Hidden Feeling's
Chapter 4's

I see hell, I see hell, I see hell, I see hell that I have to go through, I see people die, I see the ugliness of humans.My name is Anisa Azahra and this is my story.

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My father and I watched my favorite movie about a woman who saved a lot of people on the battlefield, I admired her so when I grew up I wanted to be like her, I wanted to be a Palahwan!!.

"Dad, if Nisa's big Nisa wants to be a palahwan!!" I say with spirit

"kalo Nisa certainly can" my father replied with a small laugh

For the sake of being a palahwan I studied martial arts in a martial arts college, I helped my parents a lot, like clean, and I also saved animals.

"ne..Nisa if you grow up what do you want to be?.., if I want to be a bride" asked Anisa's friend

"I want to be a Palahwan, I will save many people...!!"answer me with a strong voice

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One day I saved a bullied boy named Ragil, the first time I saw him he was like a sick bird locked up in a cage, That's why I want to help him.

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november 7, 2007, today I saw a truth, when I came home from school I saw Ragil and the people who always bullied him go to the forest, I was very worried, were they going to take Ragil again?, I was worried about how they would do Ragil again?, are they kapok bellows?, mutters in my heart.

But there I saw hell, I saw hell that one day I had to go through.

"I can kill you, I can kill you" Ragil said

"don't want to, I still want to live, I don't want to die" the voice of the man who bullied Ragil

"ahahahahahaha...foolly you, one day man will die, man lives only to die bodok, die now?, die one day?, all the same as die, but I will kill you now" ragil replied with a smile

I was there looking at the lonely Doll, suffering, and sorrow.I also saw a demonic shadow that destroyed and snatched everything from the doll.

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I was so scared, I was so scared, and desperate, I couldn't save anyone, just move I was so scared, I laughed at myself.

"ahahahahahha,..what is the man who is the man?, what will save all?, the man who is in front of me I can't save him!!, what do I do?, why do I fight?!!!, damn it....!" in Anisa's heart.

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I always make a fake smile when I meet Ragil, and do boring acting, I throw it all away, I'm fed up with all this, help?, Ragil?, school?, self-esteem?, dream?, help me?, and life?, I want to throw it all away.

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The corpse!!

I saw a lot of bodies scattered and there I also saw Ragil who fainted, I immediately ran to see Ragil.

"wooy Ragil!!..wooy Ragil!!, wake up, wake up, what happened?..."I kept shaking Ragil's body.

What happened?, why is this?, what might Ragil make it, if it is not possible, because where might Ragil make this, what should I do?, what should I do?, first there's anyone's body here?, I have to wake Ragil, my mumbling in my heart.

"Woy Ragil wake up!, wake up!"

Ragil's body moved, he opened his eyes slowly and stood slowly.

"Woy Ragil, what happened?!!"I asked

I was surprised by Ragil's reply, Ragil stood up and replied......

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"You who?"

Connect~

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"Kringggggg.

"bukkk.."loud voice.

"uh duh duh, sick kali.seems like it's morning" he muttered while turning off the alarm.

"Ragillllll......!!, mop down breakfast!!"mother's voice

"yes mak..!!, just a moment!!"answer Ragil

"Hooaaaaaa.. tired of sleeping again".