
Anandita smiled sweetly when she saw Gavin open his eyes and hug her as usual.
"Welcome, Vin" Anandita said by hugging Gavin's body which was immediately replied by Gavin.
"How are you today?"gavin asked Anandita.
"I miss you as always" Anandita said"I can't wait to see you again".
If yesterday, Gavin will reply by saying the same thing to Anandita or hug and kiss Anandita friendly but tonight he was silent even directly asking about Rumi doctor to Anandita make Anandita a little wonder.
"You okay, Vin?"anandita asked worried that Gavin replied with just a nod of his head, then got up to the sofa and began to open the recording that Doctor Rumi gave her without saying stale to Anandita, making Anandita more astonished.
When Anandita intends to sit next to him, suddenly Gavin asks Anandita to let him talk to Rumi's doctor himself makes Anandita more astonished.
"Aren't you papa?"ask Anandita.
"I'm fine, please leave me a moment to talk to doctor Rumi" Gavin said.
hearing Gavin's request with a heavy heart forced Anandita to obey him.
Long enough Anandita was outside the room waiting until Gavin called her to come in, but it turns out Gavin did not tell her to come in so Anandita took the initiative to look into the room maybe Gavin was busy and wanted something.
But when entering Anandita was surprised to see Gavin had returned to sleep on the bed.
Anandita intended to wake Gavin up but saw Gavin Anandita's sleeping position realized Gavin had changed again, seeing that Anandita could only close her eyes to hold her sadness.
****
The next morning the doctor Rumi arrived at the big house without any prior notice as usual to them, making everyone who was having breakfast at the dinner table to be astonished.
Bagaskara immediately approached Rumi's doctor with concern.
"Is there a problem?"ask Bagaskara directly.
"Yes" replied Doctor Rumi, making everyone who heard him instantly shocked.
"What's wrong?"ask Bagaskara.
"Let's talk in another room" said Dr. Rumi.
"Can I come?"asked Anandita, and answered Ngukan by doctor Rumi.
Then he and Rumi's doctor were invited by Bagaskara to work.
"Come in"Bagaskara told them both to come in and sit down on his couch in his study, and then impatiently he asked"What's wrong with Gavin?".
"Gavin called me last night and he told me to change the treatment method he's been on".
"meaning?"
"He wants to be hypnotized".
Anandita and Bagaskara are shocked to hear the words of doctor Rumi.
"Why is not the treatment that has been done so far is right and has been fruitful" said Bagaskara.
"That's true but we don't know how long we're gonna have to do this, so he says he's tired of all this".
Anandita immediately turned pale hearing what Dr. Rumi had said.
"So think about whether you will approve of what Gavin wants, I as a doctor will still do my best for the recovery of my patients,hypnotic methods may be done but certainly more risky than what we have done now because it is directly related to Gavin" explained Doctor Rumi made Anandita and Bagaskara speechless.
"How much is the possibility?"ask Anandita.
Hearing that Bagaskara and Anandita are increasingly afraid of what if later failed.
"It doesn't have to be now, you decide I just said what Gavin said last night, it's hard for you but Gavin must have felt heavier when he said it, so think about it"doctor Rumi said before exiting Bagaskara's study, leaving the two of them still silent in shock.
Anandita even had to hold on to the edge of the sofa so as not to stumble when imagining the consequences of Gavin's desire.
****
Until nightfall Anandita had not been able to think about what she should answer when Gavin asked for her approval later.
Anandita deliberately just sitting on the sofa can not afford to join the rest beside Gavin, his mind is too afraid to imagine how if starting tomorrow Gavin really disappeared from the side forever.
Buried his face with both hands hugging the knee his shoulder was shaken because it was holding a sob, until someone hugged him from the side and helped immerse his face dicuked Anandita's neck"Sorry, Yank"whispered gavin shriek.
Hearing Gavin Anandita's voice immediately raised her head and pushed Gavin's body furiously.
"You are evil!, you are evil!!"yelled Anadita while hitting hard on Gavin's chest.
"I'm sorry I knew I was bad at choosing this path, but I couldn't stand it anymore" Gavin said by pulling Anandita into his arms.
Anadita is still trying to rebel but Gavin does not release Anandita's body.
After quite a long time Anandita cried finally she began to calm down with Gavin slowly sweeping away the remaining tears on Anandita's face.
"You are evil Vin" Anandita said softly, but did not rebel again as Gavin hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry, I know what I'm going to do is it's going to hurt you but I want to do it" Gavin said.
"Why, have we not been doing treatment with doctor Rumi and have begun to see the results, why do you even want to change it!".
"I'm sorry Yank but I've come to terms with my decision this time and I hope you both understand".
"But what if it fails, what about me, Vin!"Anandita grabbed Gavin's arm.
"Yank listen to me, I told you once let's plan about all the things in our lives but let God give the best decision for all our plans" Gavin said trying to calm Anandita down.
"I'm afraid, I'm really afraid to imagine the worst that's going to happen".
"I know but at least everything will be answered soon, unlike now, I live but I'm like dead, I'm always with you but I have to steal time from other parts of me,you know Yank I now feel like I'm not real".
"Vin don't scare me anymore" Anandita said, hugging Gavin's body.
"So please help me, I don't just want to see you at night I want my life first, I want to be with you like you used to be Yank, I want to live a normal life again".
Hearing Gavin Anandita's words understood that this must have been very heavy for Gavin, so he tried to strengthen his heart.
Gavin tries to get back at him by taking a big risk so as his wife he has to support Gavin's decision despite his weight.
"Well, I agree you're doing this hypnotic therapy" Anandita said.
Hearing that Gavin immediately hugged Anandita's body tightly.
"Still Yank, have agreed" Gavin said.
"Yes, you've fought to get back to normal for my sake, therefore I have to support as a wife" Anandita replied.
Gavin looked at Anandita's face long after hearing what Anandita said to him.
"Ilove you, I'll try to get back to you" Gavin said.
"Ilove you too".Reply Anandita.