has physically and the gender opposite to her.

A person with gender dysphoria will feel very uncomfortable with the gender he has physically, not feel comfortable with his body, he said, especially physical changes during puberty or not feeling comfortable with the roles expected by the gender he has. 

This gender conflict will have a different influence on each person. There is an effect on his behavior, how to dress or self-image. 

"And while I was experiencing it all, I was far from my parents and met the wrong friend. Sabilla was not as awkward as you see her. She was a smart person to take advantage of the opportunity well."!!

"She, was once my lover" said Risty softly and softly but loudly.

I was a little overwhelmed and Risty just looked down.

"I know, maybe it's a beautiful mistake or a beautiful mistake.?? Risty continued the story.

"When being present makes , I get deeper and deeper into the wrong feelings, Madam.

"I feel like a man trapped in a woman's body.

"She even called me a man.

acting me like a man and making me a man and our relationship in agap is also like a lover.

" He asked me to do that"

satisfying his awkwardness using a vibrating object, "the mock form of our man's weapon9 satisfies each other .

until there," I realized that I was a woman and began to understand my feelings all this time wrong..!!!

"Sad because my laughter was taken away at that time, not with men but with that thing.  Risty wiped her tears, but still resumed her story.

"And Sabilla is a naughty woman.she often does that with guests at the hotel.she does it with men or women"! she's got a different sex drive than women in general she's a bisex.

"I've been plaguing him with my own eyes and that, makes me heartbroken.and realize who am I "?? feeling hurt and betrayed, Risty said by closing her face.

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