Grief (Duda But Perjaka)
My friend, my brother

''Bang?''

''Hemm,'' said Rayyan with eyes still staring down there where there is love.

Sometimes love looks at both. The two chuckled as they saw Love glaring at her eyes dislike Rayyan and Dimas.

''Seen no??'' ask Dimas.

Rayyan chuckled, You know Mas? In the past, Zahra was like that when she was upset with me. Even worse. Zahra was jealous of me because I called with Love. And love behaves that way. He was jealous of Zahra. Had they both been found, I don't know what would have happened to my wife and cousin's sister!''

He laughed until his head looked up. Kezia chuckles. ''If until you bring them together Bang, could our seventh world war because of your wife and cousin? Haha...'' Dimas laughed while Rayyan chuckled.

Kezia approached the two of them. ''What are you talking about again?? How is it that you like so much??''

Dimas laughed again. ''It's darling. Bang Rayyan said, Zahra used to be angry with him because he talked to Love. Cousin's sister. At that time Zahra had just married not with bang Rayyan? Hahaha.can you imagine that they must have been a big storm at that time. You are like Almarhumah Zahra, right?? Hahaha....''

Rayyan chuckled as well as Kezia. ''Almarhumah, Zahra's brother is indeed jealous! Evidently, if as long as he was married to bang Rayyan, Brother Zahra was always angry when it came to Love. Haha...'' Kezia laughed as he said that to the two friends.

''Hahaha.You are right Dek! Your brother is jealous of his people. Especially my life with the girls out there. Zahra would be so jealous! Though Brother Sama they have no relationship, right?'' the word Rayyan justifies Kezia's speech.

''The first time we met, I liked you. Come to think of it, this love is monkey love. But not for me. Once I like someone, then until big it is still one person I like. Once I love, I will forever love the same person who once took my heart when I was a child. Don't blame me for liking my cousin?? After all, we are not mahram. It is legal if we get married. I hope you still want and are still the same as Bang Rayyan.'' lirih Love in the heart.

The gaze of those eyes remained focused on Rayyan. Same with Rayyan. ''Why do you feel like you are always watching Brother! Do your words when you were a child still apply today? Sorry .. if you used to reject you because you were married to Zahra. Zahra is the person you loved so long ago. But somehow, Brother felt after the departure of Zahra even you who are in this heart?? Your face often appears in your dreams.''

''You look like Zahra. Very similar, dear. Even when you look at you, like you see Zahra. My brother was confused by this heart. Actually...who do you want? Ye? or is it Zahra who is gone? The problem is. You two are difficult for you to distinguish. You two are so similar. My brother was confused. Brother wants to choose you but the truth is that Zahra has already reigned in this heart. Deep down inside, Brother is still confused dear. Can't decide whose heart this will anchor??'' rayyan whispered in her heart as she stared at Love down there.

Love smiled when she saw Rayyan smiling at her. The radiance of love in both of them is currently so clearly visible. Kezia chuckled as Dimas blinked his eyes at her.

''You saw those two guys. Loving each other but unable to unite because of hindered love past both of them. As long as Rayyan has not been able to release Zahra completely, then love will not be able to survive in her heart. However, the opposite seems to be true. They both are connected to each other. Love and Zahra are one person. Just a different name. Look at the similarities and similarities of hands and at the two of them? Only a observant person can know if it is Love which is Zahra. And Zahra is present in Love. Now let bang Rayyan decide. Let him decide to whom his heart will be anchored. To the Love that is the incarnation of Zahra, or to Zahra who is the love of her past that you once took away from her..''

Kezia held Dimas' hand tightly. Dimas smiled, ''Abang is okay my dear. My best friend is a brother to me. I shouldn't have taken Zahra from him. But this is what happened to both of us. As Mami and Papi said. All of this has become the fate of the three of us. The presence of Raka and Zarra is a gift to me and to my life. God's plan is so beautiful going forward. Don't you see, if because of my two children we're both united? We're both getting married because of the two of them? Isn't all this destiny connected?? Your destiny and my destiny??''

Kezia nodded and smiled. ''Yes, Brother is right. Because of these two boys, we're both united. We didn't know anything before, did we? Yes, although actually eight years ago brother Zahra asked me. So that I can be your wife and Mama for my two nieces. All of this has become his destiny. It's strange. But this is what happened.''

''Yes, you are right. My destiny and your destiny are both tightly connected. No matter to whom this heart will be anchored, then there is the last place I find my last love. I hope all this is true. Although I am still confused by this heart because the girl I love has something in common, but still. That fate was connected to him at this moment. Hopefully there is no obstacle or anything that will be able to unite us both.'' Rayyan said to his brother-in-law and brother-in-law.