Forced to Marry My Student.
83. Gavin's message to you Dad.

Gavin looked at Anandita's face sleeping beside him after their hot romance a while ago.

After believing Anandita had slept, Gavin slowly got out of bed and walked out of their room, then closed the door slowly again.

Gavin walks into his father's study, which Gavin believes his father is still there not asleep at the moment.

Gavin slowly knocked on the door of the study.

"Tock.tock..."

"Lake in!"answer Bagaskara from inside the room.

Gavin walks into his father's office.

Bagaskara looked at Gavin with a hard to interpret look.

"How are you?"asked Gavin while sitting on his father's couch.

Bagaskara got up from his desk and walked towards the sofa where Gavin was sitting.

"Well, is there something you're going to talk about?"tanya Bagaskara stared at Gavin.

"Yes, you must have heard what Dr. Rumi said about my wish".

"Yes, are you sure you want to do it?"ask Bagaskara.

"Yes, because that's enough".

"You mean?"ask Bagaskara confused.

"I've been like this, that little Gavin used to come out of me but only a little while ago he disappeared with the help of the psychiatrist I met" Gavin said, leaving Bagaskara shocked.

"This isn't the first time you've been like this?!"

"Yes, I haven't been well for a long time, Dad, and I think this is the peak".

"You mean?"bagaskara said with a voice that sounded raucous, holding back his feelings of sadness, that was the trauma experienced by this son

Looking at the expression of the father who seemed to feel very guilty Gavin touched Bagaskara's hand.

"Don't be sad I don't papa now" Gavin said.

Bagaskara clasped Gavin's hand tightly and brought his two sons' hands to his face, pecked at him for a long time the hand he always brushed aside when whining for attention when he was a child.

"Sorry to have been a bad father to you in the past".

Gavin felt his palm that was on his father's face wet by Bagaskara's tears.

"I've forgiven you for a long time, it's not entirely my fault, father,I've realized that you never wanted to be a bad parent to me, but maybe the way you did that wasn't right and actually kept us in an unhealthy relationship condition all this time".

Hearing what Gavin Bagaskara said he felt that he had to learn more from his son who seemed more mature and wise than he was almost half a century old.

"So are you still going to do treatment with hypnotic methods?"ask Bagaskara after he calms down.

"Yes, I will still do it for sure I have heard the explanation from doctor Rumi not".

"Yes, what about Anandita, have you given her understanding?"

"Here I am, therefore I am meeting my father now".

"You mean, how?"

"Dad I want to tell you the truth that doctor Rumi told me last night".

"Did Dr. Rumi hide something".

"I wanted to tell my father directly".

"Say what's the matter exactly?".

"Doctor Rumi and the hypnotist she introduced to me told me that the chances of me returning to being me were very small".

Bagaskara was immediately shocked to hear that, perhaps even now Gavin can see his pale face in shock at the fact.

"I.that's lying" he said weakly looking at Gavin.

Gavin shook his head, "It's true because I can feel it too".

"I've forgotten more and more and less and less, from the time little Gavin appeared".

Bagaskara lowered his face unable to look at the son who was saying goodbye.

"How much?"asked Bagaskara after starting to control his heart.

"Not even ten percent".

Hearing that Bagaskara immediately swept his palm to the face.

"So why did Dr. Rumi say the odds were 50:50".

"I asked him to tell Anandita that, because I knew that doctor Rumi was honest Anandita would not agree with my decision".

"You lied to her whether you thought it wouldn't risk your relationship going forward".

"I knew he would be angry and hate me, but it was better than him spending the rest of his life taking care of me".

"What do you mean?"tanya Bagaskara did not understand what Gavin wanted.

"If I'm not cured please help me divorce Anandita".

Instantly Bagaskara jumped from his seat because he did not expect Gavin to make that decision for his household

"Are you aware of what you're saying!?"ask Bagaskara angry.

"I'm aware of what I'm saying".

"And you know Anandita won't!".

"Dad had to convince him to want to, divorce me".

"But why?"ask Bagaskara.

"Because he deserves a second chance to be happy".

"You mean?"

"Dad would have understood, had I not done that Anandita would forever be trapped to take care of me who turned into a child, who did not know when it would heal, Anandita would forever be stuck to take care of me who turned into a child, who did not know when it would be healed,so if my treatment fails I have to take care of our divorce immediately".

"Does it have to be that fast?"

"Yes, because the sooner it's done, the more time he has to heal his wounds".

"What about you?"

"I don't want anything, it's up to dad how to take care of me".

"So this is the reason you want to immediately take treatment by taking a big risk".

"Yes, I don't want to make him wait for me too long, it's not fair for him, dad must understand what it's like to be in an unhealthy domestic relationship".

"Yes, then what if she's pregnant with your child, do you still ask father to divorce you".

"That would not have been possible, but if it had been, Dad would have had to divorce us anyway".

"But why?, who knows if there are children among you can make you come back later".

"It's still uncertain, but the nine months were long for an uncertain wait, so I still wanted him to leave me,if I ever recover I'll still confess my son but I won't ask him back to me".

"Are you sure of all your decisions".

"Yes, for me now this way is the last way we can be together or apart".

Bagaskara looked at Gavin and looked straight at him, reflecting a sense of awe for all that his son had said to him even as a parent he felt ashamed of never having thought that far in his life.

"I admire you as a man and I'm proud of you as a father but I'm also ashamed that you can be better than me as a husband,I'm sure Anandita will understand what you've decided".

"Thank you Dad for everything sorry that I hated you so deeply that I've been in this spot".

"Maybe our beginnings aren't good, but if there's a second chance let's be the father and son we should be".

Gavin nodded and immediately walked to the side of his father hugging the man he called the father, Bagaskara returning Gavin's arms tightly as if it was their last hug.