
Episode 118: Thank you for coming into my life
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Regret is an unpleasant and painful feeling that is so torturous, the heart will become very weak if we can no longer say sorry.
Already a full day Gama saw the messages of his mother, longing and pain filled him.
His mother's face at the last moment she said hurtful words, even tears could not describe how hurt she was, how sorry she was to say those hurtful words.
"Mother ...."
"Mother ...."
"You must have suffered so much, after I told you that, do I deserve to be happy?"
"I'm sorry, I want to apologize, if I can turn back the clock, I won't say those hurtful words, I'll take care of you Mother"
"I'm sorry,"
Those were the only words that kept coming out of his mouth.
His empty eyes, and the cavity in his chest that felt so painful, it felt like seeing this video he just lost his mother yesterday.
"Courtesy ... Trings ... Tring!"
Since then his phone rang but he did not heed, he was really injured, no one could understand his wound, even if he said he was hurt and regretful, people would not know how much the wound was scratching his heart.
Gama may not realize, it's been a long time since he sat on the sofa chair of his mother's room and watched his mother's message, it's been 10 p.m, but his empty eyes and pale face remained attached to the screen and saw his mother's pale face.
I don't know how many times he's seen this today.
"Shelf!"
The sound of the room door opening firmly, until Gama turned his head there, he saw someone there, his face reddened and his eyes were so clear that Gama was full.
When the woman was in front of him, it was like a life that seemed to come to him.
"Ah, maybe this woman was indeed destined to come to give me hope and life?"
"Maybe the love I'm looking for is right in front of me,"
"Every time I'm at the edge of the abyss and the darkness, for some reason he'll always be in front of me, looking at me like this, with his clear eyes and his face that always looks angry but adorable,"
Gama spoke in his heart, looking at his wife who had somehow arrived at this empty mansion.
"Why don't you take the call from me? whether ..." Rani had not had time to scold and convey her frustration, Gama immediately pulled Rani's waist.
He hugged Rani tightly, Rani remained in a standing position as Gama hugged her tightly.
"Darling, thank you for coming" whispered Gama shut his eyes, pressed his face against his wife's chest and made himself comfortable.
"To come here?" rani is still upset, she still has a lot to say to her husband, including angry about how her husband can not be contacted and also want to boast about being able to beat Marian.
Gama shook his head, "Thank you for coming into my life, have I ever said this before? I really love you, ah no, if there's a feeling over love then that's what I feel,"
Rani was silent when she heard that, she was sure that something was wrong, but Mr. Roni just gave the location of Gama, without saying anything so Rani quickly came because she was worried about her husband why-why.
Rani, who already knew her husband and his heart, rubbed her hair, listening to the sound of the video going around, "You can tell me everything when you're ready, I will always be by your side, you should know that I will never leave you" whispered Rani returning Gama's embrace.
Hearing that, the words were so warm, Gama's feelings spilled.
He's getting his arms tight.
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