Grief (Duda But Perjaka)
Similar but different

Rayyan was still stunned by the words Love. Where does love know that word. It was Rayyan's words to Zahra when she was a child and when she was a teenager.

Rayyan was still staring at Love who was currently busy cooking. A glimpse of the past memories is reflected in Rayyan's memory.

''Abang!''

''Hem,'' Rayyan said. Love pouting.

Not hearing the voice of Love, Rayyan turned her head. Seen the face of ayu Love pouted at him. Rayyan chuckles. ''Why, hem?''

''Akek hungry!'' ketus Love on Rayyan still with her pouting face.

Rayyan laughs. ''All right.. all right.. What do you want to eat?'' rayyan asked Love who was currently following her.

''So much Brother!'' ketus again.

Rayyan laughed again. ''Do you have an omelette, huh? You can't cook another. It should be yes, you cooked for brother! It's no! Quite the contrary!'' Rayyan laughed again as she said that.

Love is getting sullen. ''I don't dare you, brother! Afraid of the oil pouring into Adek's hands! Look, all these black-and-black gegara adek told to cook with Mami! Adek can't Brother!'' he said still with a frown.

Rayyan turned her head on the arm of love which was indeed her many black-black marks. Rayyan laughed again. Love is growing sullen.

''You have to learn to cook, so that one day if you come here again you can cook for Brother, understand?''

Love frowning. ''I don't want to! Fear, the oil is hot and it hurts so much that hands!'' answer love still with a frown.

''Means that if the story is told, Brother will not come here often. Why do you come here often, if you are hungry, you have to cook yourself? Loss dong? have a cousin sister who is a girl but can not airline bolt her brother?''

Love looks up. ''OKAY. Adek will be diligent in learning to cook but you have to come here often huh? Every holiday you should come here often! Adek promise. Adek will learn to cook with Mami. Nami also often said, if you want to be loved by a man, first you must be able to cook a good. So that the man can stay with him. Take Papi Rian for example now. Although Papi Rian is not Papi adek, but adek already consider his Papi adek. Because from birth, the only one who knows is Papi Rian. Not Papa Azlan.'' lirih Cinta with his own face.

''Son?? Rayyan!!''

The deg!

''Well yes, what is Love?'' rayyan asked Love.

The love that was cooking was shocked. He looked at Rayyan. ''Why ''Abang? How is love anyway? Mami loh.'' said to Rayyan while chuckling.

Mami Alisa chuckles as well as Papi Gilang. Rayyan surprised. He realized he was wrong. Rayyan smiled awkwardly. He scratched his non-itchy nape.

Mami Alisa laughs. Rayyan approached Mami and sat down next to her. ''What is Mi? Sorry. that was my brother daydreaming.'' Rayyan replied with a slight grimace of embarrassment.

Papi Gilang chuckled. ''What are you thinking about? Until only the so-called Love? Your mother asked?'' said Papi Gilang still with a small ruckus on his lips.

Love who hears her twists a lazy eyeball. ''Ck. That was bad time, brother! Try to remember, how long have we not met??''

''Emm.. maybe.. five years time huh?'' rayyan replied

Love throbbing. ''That's it?''

Rayyan chuckles. ''Yes ''yes. It was a long time ago, right?''

''Yes, it was a long time ago. My brother is busy with school and the twins! Not to mention I was busy going back and forth between Medan and Bandung. Dizziness I made Mami with Papi! But yeah how?? They're both my parents right??''

Rayyan agreed. He looked at Love with a look that was not like anything. Rayyan looked away at Zahra and Love.

''They are both similar but different. But why do I feel that love is Zahra?? Faces are similar, but are they the same? But just now, when I finished bathing I felt if the fragrant body of Love is exactly like Zahra? What's this really about?? Why do I feel such an awkward thing here?? Is it possible that someone who has not come back?? As soon as I don't! A dead man cannot come back! There is a barrier between the human world and the grave. The dead are still there until doomsday comes. So, what's this?? '' inner Rayyan whispered ria when she saw Love who was cooking so deftly.

Love is different. Five years hasn't met with her so many changes at the moment. If in the past Love could not cook, now Love is very deft can cook just like Zahra.

Zahra is also very smart and adept at cooking. Rayyan stared at Love without blinking with both hands clasping each other but the eyes were not broken from staring at Love which is currently still frying the crackers of the desire of the twins.

''Easy. Let's eat? Soon Maghrib loh.'' said Love to all his.

''Aseeekkk.. euuyy crackers!!'' woe Raka so liked with her favorite shrimp crackers.

Zarra also followed. ''Thanks Mami! My mom is the best! Your the best Mom!'' zarra exclaimed at Love who was currently staring deeply at Rayyan.

Rayyan chuckled, and she looked at Love. Love lowered. He took the plate immediately and served it first to Papi Gilang and Mami Alisa.

''Hemm... yummy bsnget have another daughter, isn't it baby? If Kinara was home, it would have been like this. But unfortunately Papi's daughter was with her husband.'' lirih Papi Gilang.

Mami Alisa stroked the middle-aged arm. ''Let Kinara be with Her Husband. All this time he always waited for Ali until his son was five years old. It is a little different from Rayyan. We did not persuade him to accept Adam's proposal? But what did Kinara say?''

''During her time she would live a widow if her husband did not return. He was sure that Ali would come back to him. And yes, as has been his belief all along. Ali came back when he almost received Adam's proposal because of our insistence. Papi salute him. But Papi felt so guilty about her. If it wasn't for Ali, maybe Kinara would never have accepted Papi as her Papi again. You remember the incident about your sister Annisa right Bang??''

Rayyan nodded, she sighed. ''Really. Adek was angry when Papi Gegara Papi tried to discredit the relationship of bang Tama and sister Annisa. My brother was in it too. Heh. That brother. Truly, she was a woman who was so patient and firm yet, her heart was so fragile when it came to her husband. His strength is Ali. Just like Brother. My brother used to have that power. Not anymore with now. Everything feels different when Zahra has left us for good...''

The deg!

The deg!

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Noh, spoilers for Mak Cinta with Papinya will be released again. Pantengin keep ye?