
Episode 57: Sir, his heart is broken.
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"Bi, please take care of Rani for a while, yes, I want to go to my work room for a while," Gama told Bi Mendi who had brought full meals for Rani.
"Okay sir," said Bi Mendi who had been wearing all black clothes, other than the usual day of this servant's clothes, which was, but Rani did not bother maybe indeed the uniform of the waiter in this house there are some colors he thought.
Then after that Gama came out of his private room, and went to his study.
Bi Mendi immediately prepared food for Rani.
"Bi, leave Rani alone," said Rani still not used to be served by the waiter, let alone by someone older than him.
Bi Mendi then smiled warmly and gently, "It's okay Madam, this is my duty so don't hesitate," Bi Mendi replied to prepare food and put it on the table to be eaten immediately by Rani.
Rani who was still awkward and stiff immediately forgot that feeling, she was hungry so she immediately finished all the food on her plate.
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At the same time in Gama's office,
Gama was sitting on his oversized chair in his study at home, he opened his drawer and saw a photo between himself and his mother.
His face that he had made a smile on was now gloomy and angry.
"Mom, wait a little while longer, until I make them feel your pain Mom," her voice trembled a little, he covered his face and a Gama who was so strong and untouchable was shedding his tears.
Every year on the same date when his mother's last breath was exhaled, Gama would fall down alone, there was a time when he would tie himself up so as not to injure himself.
As severe as the pain and trauma of Gama that he suffered from the depravity of his father and stepmother, it is also what makes Gama has no trust in anyone.
Gama only keeps a picture of his mother in a drawer, he does not display her because every time he sees her mother, her pain and resentment will strike again.
Like today, every time she saw her beautiful mother's face in the photo, her anger would fill her and she would not bear it before hurting herself or destroying the room.
Gama could not stand it anymore, the memory appeared again, the memory that made his heart very sick, the memory of his father laughing with his new wife and at that time his mother had to be brought to treatment.
At that time his father seemed to not care, Gama still clearly remembered, when he asked his father for help while crying to bring his mother to the hospital, he said, his new wife instigated his father and smiled triumphantly towards the little Gama at the time.
"Shelf!"
"Prank!"
"Trash!"
Gama hits his desk, throws everything on the table, including the computer, the glass cabinet he breaks with his fists and he screams as loud as he can.
His hands were covered in blood, his face reddened unable to stem the pain of his heart.
Because his office was opposite to his private room opened Rani who had finished eating it heard the commotion in Gama's work room.
"Bi, why so much noise? what's wrong with her?" rani asked a little panicked, because her commotion heard many things fall and the glass broke, very noisy to make Rani panic.
Then after that Bi Mendi just cleaned the dishes that had been used by Rani and Bi Mendi then cried sobbing.
"Madam, actually I can't say that but please don't leave Mister alone, it seems like she wishes to you Madam,"
"Master, his heart has been broken since he was a child, every year on the present date, Master will behave like that, hurt himself and destroy things, his heart is too sick until he blames everything, himself, his family let alone his father and stepmother,"
"Master is rude and demanding, but believe me Madam, only Madam is the only one she doesn't get rid of, it seems like Madam can heal Mr.'s wounds, so .. please don't hurt her,"
Bi Mendi was powerless to hold back his tears, even though he was inappropriate because of his lower degree because he was only a servant, but he really considered Gama as his son who he loved very much, he said, so he could not bear to see his master suffer every day.
Feeling traumatized by the passing of his mother who he loved so much that he bore an endless grudge.
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