First Love is Timeless
Choosing Forgiveness.
The atmosphere was tense in the room, we were silent for a while.
trying to control each other's hearts
I finally told him all the beginning of the incident in the room and the in-laws were shocked." while the servant just looked down and looked up.
"I'm sorry madam"? he pleaded stammering while rebuking.
I smiled cynically.
"Do you think the apology can bring back a broken heart, broken into pieces"?" I screamed out the anger that I was holding from yesterday.
Brother Teja approached me, he wanted to hug but , the ladder I patted violently. My father-in-law tried to calm me down by stroking my back.
"Patience to you" he said.
" Papa."? when papa heard of Mama cheating, papa sued for divorce mama."that's just news but I.....sasaya." (i sobbed sobbing).
my shoulder is in pain this is so painful.
" I saw it with , my own eyes pa..papa." stammered I spoke because while holding my sobs .
Se-now, what should I do,Pa ..what should I do ?"
My crying became more and more, I bit my lower lip hoping to hold back my sobs that began to sound hard.
My father-in-law hugged me, because he couldn't stand to see me either. While the two men were pecking at his place. After I had mastered myself, I began to ask Mr. Teja .
" Sister Teja, does sister love him"?
I pointed to the woman. Brother Teja. is shaking his head.
" I swear, I really don't feel anything..? sayu said
" Why did you do it. ??"
"I was drunk and totally unfamiliar with him, which was purely because of his lust." When I was under the influence of alcohol and couldn't control myself. brother Teja rested in front of me holding my ladder, continued to beg with full of hiba, his face looks confused.face that will cause mercy and always make me heartless to see it.
Papa-in-law pulled the servant girl out of the room so we could talk to each other . Perhaps, he saw that I had begun to melt.
After hearing all my stories and the mess that woman caused. The waiter was fired disrespectfully that day as well, while inside Teja's room tried to keep persuading me.
I've been dating a few times.
waiting for him in my heart .
But I never did it, having intercourse. while brother Teja did it. It penetrated my soul.
And repeatedly Teja swore
not knowing him or loving him.
"Does my sister still love me "? Ask me, with tears in my eyes.
"Of course, he stood holding my cheek, he said,
every tear drop that still has cheeks.
"I swear in the name of Jesus, that you are the first and last to fill my heart to death for the woman, because I am drunk and miss you." look at her face, you see it looks like you're Septia"?" I don't want to justify myself, but however I admit, I am guilty and sinful to you.
"Indeed the woman's face looks like mine but she is taller and taller than me, I sat in my heart. while sister Teja continued her seduction.
" You know this is the first time I've been drunk.
I've never done that, have I..?
doing this stupidity." Even though I was tormented withholding, having intercourse when you're out of labor no matter how many months , I waited almost two months right and I did not cheat even though many women who approached and I could get a woman easily, he looked me in the eyes.
"I regretted my stupidity and lust that night, Septia believe me"!" teja kept believing in me.
I looked into Teja's eyes that I felt regret there, I and I chose to forgive him because that's the way the heartache was , maybe it will be easily lost with the cliches , because when we forgive someone.
It is we who are liberated from the "fire of vengeful anger and heartache.whoever wants to be hurt, needs it incurable.
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The problem has not been , solved until here" !!!!
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