
Tian is not counting the days. Tian recalled with certainty that it had been over a week that he had really put his whole mind into thinking about what kind of decision he should take. On the other hand as a man Tian already wanted Arini to be his real wife, on the other hand Tian was not even sure of Arini's feelings.
Is it not too selfish if he wants Arini completely while Arini does not necessarily want it..? Then is he also ready if later caught in a dilemma like Rico experienced ? Tian shook his head. It was terrifying.
Tian himself is not sure whether later he will be able to stop, or just become like Rico who eventually continues to drown himself because he can not control himself and emotions, so forget that like whether their women interpret the relationship itself. Because just like Lila, Arini was even willing to marry just because she wanted Tian to cope with all the care costs of her father. How much love an Arini has for his father, and how a jerk it would be if Tian took a chance in it.
That night, shortly after he decides to follow Rico, who chooses alcohol to forget the grievous consequences of his absurd relationship with Lila, Tian, who initially drank together, finally decided to become a crowd of Rico's excitement drunk, so he had to deploy some of his bodyguards to drive Rico home.
Since that night Tian did not return to the apartment. Tian decided to stay in his special room at the headquarters of Indotama Group, trying to make peace with his selfishness that has taken a very heavy decision, namely trying to keep a distance with Arini, while hoping in less than six months Sadana Ramdhan must find the right heart donor. Because if in the period of six months as in the agreement ended and Arini's father still has not found a donor, while Saraswati's desire to get the heir of the Djenar family from Arini has not yet materialized, while the desire Saraswati to get the heir of the Djenar family from Arini has not been realized, the thing that Tian feared the most was that Saraswati would not remain silent, and then make a decision that would affect the care of Arini's father.
After such a difficult decision that night, Tian was really trying to ignore Arini. But unfortunately just a week more do stupid things that Tian already felt his heart was so tormented. How not, Tian even had to put in a lot of effort not to try to touch the remote opener of the glass wall curtain coverings that had previously been his new hobby, he said, and Tian even had to hold his head up as he walked through the rows of cubicles that one of them occupied Arini.
But this afternoon when Tian accidentally found a pair of Arini's eyes attached to him, either Tian hallucinated or not. but he could feel a spark of longing in both clear eyeballs.
Keep thinking about Arini, making Tian unconscious if he was in front of the door of his apartment.
Tian had given up. Arini's face in the afternoon continued to shadow her, making Tian feel like he would die if he didn't see that face right now.
Pressing a row of numbers is none other than the date of his marriage with Arini on the door access control installed on the apartment door. Somehow Tian felt his heart warm up while doing so.
The apartment door opened, Tian stepped slowly. For a moment he was glued when he saw Arini who was lying on the living room sofa. The girl fell asleep right facing the door.
‘Is Arini waiting for him?’
Inner Tian as he approached with slow steps.
Staring fixed on that slumbering face, Tian's heart was like being fed by the cold mountain water. So is this what it feels like to be waited for by someone who wants him to come home..?
“Arini.”
Call Tian slowly, after realizing he would never be satisfied enough as he continued to stare at that sleepy innocent face.
Silent.
Just a regular gentle breath from there. Apparently Arini was really asleep. Tian could not wake him.
Tian leaned over, carried Arini's sleeping body and brought her to the room. Throughout his steps swayed his eyes could not be separated staring at a plain face without makeup whose head drooped weakly in his chest. Tian smiled at the sweet sight.
Arriving in Tian's room immediately laid Arini's body on the bed. He looked back at the face for a moment before deciding to enter the bathroom.
Out of the bathroom first Tian did is just watch Arini's body is still rolled on his bed.
Tian smiled, with his eyes looking at Arini, he opened his watch and put it on the nightstand, put his suit in the laundry basket and for a moment he seemed to wake up and undo his intention who had just intended to unbutton his shirt.
Tian undoes his intention to sleep bare-chested like his sleeping habits so far, he does not want to make Arini shocked if he finds him half naked on the same bed with him.
Finally Tian decided to just unbutton the shirt on his wrist and then roll the sleeve of his shirt up to the elbow and open two buttons on his shirt.
Tian climbed up onto the bed in a slow motion like fear of waking the angel who was sleeping in the dream cradle, positioning himself facing right on the face of Arini whose head position happened to also turn towards Tian.
Tian smiled inwardly at the sight that could somehow be so soothing to his heart. Tian continued to stare at that face until he did not realize since when he had fallen asleep into his sleep.
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Lila could hear the sound of the car engine stopping down there. Lila memorized that it was Rico's car.
Lila still clearly remembered, since when she always pretended to sleep like this. Lila was so embarrassed to admit that since Rico never again asked for her rights as a husband, all of Lila's feelings became barren. Lila does not understand what makes Rico change. Is that fast that playboy guy getting tired of him ?
Ahhe.. Lila really misses her husband's mischief, but what is the power of her being too embarrassed to ask Rico's explanation let alone ask for a living mindfully..?
No. gabe.. No. gabe.. How could he possibly do such an embarrassing thing..?
As a result, Lila chose to pretend to sleep every night when the man came home, hoping Rico would hug and disturb his sleep like the previous nights, like the previous ones, although Lila eventually had to swallow disappointed because Rico seemed to have turned into a figure that Lila no longer recognized.
The subtle sound that arose due to Rico's slow steps on the room tiles could even be heard clearly, but he was still motionless despite his enormous chest.
While Rico who just arrived in the room can immediately catch the sight of the figure of a woman's body wrapped in a blanket sleeping on her back.
Rico glanced at the clock on his wrist. At one o'clock in the morning. Rico breathed heavily.
Since the incident about a week ago Rico was always deliberately home late at night even in the morning just to avoid Lila.
Like the previous nights Rico would find Lila already asleep, and the next day when he woke up Lila would have gone to work. They never talk, and that's not all.. Rico even stopped touching Lila.
Well. this could be a record, because it was recorded since the beginning of marriage, Rico never even absent touching Lila even though no matter day, night, or morning. Rico also never cared whether Lila was tired, just came home from work, or even had fallen asleep though, Rico could always make Lila bend her knees and ask for her rights whenever she wanted.
Rico went into the bathroom with a troubled mind.
‘Sial.’
Rico cursed in his heart. His toughest challenge every time he saw Lila was his junior who always just woke up. Rico does not even understand why often close to his wife his desire for maleness is always dusty without being able to be dammed. As a result every night inevitably Rico had to flutter his body to cool the boiling blood or by forced to play solo so that the junior can be put to sleep again.
Like tonight Rico decided to flutter his body for a moment before finally coming out of the bathroom, wearing a t-shirt and boxer pants first before going up to the side of his bed.
Rico glanced at Lila's back on the other side of the bed. He really misses that woman. Rico longs to hug her like the previous nights.indu wants to feel the sweetness of their lips.want to taste every inch of smooth skin.and especially miss the hot activities they routinely do..
Akh !!
Rico grimaced when he realized that his mind had started traveling everywhere just by looking at Lila's back.
Preventing him from acting out of control and pouncing on his wife mercilessly, Rico turns around and turns to Lila. Trying to close your eyes, dispelling wild fantasies that seem to be competing
dirtying his perverted brain.
No. no. before he could decipher the meaning of their relationship, before he could dive into Lila's heart and mind, he said, and most importantly before he himself felt ready to accept the reality he had to face when he found the answers to all of his questions, Rico had already decided to prepare himself first.
Rico was determined to do all that, and that meant he had to give up all his selfishness, emotional overflow and lust first.
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