Forced to Marry My Student.
144.I'm Not Agreeing.

The face of Love immediately paled hearing what Bagaskara said to her.

So everything was a mistake, he was a mistake, and then last night's kiss was a mistake.

The chest of Love hurts to remember that, he breathes and exhales hoping that the pain and squeezing feeling he feels is gone.

After feeling a little better, Cinta looked back at Bagaskara who seemed to be deliberately waiting for what reaction Love would give her statement earlier.

"Is that how you think of it?", asked Love softly.

Bagaskara sighed heavily and exhaled again.

"I know I've been guilty of you but I'm gonna try to compensate you for all of those mistakes".

"Do you mean sir?", Love knitted his forehead confused by Bagaskara's intention.

"I'm going to let you go, but I'm still going to pass on my financial aid to you even I'm going to give it more than usual so after this you just need to focus on your lecture, you know, you know,and after you're done, if you want, I can find you a good job so you don't have to bother about money".

At this time Love feels like slapping the man sitting in front of her if you do not remember she is still her husband status at this time.

Love stared intently at Bagaskara if this man did it two years ago surely Love would immediately agree,but it's happening now he not only needs money from this guy he wants something more let him feel now he's selfish but this is his chance he wants to bet for his life and his future.

"What if I reject it" Love said.

Now it was Bagaskara's turn who frowned confused by what Love wanted.

"You mean?", asked Bagaskara.

"I don't want us to split up, I mean do you not want to try to start an actual relationship with me".

Instantly Bagaskara was speechless at what Love said, he did not know what to answer at this time, because he had never had a good experience of being in a relationship with a woman.

She was once married to Mother Gavin but their relationship was very bad, it was with a woman of her age what else was this with a woman younger than Gavin what could be expected, she said,what if he's worsening this relationship even more than it already is.

"That's impossible" Bagaskara replied quietly but when she said it suddenly her heart felt pain of its own.

"Why?", asked Love hoped Bagaskara would rectify his words.

Bagaskara sighed which felt very heavy doing that.

"There are many differences between us that we will find difficult to eliminate".

"How about we try?", said Love eagerly.

Hearing that Bagaskara closed his eyes his head really hurt at this time, this is heavier than winning the project tender, he said.

"What do you expect from a relationship that starts with a mistake like this, you're still young, in the future you'll meet a lot of people who are better and attractive than me, so stop forcing yourself, so stop pushing yourself,you better finish your college after that work in a nice place and meet and have a relationship with a man your age, I'm sure at that time you'll thank this old man".

Love closed her eyes she tried so hard to hold back her anger at this moment, she really wanted to slap this man in front of her right now,because he felt that it was not him that was difficult to understand but this man in front of him who seemed to have his way of mind closed.

"Give me some time" replied Love slowly.

"You mean?", asked Bagaskara confusedly.

"Give me time to prove to you that we can try to start this marriage relationship normally".

"2 months, only 2 months assume I return the favor because you have financed me so far, if indeed during these 2 months our relationship has not progressed, there is no progress,I will obey what you say sir and I can also part with you without feeling indebted".

Bagaskara closed his eyes whether it should be like this, he was a little worried instead of Love, but to himself what if he couldn't help himself how if he became fond of this girl in front of him was it appropriate, he was too young 'inner Bagaskara, Bagaskara, maybe that's why he wants to try something new that he thinks is fun at the moment.

"I don't want you to return any favor to me, I'll keep doing it because you're like my son".

"I'm not your son, and I don't want to be your son" Love said firmly making Bagaskara instantly speechless.

"I just want you to agree to give me time to prove to you that our relationship has a future".

"As far as you go" he said.

Bagaskara immediately stood up after saying that, he no longer knew how to give understanding to Love at this time.

Seeing Bagaskara standing Love who usually just silence and obey what Bagaskara said suddenly came to stand and immediately approached Bagaskara who was going to his room.

"Wait tuan.eh..bapak..eh..mas.", he said by blocking Bagaskara's arm.

Bagaskara almost laughed hearing how Cinta confusedly called him, but she deliberately put on a flat expression as possible so that Cinta slightly retreated with her intention earlier.

"So from now on I'll start our approach".

"You mean?", asked Bagaskara.

"The first thing I will call you Mas if at home, but if in the campus I will still call you unless you want me to call Mas there".

"As far as you go" replied Bagaskara.

"There's more", Love still holds Bagaskara's hand because seeing that Bagaskara is about to leave.

"What else".

"Don't avoid me or rather let's not avoid each other".

Hearing that Bagaskara looked directly at Love.

"What does this mean?", asked Bagaskara.

Love is actually nervous but she is trying to cover it up.

"That's." Love was forced to close her eyes for a moment so that her mind would return to clarity when talking to Bagaskara now.

"You better go in and rest now don't force yourself to do what you're hard to do" Bagaskara said as he removed the arm of Love in his arm.

"But Bagas I was serious about that I was going to try to make our relationship work".

"Tomorrow you continue, soon Willy and Cello will be home" Bagaskara replied to Love.

"Alright if Mas Bagas wants us to continue tomorrow, but later tonight if you change your mind and want us to meet just call me",said Love on Bagaskara's back that would soon disappear behind the door of his room.

Hearing what Cinta Bagaskara said did not look back or rather did not dare , he deliberately quickly entered his room and immediately closed the door worried that Love would be more determined by chasing him into the room,could be tomorrow he got a call from the police station for not being able to control himself by abusing Love.