Give me back my husband's smile
CHAPTER 19: The Pain
Today Moon is allowed to go home because her condition has improved, after for 3 days she was hospitalized finally Moon can set foot at home. He was relieved now that he was resting in his room again. The smell of hospitals dominated by the smell of drugs often makes him nauseous, the Moon does not like the place. After all, the Moon can not linger in the hospital because tomorrow she has to fly to America to follow new york fashion week.
"I'd better pack my clothes now." The Moon muttered out of her bed. Alvaro told him to rest, but the Moon was not sleepy at all.
There's been a strange thing about Alvaro, since Moon was sick in the hospital the man's behavior was so attentive to him. Moon is suspicious, but he always gets rid of his bad thoughts about Alvaro. Even Moon had thought that he might have a disease so severe that it made Alvaro feel kasian to him.
Is it possible that his life is not long anymore? So that the rest of his age Alvaro wanted to slightly atone for his sins by doing good to the Moon, so that when the Moon died he did not go forth to demand revenge to her husband. A lot of bad thoughts are raging in the Moon's cerebellum. Her husband is indeed a mysterious man, the Moon can not guess what Alvaro is planning.
The moon walked towards the closet, she picked out some clothes and items as necessary. One by one he put his clothes in a suitcase, he can't wait to go abroad. In addition to the purpose of work there at once to calm down.
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The moon turned its head when someone opened the door of his room. On the doorstep Alvaro stood toweringly staring at him coldly. "Where are you going?" Ask the Moon.
"Tomorrow I'll go to America." Said the Moon while putting her makeup tools in the suitcase.
Alvaro swooped his thick eyebrows, he walked closer to the Moon. Alvaro unexpectedly kicked the suitcase of the Moon until the stuff that had been tired in his eyes scattered out.
The moon glared at Alvaro's annoying behavior. She stood looking at her husband. "Why are you Al?" Tanya Moon astonishment.
"I won't let you go." Alvaro.
"I don't care, I don't need your permission anyway." Reply to the Moon while picking up her clothes scattered on the floor.
Alvaro began to get emotional, some days he was soft on the Moon. But it seems that the girl took advantage of her patience, now that the girl has dared to mess with her orders.
Alvaro laughed cynically. "As soon as you want to see Farez, you want to vacation in America together, right?"
The moon scrunched his forehead, he did not think about Alvaro. Why did he discuss Elfarez again, Moon was sick of hearing all the slander Alvaro had thrown for him.
By breathing heavily, try to hold back. The moon stared at Alvaro's intense bead of eyes. "Enough Al! I reiterate that I have absolutely nothing to do with Farez. I'm coming to America to work, not to have fun." Pausing for a moment, he neutralized his rumbling chest. "I'm not like you Al, who can leave his wife just to spend time for another woman."
Alvaro was silent, in fact his heart was struck with the words of the Moon. Alvaro knew he was wrong, but he was too proud to admit it. After all, the Moon itself started a complicated problem between the three of them. If you say Alvaro is jealous, yes he is jealous. No matter how Moon was his wife, he did not want what had been his to be bullied or snatched from his grasp. For now Alvaro has not been able to release the Moon from his life, especially now there is a fetus that he must take care of in the womb of his wife.
"Before you never cared where I went, you were happy if I wasn't around you. Then why are you banning me now?" Tanya Moon. "Wherever I go it's none of your business Al." He simply pressed every word so that the man who had the status of being her husband understood.
Not wanting to care about Alvaro, she chose to continue to fix the suitcase that had apparently been damaged by her husband's rough kick. "I've told you that I want us to divorce Al, so it's better to have this boring marriage charade and start living each other's lives."
"MONTH!" Alvaro yells at his wife, he doesn't like it when Moon says divorce in front of him. The woman said it casually without the slightest hesitation, just as she wanted to part with Alvaro.
The moon only glanced at a glance looking out at her husband. "Alah, come out of my room. I'm busy."
Alvaro did not comment on his wife's remarks, he walked to the nightstand to pick up a document containing important files such as contract signatures and so on. Without feeling Alvaro tore the paper document, as well as the Moon passport did not escape the urgency of her husband. Moon chest up and down emotions saw the important files of a terrible tear on the floor.
"Bag you're Al!" The moon pushed on her husband's body, several times the Moon hit the man's chest. Just imagine the important document that she had prepared from a month ago vanished into her husband's hands. How can he go to America if this is the way. "Why are you tearing it up Al, you're really evil!" Moon cried while continuing to hit her husband's chest. But as if not feeling the pain of the man did not seem to budge in the slightest.
"This job is very important to me. This was my dream since Al." Wearing a fashion brand from a famous designer, coupled with appearing in new york fashion week is not easy. Through a rigorous selection stage, the Moon was eventually selected to be one of the models recruited.
"And you." Pointing the Moon towards her husband, she shed tears. "Destroying my dreams hix..hiks."
Not just the Moon, Alvaropun is also emotional. The man clasped the Moon's hand to stop hitting her. "Take off Al." The moon rebelled, he tried to break away.
"Listen month, I'm doing this for your own good." Said telling.
"What's up, huh?!" The Moon asked. "For all this time what you did was to hurt me Al, that's what you mean by kindness?"
"MONTH, ENOUGH!" Alvaro snapped for the Moon to shut up, he had not finished continuing his explanation.
"No! I don't want to listen to you anymore. Let go of me Al." The moon was trying to release a strong grip on her hand.
"LISTEN TO BU-."
The Moon quickly cut off Alvaro's speech. "No, I don't want to hear-."
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The moon fell silent as she heard Alvaro's words just now. Did he not hear wrong? Moon grimly looked into her husband's eyes, hoping that Alvaro would lie.
"The reason why I won't let you go abroad is because I don't want anything bad to happen to my son in your womb. You are a foolish and careless woman, looking after yourself you are not ignorant of how you can keep my son away from my supervision." Alvaro looked coldly at his wife.
Alvaro pressed the Moon's chin to look up to look at himself more closely. "Remember the Moon, until I will never divorce you. I don't want my son to be born without the affection of his parents. After all if you really want to part with me, wait until this child is born. I'll voluntarily sign our divorce papers. But you're also prepared to part with your flesh and blood because the custody of this child I'll make sure is mine and you won't let me see our son again."
The moon was only able to shed her tears, she did not expect that she would become pregnant. As if having a new weapon, Alvaro uses a baby in the Moon's womb as a tool to threaten the Moon.
"So think carefully about the moon, want to let go or choose to survive. All decisions are in your hands." Alvaro then took off a firm grip on his wife's wrist. He chose to go out of the room leaving the Moon still stunned, giving room for his wife to think clearly.
With hands trembling in tears, the Moon touched the belly of her queen. He was sitting limp on the cold floor of the room. "Why? Why are you present at the wrong time?" The Moon's murmur broke into tears.
"I want to part with him, but why are you here hiks..hiks.".hiks." The moon squeezes her clothes hard.
The plan the Moon had devised was destroyed. She who was initially eager to divorce her husband immediately shrunk her guts. It's hard to believe that she's pregnant, but she's been a little late lately. Nausea vomiting experienced so far is morning sickness that is often experienced by pregnant women. Holy hooch! The moon knows nothing.
"Hiks..hiks. How'this?" The moon doesn't want to be stuck with Alvaro forever. Alvaro's threat just now was weighing heavily on his mind. If they get divorced, the Moon has no chance to see her baby again.
"I'm sorry your crybaby is my son." He said as he stroked his queen's stomach slowly. "Mom shouldn't blame your presence on your side."
For the time being the Moon chose to stay, she did not want to take any risks. In the future he may rethink the right time to end his relationship with Alvaro. The moon isn't ready if she has to leave her son.
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Finished doing his office duties in the room, Alvaro wants to rush to sleep so that tomorrow morning he is not late for work because there is a meeting with his client. But before he waded through the dream he took the time to see the Moon in the woman's room.
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Alvaro opened the door slowly, from the doorway he saw the woman was asleep. Unsatisfied to see him from a distance, he walked over to make sure. Alvaro was surprised when Moon's body appeared to sweat until his nightgown got wet. Alvaro's right hand slowly touched his wife's forehead, the body temperature of the hot Moon even his beautiful face looked pale.
Alvaro was worried, he was afraid that something bad might happen to his wife. But he recalled that Sinta's doctor told him that fever symptoms were common in first trimester pregnant women. Doctor Sinta gave him medicine if at any time the Moon has a high fever.
"Mama." The Moon's murmur on the sidelines of his sleep, the high heat made him rumble indistinctly.
Alvaro opened the nightstand drawer to look for a cure, after finding the medicinal pill he immediately chewed it and drank a glass of water that happened to have been available on the nightstand. He paid no heed to the bitter taste that was felt on his tongue, for him the health of the Moon was a top priority for him. Alvaro held back the nape of his wife's neck, gently kissing the lips of the Moon. Slowly he delivered the medicine he had chewed into his wife's mouth. His tongue encourages the drug to enter, slightly****** thin lips of the Moon. The Moon reflex swallowed the medicine until he coughed.
"Uhukk." Alvaro wiped his wife's lips with a tissue.
Alvaro stood up, he walked out of the room into the kitchen. He took the basin and filled it with warm water. After he returned to the room, Alvaro took a washcloth and clothes from the closet. Putting the items he took on the nightstand, he then sat on the side of the bed.
"Mama hix." The tears as they shed tears. "The moon is coming home."
Alvaro does not care about his wife's mess. He began to undress the nightgown that his wife was wearing, sweat pouring on the white body of her milk. He knew his wife was now ill and he had to change his wet clothes but seeing her half-naked body made his passion as a man wake up. He desperately fought his lust, especially when he removed the white bra hook that wrapped both breasts that looked crazy in Alvaro's eyes, he immediately shifted his gaze. Why does the moon wear a bra while sleeping? Wearing a bra while sleeping is not good for a woman.
Alvaro painstakingly rubbed the Moon's body with a washcloth that had been moistened with warm water slowly. He wiped the Moon's face, hands, stomach and chest. When she finished she put on the clothes she had just taken from the closet. He hoped that after this the Moon would fall asleep soundly.
Not having the heart to leave the Moon alone in the room, Alvaro decided to sleep in bed with his wife. For tonight let him sleep beside the Moon. He pulled out a blanket to wrap their bodies together. Alvaro's goals observed the beautiful face of his wife, his thin lips sometimes muttered and raved calling his mother. Maybe Moon misses Laura, Alvaro knows enough that his wife loves her mother very much. Slowly Alvaro's big hand stroked the Moon's cheek, he rubbed the clear water melt dripping in the corner of the Moon's eyes that were being closed. Did he have a bad dream? He cried in his sleep. Inner Alvaro.
His hand turned to swoop open his wife's nightgown, he gently stroked the flat stomach of the Moon. Here is his flesh-blood that grows, the child who will call him papa.
"Good boy, don't trouble your mama. Poor your mama, may your mama get well." His words seem to talk to fetuses who are in the stomach of the moon.
"Good night baby." Several times Alvaro kissed his wife's flat stomach even though he put his hands on her stomach, as if he did not want to lose them both in his life.
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