
A few days later, Ayra felt that her body was so weak. He decided to go to the hospital to find out the condition of his body. He also wants to know how the disease progresses. He asked Arkan for a one-day off work.
"Good day, doctor." said Ayra as she entered the examination room.
The doctor turned his head, then he immediately hugged Ayra's body warmly.
"Darling, how are you? Mama hope happiness is always with you." said Mama Via sincerely. "How Er behaves to you, honey. Does he remember everything about you?" ask Via later. Then he let go of his embrace and stared fixedly at his daughter-in-law's face.
Ayra tried to smile. There's no way he'd say that his son hurt him so much. She did not want to make her mother-in-law disappointed in her son.
How a wife tells the disgrace of a husband, of course Ayra will not do it.
"Sister Er has always been nice to Ayra, Mam. Mama don't worry about Ayra," said Ayra smiling sweetly.
Seeing Ayra's sweet smile, made Mama Via trust Ayra's words. He then began to check the condition of Ayra's body. Mama Via also conducted a number of tests to find out how the development of the disease her son-in-law suffered.
For the condition of Ayra's body is not bad. But the disease is now spreading. And all that made Mama Via very worried.
"How, Mam?" ask Ayra.
Mama Via's face looks so worried. "Darling, we'd better tell your husband about your illness. You now need your husband to get through it" suggested Mama Via.
"I mean Mama?"
Mama Via sighed for a moment. Then he gently rubbed Ayra's hair. "It looks like we should get you to a hospital in Singapore right away. The hospital is the best hospital. Your disease is getting worse, honey. So it would be nice if we immediately tell everything to Er," said Mama Via.
Ayra sculpting. He did feel his body growing weaker and weaker. Could he survive his illness? Ayra was really close to giving up her taste.
And it is also impossible if he tells about his illness to Er. He could already imagine that Er would be very happy to hear it. Because with him who will disappear, Er can immediately return with Kinara.
All his thoughts made him so bad. It seems to mean nothing at all. Especially for Er. Maybe if God picked her up, it would be better for everything.
And in front of her current mother-in-law, Ayra tried to smile. He didn't want anyone to know that he was actually very fragile.
"Mama don't need to tell brother Er calm Ayra's disease. Because Ayra herself will tell him, Mam." he said. Ayra still showed her best smile.
'Mama is wrong, maybe if I tell you about my illness, Brother Er will be very happy because there is no more obstacle to unite with Kinara.' Ayra batin pilu.
***
Ayra looked at the people passing by around her. Not far from his place he saw a pair of young men who might be in love drunk.
There were laughs and jokes that he saw from the pair of young men. The warm and gentle gaze of the couple who was so sincerely in love.
Maybe he too will feel it. Loved and loved wholeheartedly by his partner?
Karel, only that name had long since been etched in his heart. Such a great love for the man made him even more shackled. But it was so difficult for Ayra to reach him.
Until it did not feel clear circles flowing on his cheeks. It felt like he was so desperate to get Er to recall him again.
"Hi Miss. Why are you alone here? So this is why you're off work?" The warm voice made Ayra surprised. He knows this voice. Ayra lightning-fast wiped her tears that had dripped, then turned her back to look at the man standing beside her and looked at her warmly.
"Arkan" he said slowly.
While the man smiled warmly at her. Arkan sat down next to him.
"How did you get here, Ar? Wasn't it in the message that Kak Ar said that he would be late into the night?"
"I'm done meeting with the client. And I happened to cross this park. I accidentally saw you sitting alone. So I took the initiative to keep you company" Arkan said with a crisp laugh. "Why is your face sad? Are you having any trouble, Ra? You can tell me, I'll be a good listener for you" he continued.
Ayra was silent for a moment looking at Arkan who was also staring at her. Ayra feels lucky to know a friend as well as Arkan. He wondered what if Er behaved like Arkan behaved to him.
"Hey... Even fuck, Ra." Arkan shuffled Ayra's hair. Making the owner wake up and look at Arkan annoyed. Ayra pursed her lips. But it made Arkan feel so anxious for the girl beside him.
Suddenly Arkan felt a strange thump towards Ayra. The leaflet that made his heart seem like it was about to jump out of place.
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