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“Do I really have no right to be told about what really happened in the apartment last night ?”
Tian sighed for a moment, realizing that he currently had no more gaps to dodge. “Only nosy people are news hunters.” concluded Tian briefly, reluctant to discuss it.
Arini sneers. “That's Haris said.
While you yourself even think of other possibilities that are certainly more serious than just a news hunter, right?”
Tian fell silent, inwardly acknowledging Arini's thought path that could even guess and dive into what was struggling in his mind.
“Should...if you want me to be able to easily accept and understand all of this, shouldn't you also be able to tell the truth ?”
“Heh, you are actually
discuss what..?” still trying to avoid the conversation.
“I'm discussing ‘the invisible people’ has around me !”.
Tian choked, gulped his saliva, feeling his suddenly twisted tongue.
“I.. honestly I don't like it if my life becomes like this.”
“To be like this ?” reset Tian.
Arini nodded with certainty. “Whatever the reason, this is very unfair. You can't handle someone's life like that.”
‘...Can't handle one's life ? cih, I can even easily control the lives of everyone around me if I want, then why not control the life of someone who is my wife.?’.
Tian threw his face away while smiling wryly. “Is it ? haven't you been able to do anything all this time.?”
“That was before. Before I knew that being free to do anything according to your version was to monitor every inch of my activity and whatever I did. I don't even know how you could do it. I also need privacy, I don't like to imagine that there are always your people around me wherever I am like a ghost. That's terrible.” Arini said at length.
Tian was silent again.
‘...and this is what I fear, Arini.your unpreparedness to accept my life like this. You said it was horrible ? heh.no.
horrible, but boring, and I will continue to live with my boring life, even though I myself do not want to.’
Tian took a breath for a moment, looking at Arini's face deeply. “Arini. You just need to be indifferent, live the day as usual as if you don't know anything, make yourself comfortable as if nothing has changed from yesterday. That way, what you consider terrible.it probably won't be that bad..”.
“But I don't.”
“If you are fussy with their presence, you indirectly complicate them. Do not trouble them, let them work, because just like any other job, the work they do is also the way they connect and support their families at home. If you can make peace with all this, it means you have helped make it easier for them to do their work which is actually at high risk, which is certainly not as easy as what others think.”
Arini looked at him. “Indeed you don't feel sick of living like that ?”
Tian laughed discordantly. He walked to the bed and sat himself there. “Muak ? I don't know.I've been through all this even since I haven't really understood how hard life is. At first I was also upset half to death, my grandmother and my late father.I even felt they were willing to rob me of my life. But after making peace with my own selfishness, I was finally able to make peace with the situation, accept it. then get used to it.” Tian shrugged his shoulders indifferently at the end of the sentence.
Arini breathed out slowly. Tian's simple sentence was quite capable of touching the recesses of his heart. Arini felt embarrassed when she realized again the sensitivity instinct of her conscience was very lacking.
This day he was too busy thinking about himself, not accepting Tian's decision, busy thinking in the future he was no longer free to do everything as usual, he said, why did some Tian rules like the presence of an asep mang made him not accept, moreover knowing Tian had put a number of people to watch over him all this time irritated him.
Hhhhh.he even forgot to think that as Tian said earlier.if he was fussy with their presence, he indirectly helped make things difficult for them. Well. they. a number of Tian's men who he did not know was so agile to know and supervise all his movements during this time, being a substitute for Tian's eyes so that the man easily knew everything that concerned him was no exception.
“So you think I'm being selfish right now?”
“Slight,”
Arini was silent again. Think for a moment
as if I was weighing something. Tian had already done so much for him, even now that he was here, receiving all the kindness the man had done for his father and himself..
‘Arini.. how could you possibly repay all this kindness of Tian ? Then why now fuss over something that even Tian did solely for your own safety?’
Arini swallowed her own saliva receiving a reprimand coming from the depths of her heart.
‘Even he has not done anything to avenge all that Tian has done for him.more so for father.’.
“I understand what you
feel this moment. But please understand also.for this matter, with great regret I cannot do it. You agree or not. You still have to accept it,”
Arini took a deep breath, before looking for the right sentence to say what she had decided earlier. After all, as Tian said just now, he even had to still accept Tian's decision no matter if he agreed or not.
The man was selfish, but Arini still believed that from this moment he decided not to.
just close your eyes, but close your ears, shut your mouth, and accept everything as Tian wants.
“You ask for more gift ?” Tian glared.
“I have to be good at finding opportunities. And as always, I want something your money can't buy,”
Tian put on a smile. “Alright.. now what else is ?”
“Yakin want to grant ?”
“I have to hear it first. I told you, there are things I can't do, Im just a human.”
“Just calm down, I won't ask you to bring one of the planets..”
Tian laughed. “Alright.. then what ?”
Arini thought for a moment, thinking about what she really wanted right now ?
‘Tian.’
Egh.., his heart is this why ? all of a sudden
calling out the name Tian just like that. But for a moment Arini seemed to realize, that the man who was waiting for his answer with this smile.
Sebastian the son of Djenar with his life.. Arini realized that for her, Tian's entire life was like a mysterious passageway, which if Arini tried to enter into it. then he would be lost..!
Arini's heart was like a fool. Tian
even know all about him.. can even do what he wants the most. about father... prepare a surprise as sweet as this.. then what about him ? so far what has he done for Tian ? It doesn't seem like there yet. Tian knew all about himself, and he didn't even know what the man wanted..
“Answers,” reflex Arini says.
‘Yah.. I want to get an answer.. about what you are like..? what do you want..? what is.’
“Answers ?” repeated Tian, breaking off a number of question sentences in Arini's heart. Tian's eyebrows look linked.
“Yups. I want whatever I ask, then I will get the answer.” Arini smiled mysteriously.
“Then I don't want to,”
“Egh ? Why ? I'm not asking for a planet.”
“Because I don't have an overview, what kind of questions will you ask later.”
“Random ?”
“No..”
“Only tonight only.”
“The same is the case with opening opportunities for you to create traps. Big no..! I disagree,” Tian still shook his head, making Arini glare.
‘It turns out this guy is not easily duped.’
Arini looked at Tian pouting.
“I don't care, tonight I will keep asking you many things, until you get tired of refusing to answer !”
That plain face came back again. A pair of enlarged eyes, a lip that cut two centi, a very perfect stubborn expression.
Tian laughed out loud as he looked back at that heart-pleasing sight, but despite that, Tian's head kept shaking his head many times, still rejecting Arini's strange request.. even though that pair of eyes had already glared perfectly towards him.
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“This is his order, mom,”
Rudi handed over two white crackle bags with the logo of a super market which was immediately greeted enthusiastically by Arini.
“Thank you, Rudi.”
“Sama-sama, Miss Arini. I also have to check dinner readiness first.”
As soon as Rudi passed Arini directly
closing the room door. Carrying the two white crackles, he simply took a wrapper and put it in a paper bag containing doraemon pajamas, storing the rest into a wadrobe.
“I want to take a shower first.” Arini immediately rushed into the bathroom, ignoring the pair of eyes that were watching her closely.
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