Forced to Marry a Cruel Master
A man so fragile.

Episode 119: The man who is so fragile.

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In one moment, I wanted to flatten the world into land, I felt unfair, I felt everyone was so disgusting, nothing so valuable, in such a dry, barren field, I could only see myself standing like a lonely cactus.

There was no color in my previous life, not even white or gray or even black, there was nothing but nothing but emptiness, my only purpose in life was to avenge, my anger was so explosive, blame everything on someone else.

But today I know something, in my deepest heart, there is something that has not been conveyed, just one apology that can never be conveyed again completely destroyed my whole world, destroying the color of my life.

I had no passion, no desire to live, no happiness and no meaning, until the moment the universe met me with someone, someone who had an awkward expression when smiling, he said, beautiful eyes and a funny way of speaking, she came into my barren world and there was no color at all.

She smiled at me and hugged me, told me she would be by my side, said everything would be fine, and gave me a warm feeling.

The warmth that I had forgotten in life, the warmth that really touched my heart, I clasped his hands and never let go, afraid that he would release me one day, but he always assured me, he said, that he would remain by my side, would I be able to believe?

That he wouldn't leave me?

Give me pain and leave me in a colorless world?

He touched my heart so much that I forgot exactly what the reason I was sad today was.

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Already about 10 minutes Gama held Rani, his mind drifted and feelings of regret that were not conveyed made him silent a thousand languages.

Gama's heart that has never been touched, has many doubts and is so fragile, he may be so cruel and arrogant but in his heart, he is really waiting for something, he is alone in a life without his color.

“Remember? You have me ...” Rani said as she reached for one of her husband's hands to touch her flat stomach, then she continued her speech again.

“Also there is new life in here, we both really need you, like a shading tree, you are so strong that I never feel weak by your side,”

Rani's face was smiling but her heart was very sick, the voices of weak women who had been twisted since made her full, just hearing it, just hearing it, she already knows how the life of her husband and the weak woman who has since spoken on video, Gama Yu's biological mother.

Gama really craves affection, is really lonely and alone.

“I'll give you everything, something you've been craving all this time,”

“Will I hug you tightly at all times, so that you never remember your pain again,”

Rani is completely determined in her heart, the pain and loneliness, the regret of her husband to her heart.

Her husband who felt heartache throughout his life, lived and grew in pain and regret, resentment and trauma, an adult man whose heart was still locked in the saddest moment of his life.

Never before had Rani felt this kind of feeling before, a feeling that was completely fused and wanted to be a wife that could truly provide support for her husband.

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Gama who heard his wife's words, he laughed a little while his heart was being broken, until tears could not drip, his eyes now attached to his wife's flat stomach.

Then he chuckled again, he rubbed his wife's stomach, “There is my hope too, there is a new life here,” his voice is a little quivering, he looked up where his wife was looking at him so deeply, then he continued his words with a smile, “I swear he will not feel what I feel first,” exclaimed Gama so confident and pressure.

But when Gama raised his face, Rani could finally see the expression of a boy who was missing his mother, a boy who felt regret so deeply, a boy who doesn't know how to channel his emotions except with anger.

Rani nods and smiles, she rubs her husband's hair, “We're both going to be the greatest parents in the world, now when something hurts, we just need to hold each other's hands and lean on each other, I believe you can definitely come to terms with your anger, regret and resentment, she said, because me and your son will always be by your side,”

Rani hugged her husband again, so tightly and soulfully, the sad life story that her husband experienced as well as her heart-wrenching mother.

Everything becomes clearer to Rani, all the attitudes of Gama over the years, how harsh and angry she is with her family and life, all become clear with excuses that are very painful.

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Whereas,

Outside so noisy, all the news all told about the Yu family, not finished about the marriage between John Yu and Christy Lin was canceled, now there is new news.

"Courtesy ... Trings ... Tring!"

Deffan Yu's personal assistant is contacting him, however he and Leonardo are negotiating how to calm the public so that all these cases can be resolved quickly.

The moment Deffan raised the call, his face became sour and so grim, in part that throwing his phone away left everyone shocked.

His furious face and sharp eyes made John wonder what made his father so angry and angry this time.

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Today three episodes first yes. actually want to update a lot but the hand can no longer write. Sorry 🤍