
After Gavin said that, Anandita dared to look at him.
"You want to understand me" Anandita said.
Gavin clasped Anandita's hand.
"I should have said that, ever since I began to realize that you might be pregnant, I've been honest about my feelings when it was mixed between sad happy moved and more dominant fear".gavin answered by bringing Anandita's hands to her face.
Anandita looked at Gavin not knowing what to say when she heard everything Gavin said to her.
"I was really scared of Yank at that time, sorry", Gavin said softly.
Anandita stroked Gavin's face gently.
I also had a chance to feel it, the first time the doctor said I was pregnant, so I didn't tell you straight away, even now I'm still afraid".
"Why,Yank?"gavin looked at Anandita.
"I'm afraid you'll ..will change again if I say it that's why I lied all this time" Anandita replied beginning to sob.
Seeing that Gavin immediately grabbed Anandita into his arms.
"Surely you were so scared back then, I should have been beside you as a husband, but I'm not sorry yank, from now on I'll try to always be there for you".
Anandita just nodded on the sidelines of her sobbing.
long they were on the side of the road after Anandita calmed down Gavin began to drive his car back towards the hospital.
"Why don't you check at a regular obstetrician anyway Yank make it possible when the arrival time does not have to work hours like this?"ask Gavin.
"I hadn't thought about it at the time, but after you know I think it's best that I check with a regular obstetrician later".
"Let's ask the doctor now how it's best".
Anandita agreed.
****
Arrived at the hospital .
After Gavin parked his car Anandita immediately took Gavin to the obgium section.
Because it has begun during the day so that the queue is not too much there are only a few mothers who are still waiting for their turn to be called.
Anandita invites Gavin to sit in the chair waiting to be called.
some of the mothers who were in that place looked at Anandita and Gavin with astonished eyes, making Anandita nervous.
"Why Yank?"gavin asked because Anandita let go of the hand Gavin was holding.
"No, I just feel uncomfortable because someone is watching us" whispered Anandita.
Hearing that Gavin glanced at some mothers who were looking at them.
"Just leave Yank alone, maybe they're thinking that they're looking at God's two most perfect creations" Gavin teased.
"But it doesn't seem like it, Vin".
"Then what?"
"Our appearance, you don't realize that you're still wearing school uniforms right now, and then we're where we are".
"Why is it ?"gavin asked by observing his surroundings.
"They will definitely judge the negatives about us now" Anandita whispered.
"You mean, Yankee?".
"They must think we're a couple who got pregnant out of wedlock, Vin.
Hearing Anandita Gavin's words just silently did not answer or refute Anandita's words, but she again clasped Anandita's hand tightly and refused to let go even though Anandita tried to pull her away.
"Let me just accompany my wife to check the contents of the Yank", said Gavin loud enough to be heard by everyone sitting there.
And they immediately turned to hear Gavin's words, but Gavin remained unconcerned.
Gavin invites Anandita into the gynecologist practice room after hearing Anandita's name called.
The obstetrician invited Anandita to sit in the chair, while Gavin stood behind Anandita, making the doctor ask questions, let alone see Gavin still wearing his full school uniform.
"This?"the doctor pointed at Gavin because he had seen Gavin for the first time.
"He's.."
"I'm her husband" answered Gavin, who made the doctor look at them in turn.
"I'm sorry but she was right my husband, father of sibeby, there were special circumstances that got us married before my husband finished his school", Anandita explained, closing the possibility of negative questions that the obstetrician might think.
"I'm sorry for the doubt" said the doctor.
"No papa, we also did not think about this last time will visit here" Anandita answered honestly.
"Yes, it seems that you are very excited to see your future baby today" the doctor said.
Anandita nodded.
Then the doctor began to ask about the complaints felt by Anandita until now.
Anandita answered all her questions without anyone covering her up.
After a thorough examination, the doctor invited them to go home, but Gavin arrived at the doctor.
"Is there anything else you want to ask?"tanyanya looked at Gavin kindly.
"Can I visit beby tonight doc?"ask Gavin.
Hearing that Anandita's face was immediately red with embarrassment, while the obstetrician smiled slightly before answering Gavin's question.
"It seems no problem if you want to visit, but try to solve it outside because this is still in the first trimester is feared to endanger sibeby later.
After the doctor had finished answering Gavin's question, Anandita intended to pull Gavin out, but Gavin held Anandita's hand.
"Doc I want to ask you one more question?"
"Please".
"It doesn't matter if I visit our baby often?".
The doctor nodded his head, "as long as his mommy is okay no problem I guess", the doctor replied.
After hearing the reply of the doctor Anandita immediately excused and took Gavin out of the doctor's office.
Anandita pushed Gavin to where their car was parked.
"Let's go home!"take him while getting into the car.
Gavin obeyed what Anandita had commanded obediently.
After they got into the car and the car had started to walk Gavin turned towards Anandita, but Anandita immediately turned her face to the window.
"What's Yank?"
"Don't ask me anything I won't answer" Anandita said.
"You mean?"
Anandita looked at Gavin sharply and saw that Gavin raised his eyebrows.
"Is something wrong, Yank?"ask Gavin.
"You're wrong, why would you ask such a personal thing to a doctor!"anandita sewot.
"It turns out that's the problem that makes you angry".
"Yes, I'm ashamed to know" he replied.
"Why should I be ashamed I have to ask that, because I have long refrained from touching you and it torments Yank so much".
Anandita looked at Gavin.
"So you deliberately do not do because of fear of endangering our baby?"ask Anadita.
Gavin nodded.
"Then what do you think Yank is?"ask Gavin.
Anandita immediately turned her face in shame, but Gavin could see her so with one free hand Gavin turned slowly Anandita's head.
"What Yank, you answer?"ask Gavin slowly.
"I think you're bored with me because now I'm fat" Anandita replied with a lowered face.
Hearing that arrived Gavin immediately turned his car into a star hotel that they passed.
Seeing that Anandita was surprised.
"Vin what do we want here?"tanyanya's confused.
Gavin immediately removed his seatbelt and invited Anandita to get out of the car.
"Let's continue this morning now, I can't wait to visit our baby" he whispered by pulling Anandita into the hotel.