Grief (Duda But Perjaka)
Grief (Duda but Perjaka ) The end

After performing the morning prayers, the two are now sitting at the dining table. It's five o'clock in thirty minutes.

Love with closed eyes, forced to sit at the dining table together with Rayyan who was currently pouring rice into their dinner plates both of them.

Two plates. "Eat first, baby. Come on, brother's a bribe." He said to Cinta who is now being closed in the dining chair of the two of them.

With her long black hair still wet, Love still forced her mouth open to take a bribe from Rayyan.

Luckily for the two of them, Mami Alisa is always deft and remembers about eating them both. Before returning home last night, Mami Alisa gave one bushel to Rayyan for breakfast.

This is what they are doing right now. Breakfast with a tired body and also very sleepy, both of them impose the will to eat first before going to bed.

Although very heavy, both of them still force to eat. They will sleep after breakfast. Finished breakfast, now Rayyan put the dirty plate in the kitchen sink without washing it.

Not unwilling to wash, but they were currently so sleepy at the moment. Walking through the walls, Love tries to find a light switch to turn off all the lights in their house.

After that they both went into the room and immediately broke down the two of them. Arriving in bed, the two fell apart by hugging each other.

Love tightens itself to Rayyan when she feels the roar of AC so cold that it pokes into the bone.

Rayyan smiled, hugging the body of Love tightly. They fell asleep until the sun had risen and almost drowned again.

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Love is there when you hear the melodious all over. "Euumm.. What time is it??" say Love with a voice.

He groped and saw their whole room in complete darkness. Love flinches when they realize they are asleep for the whole day.

As fast as lightning Love ran away to the bathroom after she turned on her room light which made Raayyan blink her eyes.

He sat down by leaning himself on the head of the bed. He picked up his phone and saw what time it was.

The deg!

His eyes were bolted when he realized that the clock had shown the time to pray maghrib. "Astaghfiullah! We passed dhuhur with ashar!! Oh, God, love!!" her exclamation when realizing that Love is not in the room with her.

The love that had just finished barren out of the bathroom was already fully clothed. "Mandi Bang's. The Maghrib. We pray first," he told Rayyan to make the young man who is now the husband of Love was stunned to see his beautiful paradise angel at this time.

Rayyan smiled. "Of course, are we together? Wait Brother!"

"Sure!" sahut Cinta immediately gave a new towel that he took from the closet and he gave it to Rayyan. But Rayyan took the towel that was slung over Love's shoulder.

After the bath, Rayyan and Cinta performed the congregational maghrib prayer and also had dinner with the side dish that the Morning had Cinta heated.

After the meal, the two sat on the balcony with a cup of warm chocolate milk and snacks that were available there.

The little snack that Mami Alisa made two days ago, was especially for the two of them. Rayyan and Cinta sit on a chair on the balcony of Rayyan's room, with Cinta currently in Rayyan's warm embrace.

"Darling?"

"Hum?" sahut Cinta while looking up to Rayyan

"You haven't told Brother Loh, about Grief?" Love turned to Rayyan who was currently embracing her.

They sat in long chairs with Rayyan hugging Love while sitting with their legs crossed. While Love was laying her head on the chest of Rayyan's field that last night had just braved her.

Love smiled hearing Rayyan's question of Grief. "Hem... Grief?"

"Yes, Grief! What about Grief? What does suffering mean??" rayyan asked again, getting curious while looking down a little to see Love.

Love chuckles small. "No idea about Bang. Adek remembered about Brother who was a virgin until last night when he touched me for the first time. When with Brother Zahra, you never feel like last night? Because of her stained self?"

Rayyan nodded. "Really! He could not touch her because there were seeds in her body from others. And our religion forbids a husband who marries her because of the responsibility to raise her because he already has the seeds of others because of his actions. Brother can touch her when she's done giving birth and her puerperium is over." Obviously Rayyan made Love nod in agreement.

"Then from that, adek gave the title of Brother with DUKA. Which means, Duda but Perjaka! Brother became a widower when brother Zahra left Abang. But still in virgin condition. Brother never once touched me when I was pregnant with the twins. I remember that time. If these lips, just touch my old lips. And last night, for the second time this lip touched me. But not with my whole body. You got my new self."

"You're a widower but a Virgin when you marry me. Love Azlan Dharmawan. Which is your old wife's drip. You married me with widower status but you are still a virgin. This is what I mean. Grief stands for Duda but Perjaka! Brother understands?" love said to Rayyan who was now smiling widely.

"Yes, you understand my love, my life, my breath, my heavenly angel! You're everything to me. Brother chose you because you can make up for my flaws."

"But Brother has no flaws whatsoever! Perfect brother!"

"No dear, my love is not perfect if there is no you by my side. Promise me you won't leave me one day if something happens in our household! Promise baby!"

Love nodded and smiled, "Sure, I won't leave you like I used to. We will live and die together. We will build our homes in joy and sorrow! Not Grief for Brother huh?" Rayyan laughs. "But sorrow if one day comes near us! Adek promised you brother! My life and death are with you only my husband, Bang Rayyan. Forever only you, nothing else! Adek promised!"

Rayyan smiled, "Thank you dear! Accept it! Cups!" said Rayyan increasingly tightened the embrace in the body of Love who is currently in his arms.

Now and then, the two of them would live together in joy and sorrow. This grief has now earned the last place for him to dock.

The love that was once gone, has now returned again in a new form to perfect their love. And yes! Their love has been all along with the union of the two of them forever. And for life and faith will always be together.

Grief. Duda but Perjaka is done. The Grief has found his love that once left him is now back to live with him.

The End's