Helper Pervishes
Chapter 40. Expressions Feelings

Since Selvie's pregnancy, the situation at the Milano residence has become increasingly grim. Morgan became uncomfortable at home as Utari continued to avoid him. Selvie becomes often emotional as Morgan rarely returns home. On his own, he rarely went out of the room. As for the helpers, they are more often in the back of the house. They are afraid of being sprayed Selvie, if the pregnant woman's mood is bad they will all be affected.

One night, Morgan came home drunk. At 1 p.m., he started pounding on Utari's locked room from the inside.

Tok tok tok tok

“Utari, open the door dear. I want to talk,” cried Morgan.

Buk buk buk

Morgan no longer knocks, he starts to hit the door of the room and then calls the name Utari getting louder.

“Utari, open the door. Let me talk for a minute Utari,” Morgan's reset.

Due to the commotion, Utari finally got up and opened the door of the room.

“Tari, you don't want to see me anymore. I miss you so much,” said Morgan then lay down his tall body in Utari's arms.

“Master, why drink again?” utari said she was concerned about Morgan's situation.

“Trust me Utari, the baby in Selvie's womb is not my son. I'll definitely show you the results of the DNA test. Trust me,” please Morgan.

“I yes sir, I believe,” Utari said yes. All his life, he'd never seen Morgan as fragile as it was. To appease Morgan Utari returned his embrace while patting Morgan on the back.

Apparently on the other side of the room, Selvie was standing staring at Utari and Morgan who were still hugging. Sukma and also Wiwi stood not far from where Selvie stood.

“Utari, I miss you. At the end of this you keep avoiding me, I also want to meet Miracle,” oceh Morgan.

“Master, how about I bring master to master's room?” ask Utari.

“No, I want to sleep with you. Please don't turn me down again,” Morgan said.

Utari can't do anything. He feels sorry for Morgan but also pity to see Selvie. The pregnant woman was shedding tears. Seen from his endless hands wiping his cheeks. He must be sad to see the husband he loves is hugging another woman in front of him.

“What should I do?” judi Utari's.

“Master, come on,” Utari took Morgan to her bed. As usual the man fell asleep as soon as he leaned on the bed.

Utari then walked out of the room with Miracle in her arms. He immediately approached his mother. “Can we sleep with mom?” ask Utari. His mother glanced less happy because she always felt very disturbed when with Utari, let alone room together. “There is something I want to talk to mom about, about the mother's offer at that time,” Utari continued.

After a moment of glancing towards Selvie. Utari immediately followed her mother. Once in the mother's room, Utari immediately put Miracle's body on the bed not how soft it was.

Utari then sat beside Miracle, while the mother sat in a chair in front of her.

“What mother's offer still apply?” ask Utari.

“You can finally think wisely! I will prepare everything. When are you going to leave here?” answer Sukma.

“Quickly,” Reply Utari.

Yes, the last few days Utari did continue to think. He and Morgan are never together again. If Utari becomes selfish anyway wants to have Morgan then there are many who will get hurt. He had better leave, Morgan Selvie and their son could have a chance to reconcile and get along. If Utari stays in the house, she is only a hindrance to their relationship.

“Alright, tomorrow mom prepare the money,” said Sukma.

And that is also what has been a concern for Sukma for the past few days. Where did the boy go. What the Mokey gang has arrested him for not paying debts. What if he was tortured or even killed?

At that instant Sukma's face looked increasingly worried.

“No no, hopefully nothing happens to Eko. Tomorrow after Selvie gives the money, I'll call the Mokey to pay half Eko's debt. There is no way they arrest Eko, they have not charged here means the payment deadline is not over, the inner” of Sukma while being confused. He did not even focus on Utari's words.

“Bu, if mother has no money. Can you call your family in the village? For a while I can stay at the family home,” Utari said but not seen by Sukma. The woman thought of something.

“Bu,” call Utari once again.

“Bu, mom worrying brother Eko?” guess Utari while holding Sukma's shoulder. There is no more thing that can make Sukma's mother worried other than her brother.

“I don't think of anyone. You just go from this house so that the burden of mother can be slightly reduced,” said Sukma ketus then rise from his chair. He was about to walk out of that room.

“Bu.”

“You just sleep here, let me find another room for me to sleep tonight,” said Sukma then out of it.

After Sukma died, Utari immediately lay down beside Miracle. He thought about the circumstances around him. He eventually relented and left.

The next morning in the room where Morgan was asleep. Utari went silently to the room to pick up some of Miracle's clothes and supplies.

Before Utari came out of the room, she looked at Morgan who was sound asleep. Slowly there came a feeling of guilt in Utari's mind.

“I'm sorry sir, I can feel the sincere feeling of master you gave me. But I can't accept that anymore.”

Slowly one by one step Utari came closer, until finally he stood right on the bed. Utari decided to sit there and then started rubbing Morgan's hand.

“Maybe one day I will regret what I did. I send you happy masters with the right people.”

Unknowingly Utari's body was already lying before Morgan. He looked at the man's face full. For the last time Utari looked at him that close, then he would go far away from Morgan's face.

Suddenly Morgan's hand clasped Utari's hand. It turns out he's awake. Out of shock, Utari was about to get up from the bed but her intention was uncoversed, her hand held tightly by Morgan.

“Where do you want Utari?” ask Morgan. Slowly he opened his eyes then looked at the face of Utari who was still lying beside him. His hand rubbed Utari's face while pleading. “Do not go,” he said raucously.

Utari stared at her increasingly intensely, a hint of guilt seeping into her mind. Especially after the remark do not leave Morgan. Should he stay.

Utari almost shed tears, he tried to make the liquid thing fertilized his eyes did not melt out.

“I just love you. A feeling I never realized. I've been in love with you for a long time, before Selvie came into this house. I think this feeling is just because my sense of responsibility wants to keep you. Turns out I was wrong, I wanted you Utari. That's why I never glanced at other women, it turns out that from the beginning there was only you, the little girl who grew up cheerful until now, like now,” Morgan reveals all the feelings he has had on his bank so far. He doesn't want to lie anymore.

Tears just came out of Utari's eyes. Hearing Morgan's sincere confession, Utari's heart became indecisive. He didn't want to leave Morgan. He also loved the man in front of him…

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