Forced to Marry a Cruel Master
I'm just a monster.

Episode 102: I'm just a monster.

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Gama still hangs by his wife's side, clasping her tiny hands, she doesn't get tired of looking at Rani's face that looks like she's asleep.

Gama's hands began to touch his wife's flat stomach, the sadness of his heart overflowing, "I'm sorry Dad, I don't even know if you've come to us," whisper no longer able to stem the flow of her tears.

Ares can see from the outside through the glass of the room, if Gama, his best friend seemed to be struggling about something, he never saw it as joking and as sad as that, let alone shed tears.

It was as if the Gama he knew had turned one hundred and eighty degrees.

That night Gama contacted his mother-in-law, in order to immediately come to the hospital, the mistake this time was purely his fault, he would ponder for a moment and think about what he should do next.

When Sheryl arrives, Gama asks for permission to return home first, because there is business when she just wants to win him, she wants to know how to cure her disease, one day he will no longer hurt his wife.

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Gama returns to his residence, again and again he blames himself, confines himself in the room and destroys everything that exists, he yells out of anger at himself.

Gama did not know but there was anger inside him that never went out, and it was as if it was gnawing at him slowly.

Gama was lying in the middle of the room, the room was already falling apart, he looked at the sky of his room.

"In the end I was the one who hurt her, in the end I was the monster, just like they said! I'm just a monster!"

"I just want to live a happy, quiet life with my wife, starting everything from scratch but in the end happiness may never come to me,"

"If I could hurt him that badly, in the future maybe I'd hurt him even worse without me noticing, aaaaa!"

Gama shouted so loudly, hitting himself and banging himself.

"I just want to be with her, I just want to protect her? but why, why can't I even control my anger! WHY?"

As if dissatisfied, he still beat himself, until finally he was tired, he was bleeding because of his own actions.

A tough man, whose heart had been broken, showed how much he was really hurt, it was as if there was another side in her that always reminded her of her suffering and prevented Gama from making peace with himself.

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On the other hand,

Marian felt so humiliated as the village girl doused her with dirty water and insulted her in front of everyone.

They were in the hospital room, where their son had been intensively treated for being severely beaten by Gama.

"Stop that Marian, you think if that girl doesn't water you with water you'll still be alive like now? you're probably gonna end up like John,"

"The child is indeed terrible, for now you should hold yourself and do not be consumed by emotions alone, otherwise it will end badly!" ketus Deffan Yu's.

It makes Marian remember if at that time if Rani did not come and water her then Gama who approached it might have knocked her out.

Just thinking about it had already made his books goosebumps, Gama Yu was truly someone terrifying.

While Deffan Yu who had seen his son's gaze slightly lifted his gaze outside the building, I don't know what he was thinking but he felt for the first time frightened by his own son.

Deffan Yu was a great and authoritative person, rarely would he be afraid or disinclined to others, but when he saw Gama Yu's eyes, he was afraid, he finally realized that his son had grown into a very horrible man.

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The news is in quite a stir, many things are happening tonight, the death of a former businessman who held an auction, along with his crimes during his life exposed to the general public.

It is not known yet, but the culprit must be the same person who killed another businessman about a year ago.

The police are still looking for the culprit and want to find out the underlying motive for carrying out the massacre.

Surely the culprit is not just anyone, if you see how detailed and the evidence is erased just like that Surely the person is very great and detailed when doing the action.

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The Ardhan Reiner residence,

In his hand was a picture of a child he always carried everywhere, "I've finished them all off, at first I thought I would end my life when I killed all the perpetrators, but suddenly hope came to me,"

"You're alive, and like a moon so bright, you haven't changed at all,"

"Unfortunately you've been owned by someone else, but it's okay because we have a special relationship,"

"I'll see if you're happy with her, if you're happy and you won't suffer then I'll protect you from afar!"

Ardhan whose plan had been successful and smooth, spoke to himself while looking at the moon.

He wanted to end his life when his plan was all over, but was ready to think hope came suddenly.

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