
Both are now in the car. They are still busy with each other's thoughts.
To Er all this feels so complicated. The memory of all his sweet memories together with Kinara so scratched the wound in the heart.
She could be this calm because there was Ayra beside her. If there was no Ayra, maybe Er had beaten Deni up.
"Do you know Deni?" tanya Er started the conversation.
Ayra exhaled slowly then looked at the owner asking. It was obvious the look of sadness in his eyes.
"Mas Deni may be Ayumi's father."
Again, I heard a new name. Until Er decided to want to know.
"Who's Ayumi?"
"He's a son of the parlor. And I think Mas Deni is a good guy because he loves Ayumi so much."
"Is Deni married?"
"I don't know brother. Mas Deni always comes every two days to visit Ayumi. He never came with anyone either. Must always be alone. Is it possible that Ayumi is Mas Deni's son? And Nara, is she Ayumi's mother? Really I don't understand, but I don't think it's possible...."
"Why can't it be Ay?" cut Er quickly. While Ayra looked at Er with a hard to interpret look.
"I've known Nara since I was in elementary school. She can't be that kind of woman. The mother who had adopted Nara would definitely be very disappointed in her."
Er looked at Ayra in disbelief. 'Ayra is too innocent or stupid anyway?'
"To be honest I've known that Nara has betrayed me before," said Er honestly. Ayra looked so surprised.
"But you guys look fine."
Er smile. "Then what should I do?"
Ayra bowed. "You must love Kinara very much."
"Yes, you're right. I love her so much."
Er looked at Ayra's expression that looked nervous, or perhaps disappointed. Ayra lowered her head as if under her feet was a pile of gold.
Er smiled thinly. It's up to him to say he's overconfident. But she's sure that Ayra looks jealous.
Er actually really loved Kinara. Only no one knew how broken his heart was.
"Don't talk about it anymore. We'd better go home. I'm so hungry." Er immediately drove his car out of the parking lot.
Er glanced at the two people who were fighting earlier. Now the two people were hugging tightly as if the world belonged to just the two of them. Er's heart doesn't feel shaped anymore.
***
Er went straight into his room when he got home.
The girl looked at the back of her husband who started to disappear from behind the door of her room.
Ayra could not imagine how broken her husband's heart was when he saw the truth about someone he loved. It must have hurt a lot to see someone who thought good and betrayed.
But Ayra could not lie if her heart also hurt. The feeling that several days had soared up seemed to crash down to the bottom of the abyss. But he doesn't blame anyone here.
The attention that Er had given to him these few days, was in fact just a consolation for the heartache that Er felt.
It can't be real. He should have been self-conscious from the beginning, until his heart did not soar.
Her tears fell. Ayra even thought that the relationship had started to progress a lot. Lying if she doesn't expect Er to love her. His whole life was never as Ayra wished for as he is today.
"You crying?" Ayra jumped in shock as Er suddenly got behind her.
"I-this is because of onions." Ayra glanced at the onion she was currently cutting. Isn't that the right reason? Ayra also chuckled to herself.
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