For a Freedom
JENNIFER: FOR FREEDOM (35)

"W-what? Seriously it's Blue Rose? Maybe you're being tricked" Vallene replied.

"No brother! This is really the Blue Rose that that book says it is!" Vallice.

"Look at me, Blue Rose is not real! Okay well? Same with Regal Rose or Rose Gold...,

Yes, the book is very convincing because the book is very old and. I mean, as powerful as the book says." Vallene's words were so gentle and softly explained it all to Vallice.

Why did Vallice suddenly speak like this? Isn't he not interested in this kind of thing...,

"Sister, it's all real. What the book says is real.

At first I also refused to believe it, but I was curious, when before my father came home yesterday I had time to send a letter and say that I wanted Blue Rose.

Then that night my father came home, we just spent some time together and finally I was sleepy, I remember.

Then sister.., I woke up in the middle of the night somehow at what time I suddenly woke up just like that. When I woke up I found my hand holding the flower, I was very surprised and astonished. And happy." explained Vallice.

Vallene accompanies the storytelling, with Vallene sitting on the right side of the bed and Vallice sleeping on Vallene's thigh. Vallene is a good listener.

"That night, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep anymore and just jumped out of bed, I went out to my balcony to see the night view...,

Suddenly a strange woman spoke to me" Vallice said, stopping her speech because she realized something.

Though I don't want to talk about this.., why did I accidentally say this sentence...,

"Who? He showed up all of a sudden?" Vallene became shocked and worried.

"Emm, that might be the incarnation of Blue Rose...? Haha? Not very important, he is also not evil and friendly" said Vallice.

"Huh? So you're serious? Hah..., ahh.., you're okay right? You're not hurt, are you?" exclaim the worried Vallene.

"No, sister, and the figure gave me the opportunity to have the magic of Blue Rose" Vallice said.

"Wait for Vallice, wait a minute! So now you have Blue Rose magic? You made a pact with the devil and..., do you know now that you have deadly magic?" vallene's words sounded very worried to Vallice.

"Sister.., calm down.., I know that the magic I have now is poison magic. B-but that doesn't make me as evil as the deal with the other demons.", said Vallice who calmed Vallene.

"The most powerful poison magic, the first order and the highest caste in poison. I feel like I want to faint." said Vallene.

"Sister! Listen to my explanation! Yes I know this magic is poison magic, a deadly poison to every living thing.., he has explained everything to me." exclaimed Vallice.

"Who?" ask Vallene.

"Blue Rose.., but brother don't misunderstand me first. Indeed, the power of Vallice is very synonymous with pain and death, or indeed the function of this magic only to kill.

But I'm not like that, I can use this magic well. To increase the strength of Blue Rose alone was how many casualties I killed, but! I'll just kill the bad guys and the greedy ones!" said Vallice confidently.

Whahuh? Killing...? Why lately I often find these words spoken in the people closest to me that I trust.

Emm, do I have to be honest with my sister? But she seemed to expect me to say no, I didn't want to disappoint her either and she became resentful of me because I became like my mother.

"No.., I don't dare.." said Vallice but with a gaze that eluded Vallene.

Vallene hugged Vallice and she was relieved that Vallice said what she expected.

I don't want myself to look holy because I hate things like that, even though I myself have experienced and done that. It's just that I don't want Vallice to be like me, I hope she grows up well into a wise adult and can lead this country fairly.

"Vallice.., I don't forbid you to do anything you want, but I hope you don't do anything to make you regret later" Vallene said.

"Well brother..., brother...., as long as brother is not here brother went anywhere? And how can you meet Kenneth, is your brother okay and you don't feel sad, do you?" ask Vallice.

Then Vallene and Vallice in a lying position on the mattress, Vallice who hugged Vallene gently as they usually do while sleeping together.

"I was that night, that is, the night when the Great Lord returned. You know what happened when I almost got caught because I broke a flower vase?

There it seems like you have seen me for a moment, because the rules in this kingdom ordinary people are not allowed to learn witchcraft, but maybe because of some other reason may be..., but I had no reason to have magic, so I panicked and suddenly ran away from home...,

I'm sorry if I worry you, but I'm okay! I lived well and met some nice people and did some fun things! Including meeting with Kenneth and finally I want to come back here again! You don't have to worry about me, yes." Vallene said with a blank look.

Vallice believed Vallene's words, hugged Vallene tighter and closed his eyes.

"Thank God big brother.., big brother now have nothing to fear anymore.., there's Vallice here." those were Vallice's last words before she slept asleep in Vallene's arms.

I don't know why I didn't feel that I had really 'come home'. Do I have to live like this forever? Without knowing who I really am?

I..., all this time I just ran away from my problems.., yes now I feel safe because the blood queen is not here. But until when?

And if I have to do something I have to start from where? Which path should I take? It's really confusing. Confused and hesitant, like being in a large room but locked from the inside.

From the inside I could not open a door so big and thick, but on the other hand there was a glass window that could not be opened, the only way I had to break through to break the glass window.

Besides I can get out I will also definitely be seriously injured by being scratched by broken and taper glass. If that was the only consequence I would have done for a long time, but behind that glass was a very deep and rocky abyss. Can't see exactly what's inside because it's so dark.

I'd rather give up, not give up but take a short break by no longer trying to break that door that only hurt my hand, and also not try to break the glass because it could get me killed.

I now feel like I'm sitting in the middle of the room, doing nothing for a waste of time and energy. There must be other ways I haven't thought of or tried to do.

What's wrong with taking a break when you're tired? Rest for a moment I mean not just silence because you feel your efforts are in vain, what I mean is a break that you really calm yourself, then again trying to be free.

"If you feel tired, then rest. Because you and I are one."

Vallene suddenly woke up from his sleep, he just opened his eyes and fell silent.

"Whose voice did I just hear at the end of my dream...? Me and him are one?" vallene whisper.