Gendhis
Chapter 8 God's Plan for Me

I was hoping for a solution from my best friend as the only place to share, but he actually considered this a joke, a little annoyed I told him what I went through one night until I could barely sleep.

“Review yes if you are scared, all night I have tuned Yassin mp3 but that demon is still noisy in the kitchen, I don't know what he does sound in the kitchen like people cook and eat. I held back the urge to urinate until the morning.” My complaint. Vya laughed again, I can't figure out why I'm still so hard. Hoping to calm down in the new house so that mother does not disturb people, now I actually have to be disturbed by invisible creatures.

‘mau move, money is gone. Yesterday Yuni's mother said it can not be taken if you have paid rent.” Say me in my heart.  At least I had to last a month in a new house one night just made me scared and unable to sleep. I even went out to breakfast. The rice seller sat near my new house actually asked with a very curious face.

“Enight sleep well Dik?” Ask the fat mom to me.

I forced the corner of my lips and nodded.

“Alhamdulilah restful ma'am, here adem also not noisy. Motor rarely passes here turns.” I had to lie. Maybe everyone already knows including the owner of this contract if this house there are invisible residents who I think ghosts. Especially if the name is not a ghost, I think I lack this religion. There is a sound there is no appearance. Want to go money is not enough, not go I am afraid because the sound is so real, my imagination even imagines a suzana film that is so famous in Indonesia as a horror film.

It turns out that everything has been arranged, including me who moved to an inhabited but invisible house. Vya was staying overnight. I thought what he was going to do, he asked me to read the Quran. Most of the night, when he stopped for a drink, I asked.

“You heard ga si Vy noise in the bathroom and kitchen from earlier?” ask me curious.

“Keep him what we are, we won't leave here. Lah wong you pay here, We in this world are asked to worship God, worship not disturb people.” Vya Say.

“There is no such thing as the ghost of Ndis, which is a demon and he is a genie, if Kyai Abdurahman Wahid says there are three types of jinn, the first one in recited verse chair must be blurred, and the first one in the next, the second one in the chair throw must have run away the third if in the chair give memento..hehehehe.” Vya laughed holding her stomach. Because of the one frequency I also laugh, the third purpose is a joke where the season of candidates like now is indeed everyone scrambling for seats.

“You are this Vy... sure Vy his demons go if we read Quran and pray?” Ask me again because I have imagined having to live in a house that night in the devil, day to day meet a human who in his heart also has a demon, almost always hasud, there is a demon, envious of me as well I myself sometimes fought hard day and night against the demons within me who kept asking me to leave my mother alone. But my affection overcame the whispers of the devil.

“Ndis, just pray... pray.. read the same quran on the force in the splinter. Satan is most afraid of the obedient and obedient people of God. The proof is they will be busy teasing us who try to obey worship. You feel the difficulty of praying, lazy, tired and later only later..that demon who seduces you that is more dangerous than the devil who was noisy last night in your kitchen.” Vya said with a serious face. He was seen this afternoon at my house using a veil that dangled to his chest.

I asked her if she was wearing a hijab. He was ready to close his aura. He had been frequently following an online study where at this time what he was enjoying was an ustadzah who did not see his face in any social media but his voice shook the soul including the current me it began to forget my unhappiness since hearing the wet raspy voice of Ustadzah Halimah Alaydrus. Somehow his voice managed to make me patient with fatigue, despair in me.

“Ye. We prove this Ndis, he is what you are who survives here.. “ Vya spirit on me.

I can also smile, from last night I feel scared and worried, I also think that so far no dead people have been eaten by ghosts or dead people because they are disturbed by jinn or ghosts. I thought the same as what Vya explained, I will stay in this house. Where else would I find a house with cheap also comfortable and safe for mother. Rooms here are on the terrace, the location from the restaurant to the house is also close. Neighbors will also not hear if the mother is singing or screaming at midnight.

‘Bismilah.. Against the devil in the heart of every human only every day you can be patient and survive, the times of opponents who are invisible you fear.. Come on, Gendhis, let's bring God to take care of each of these trials. God will not leave you Deck.. God calls you Dek..’ My mind that unconsciously my lips are turned upside down because they remember and ring the voice of Ustadzah Halimah Alaydrus that continues to ring in my ears. The figure of Hubabah that yesterday made me aware of my desire to kill myself. Just hearing his voice give encouragement to people like me who feel the world is leaving me, no one cares. God loves me and cares about me.

In my little heart I even wanted to sit in his assembly, although it might be difficult because I did not have time to attend such a lecture. Since that day I diligently prayed five times, a sense that began to fight against the invisible residents in my house, and without me knowing it I actually became to enjoy every time praying and reading the Quran. It is beautiful how God called me, He gave me the pebbles of life for me to surrender. Now everything feels light and comfortable even though the more trials I face. Without me realizing the prayer that I often do because I want to survive so that the demon occupants of my house to stop now it makes me feel if prayer becomes a need for me is no longer an obligation. Because there was calmness when I finished praying, there was calm when I finished crying for complaining to God in my heart, my fatigue. And every unpleasant treatment of his creatures in this world.