Grief (Duda But Perjaka)
Still in a state of mourning
"Mommy, wake. We're home, you know," ucp Rayyan whispered in Alisa's mom's ear.
She hugged Mami alisa a little tight. Kepalaya he leaned on the arms of mami alisa who is currently sednag in massage by snag Brother. Brother Ira.
"Patience, Deck. Mak needs time. You are istiraat gih. Let sister and sister Annisa accompany Mak here. You haven't slept since last night, Dek." Said Kak Ira softly while rubbing the head of his sister with it.
Rayyan shook her head. "Well sleep here, brother. Can you sleep on my brother's lap?" rayyan asked with teary eyes and looked at her elder brother.
Ira smiled and nodded. "May, lie down." His word to Rayyan who immediately laid his body in the lap of his eldest brother.
Bang Raga smiled looking at his sister-in-law. He knew that Rayyan was still lying at this time. As he knew, that Oma Dewi was so close to him. That before Alisa's mother suckled her, Oma Dewilah took care of Rayyan.
The Bhaskara family is still in mourning. They still remember the deceased who had just left when he was already dusk. Opa Angga who still survive. It also does not know when.
Because when he faced Oma Dewi for the last time, he had said :
"If you go, then I'll come with you. I will ask God to come with you soon. What good am I to live if you are no longer beside me. You are my life and also my death. We both have no parents. Many relatives. Many grandchildren too. I can't deny that. But this is me who loves you so much. I'll go if you go too. I'm waiting for you to pick me up, honey. Pick me up when the appointed time comes for me. Yea?" he said last night while talking to the Oma Dewi one last time before he breathed his last.
The Bhaskara family needs time to get up. They are mourning right now. They just lost one of the people they care about.
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A week passed.
Rayyan Sudh arrived in Jakarta today. And sednag sat with the love that he stayed for a week because he returned to Medan to be able to attend the funeral of Oma Dewi.
"That's a big deal, huh?" tanya Cinta is worried to see Rayya who is so lethargic and not excited.
Right now Rayyan was closing her eyes on the sofa of their living room. There's Azka and Papa Azlan there accompanying Love. As long as Rayyan goes, they are the ones who take care of Love.
While mami Zahra can not accompany Love. Because he is currently in Germany following Papi Riandra who served there for two weeks.
Tomorrow, mami Zahra and papi Riandra will return home from Germany and go straight to the house of Rayyan and Love. So it was Papa Azlan and Azka who accompanied Love until Rayyan returned. Azka has just caught up with Rayyan to the airport at the request of her sister's Love. Brother's father's different mother.
Love looked down at Rayyan who did not understand his words.
"I'm sorry, 'cause I you came home fast. Sorry, because my presence is bothering you and your family is currently grieving!"
The deg!
The deg!
Rayyan Spontn opened her eyes when she heard the words Love. He saw the Love that had passed into the kitchen to eat. Rayyan stared at the back of Love that had left her.
Papa Azlan sighed. "Son, your wife is sad because she hasn't seen you this week. He missed you so much this week. Love never stops contacting just to ask for news about you. He's so worried about you. Stool him. He needs you now. Remember, Son. Cintadnag. Hormones in his body often make him sad and laugh when the mood is good. Don't make him misunderstand your behavior that you wab his words." Papa Lan said to rest on his daughter-in-law.
Rayyan lowered her head.she felt guilty for making Love sad because of her. Love is always worried about her.
Still remembered by him, if Cinta contacted him every two hours to be able to land his voice.
Rayyan nodded, "Yes, pa. Sorry for my behavior just now. I'm still grieving" said Rayyan immediately following the request that is currently preparing lunch for all of them.