
At midnight Utari woke up from her sleep. A small bed in the treatment room, a bed that is only enough to accommodate one person to sleep there Utari slept for almost 3 months. He had never been anywhere, he had always been in that room to accompany Miracle.
Intention to go to the restroom he paused, he stood for a moment beside the bed Miracle staring at his little baby who still did not show any progress.
Utari clasped Miracle's little hand and then kissed her.
"Don't wake up, don't leave mama, all this time mama survived just because of you. If you finally give up, then mama will go far away. Mama's gonna leave everything here. Mama will live alone in a foreign place to punish herself for neglecting to look after you. My mother does not deserve the love of anyone. Mama please wake up," whispered Utari quietly near Miracle, remembering the doctor's remark earlier this afternoon, that it is very rare for a baby to remain in a coma for more than 3 months. Their organ function is still too weak, coma for too long will interfere with their growth including cell development in the body. So if Miracle hadn't come to her senses in the past month then there wasn't a single drug that could help her.
Utari cried. His hopes for Miracle's recovery were still so great. He knew his son was struggling to wake up. There was no way he could let his child go, no matter what happened Utari still wanted Miracle to wake up and heal like before.
Morgan entered the room.
"Cotless?" Morgan ran over to Utari who was crying while hugging Miracle.
Morgan pulled Utari's body so as not to overstimulate Miracle.
"Tari, why is it like this? If it's like this we'll hurt Miracle."
"Is it true that Mirey we won't survive? The doctor said if there was no change then the age would not be until another month," Utari sobbed in Morgan's chest.
"Dance down, listen, Doctor Miracle means it's too small. His chances of survival were too small. Now he lives only because of the supporting device in his body."
Utari breaks away from Morgan's arms, looking up at the tall man in front of her.
"So so? You also ended up giving up on our son?" lirih.
"Not so, I'll try to do anything for him. Now I just feel sorry, I feel sorry for Miracle, it's in a lot of pain now. And I feel sorry for you too. You're not doing anything, anywhere. You keep crouching in this room. Even the doctors are now starting to worry about you," Morgan rubbed his face in frustration.
"I knew this was going to happen, I knew you were going to be like this. You never intended to cure him. Every day you try to persuade me to leave it, you want me to leave this room, you keep telling me to go home for a bath. You must be sick of seeing us. Actually you're the bad one, what kind of father are you?" utari shouted while walking backwards away from Morgan.
Morgan moved forward to capture Utari. He knew that since Miracle was sick, Utari had become irrational. Especially after hearing the doctor's words this afternoon. Menhadi utari often urinate. He was angry, sad and felt guilty.
"Calm down, I'm not who you think I am. I said that only because I was worried about you" Morgan hugged Utari again.
While Utari, he could not move back and forth anymore. Sometimes he hit Morgan in the chest and cried there.
After a while, when Tari had calmed down, Morgan approached Miracle. While holding Utari's hand, he also grasped Miracle's hand.
"Mirey, see your mama? The end of this is very bad. He hits papa, he gets angry if papa is persuading him. He also rarely eats, rarely sleeps. She cries every night because of you. Papa never saw her smile again. Son, tell your mama it's not good like that. Say 'mama must take care of health'," while Morgan glanced at Utari who was wiping her tears.
Morgan continued his conversation with little Mirey, he discussed his daily life while at the office. He discusses his company which is now rising again.
"Son, look at your mama. He can sleep for hours sitting next to your bed. Papa's afraid your mama's gonna slouch before she gets old. Mirey had a hunchback mom."
"Uagh," cried Morgan because he was beaten by Utari.
"I won't bend down" Utari said.
"Just let Mirey, mama's sick of it now."
As if responding to Morgan's words, Miracle moved her hand.
Morgan was shocked at that moment too.
"Mirey's hand moves, you see?" squeal Morgan.
Utari sat straightening her body and then rubbed Miracle's hand.
"He's been like this a lot. The doctor said, this is a reaction of his muscles and nerves," Utari said gently.
The little hand then moved back. This time it was not like the previous move. Mirey seemed to be grasping something.
Utari's eyes were rounded, he immediately approached Miracle.
"Darling, you're awake?" his words near the face of Miracle.
Miracle's head slowly moved, his eyelids moved as if he was trying to open and his hands were now moving more often.
Seeing that Morgan hurriedly pressed the button on the head of the bed.
"Darling, your son is really sober." exclaimed Morgan then rubbed Miracle's head gently. "Son, papa and mama are here baby" Morgan said.
Utari hugged her son's body until several doctors arrived in the room.
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