First Love is Timeless
(Diary Re) I have to go.

"I promise to put an end to your pain soon." I will make you hate me, forget me when you have succeeded. I will not spare you, sacrifice all for my sake, Ga..

time passed so quickly Anggara has graduated and worked well forward his father's company.

His father Anggara had betrothed him to the son of an associate as an attempt at mutual bondage between business and friendship.

I'm a little relieved to know, it's all despite the pain that I'm happy too.

Love is to make the person we love happy even though they are not with us

"yes."maybe this is a perceptive that looks stupid and naive.because maybe he will be happy with the others, for what forced our loved ones to suffer with us.

"Because with me, only a Ga affliction, the insults of diatribes will be thrown at you.

I have been used to being despised and even spit on, but. seeing my loved ones in contempt because of me, blasphemy because of me, I cannot afford... I can't afford to do that.

I can't afford to listen to all that" can you imagine, 'Ga if I forced you to live together.

Maybe your news, displayed in the Hot Newspaper Headlines, like not "? the son of a famous businessman, who was respected and disinclined to marry a night butterfly who was a former striped-nose man somehow umpteenth time.

You will be despised, like not practicing, not being able to find another woman, or blinded with love, I, I. I. try not to think about that but always terlitas in my mind.

But Anggara still come here, it turns out that women who are married to him also have another man, they get married so that their parents understand that they have stopped meeting their respective lovers.

Lover who can't be blessed by their family. Anggara has told me that.

While Mr. Algazali who has known about my relationship with his son, has rarely come to my place.

Until I finally got pregnant, I didn't know what to do, Mrs Algazali was a little sock at the time when I told her I was pregnant.

"Either with Angaggra or with him, because only the two of them do not wear safety when having a relationship.

"I was terrified whether I should abort him" or take care of him, "! but Mr. Alagazali prevented it.

He asked me to keep the womb until the child was born and this child will be taken care of ,Anggara also thinks the same.

D will take care of the child, and will use the name ,Angra and Istrimya Lucinta as father and mother on his birth certificate.

I thank Lucinta Anggara's wife, who wants to accept my son, as his son.

I feel guilty about her because Anggara still comes here despite being married and having children.

Mr. Algazali often got sick from thinking about Anggara's behavior until the shocking news I heard was Mr. Algazali died of a heart attack.

Sad there is no longer a place to tell stories, or vent, although Mr. Algazali always likes to make love with rough fersi but his heart is soft and kind.

He comes here sometimes just, sits down and beats I tell him my screams and cries,

He himself wants to get me out of here, "but I'm afraid that his good name will be tarnished because of me.

I sometimes lay on Mr. Algazali's lap telling stories and he stroked my hair, gently like a father who loved his son.

His death makes me sad but even , making Anggara more and more do not know the rules come almost every night, I feel guilty with his wife who takes care of my own child.

Until in the end I chose to accept Mr. Salim's offer that would redeem me .

Anggara is angry he's rampaging and I don't care about it all even though I honestly can't be separated, but my son's future his future is far more precious than my love for him than all to self-efficacy.

Anggara, repeatedly asked my decision to choose to be the mistress of old Mr. Salim rather than choose him.

I have to defend the fate and future of our son Anggara that I said to give understanding.

I chose Mr. Salim because he's the only one who can redeem me and Mamy Angreni wants to let me go, "do you think Angreni will release me to you."though you were able to redeem me Ga.. "?was?

"You think, Ma. I have a lot of debt and I am the prima donna here, the club tonight is crowded because they are looking for me.

Mami Angreni wants to let me go because of her, can cooperate with Mr. Salim who owns the hotel they can benefit because Salim can bidding women here and mamy Angreni will recondition the hotel Mr. Salim on his customer ,they will get a lot of benefits by doing that cooperation.

"At least Ga. I am just haya by Mr. Salim alone, I do not want to be seen as a man, refer me to Anggara.

But Anggara was angry, wounded and looked to hate me, ahh.it was even better for him, I thought.

I cried all day in the room, after the quarrel, the sorrow that was deep in me. I let go of the unreleased.

Although I know, even though I have planned, even though I have prepared myself that all this will happen.

But in the fact that I am still wounded, I am still like a man who is hurting myself, only God knows how painful this heart is.

Maybe at this time Anggara does not understand my good intentions, maybe someday he will realize that, I have taken even made the right decision for our future together , each .

Maybe one day Anggara will understand about my good intentions, I am comforting myself with positive thinking even though my tears can not be forgotten, even though sorrow is enveloping my eyes.

My lips can still fall away even though my heart cries, not so the obligation and the rule of being a night butterfly, the word must still sulk the curler on the coming though we know it is a dappled nose.

Even though we are disgusted at the men who come as customers, we still have to carry out the obligation to serve with a smile.

What a night women night and sad life that must be lived.

Despite the insults and insults that came they still smiled, I did not swallow the life of a night butterfly, I did not suggest.

I have even redeemed and freed some of the young people who have fallen here with my money and my body as ransom.

But sometimes screams, trapped women become women of the night to get out .

Few can help or sympathize, even in suspicion.

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