
Sarah wants to scream but who should she scream at? His heart was now attacked with sadness, disappointment, anger, but he was forced to cover up all the feelings for the sake of the situation.
"Peters... " That one word escaped his lips. His friend who had always been the place where he poured out all the burdens now went from before him.
Sarah slapped her face on the pillow wanting to cry. Only his back was seen going up and down but his voice was held back so as not to come out.
"Sister... " His soft voice resuscitated Sarah who was hiding behind a pillow.
Sarah wiped her tears, momentarily taking a breath resetting her emotions. Then sit looking at Raisya with a forced smile and red eyes.
"Sister.. " That's what Raisya said. Although Raisya did not speak but he understood what Sarah was going through. Living three years with her makes Raisya know the nature and habits of Sarah who likes to hide problems. Raisya hugged Sarah tightly hoping she could ease the burden her sister was carrying.
Sarah gently rubbed Raisya's back. And held his sister's shoulder to loosen his embrace.
"Raisya... sleep! Tomorrow we still have a work agenda to complete." Sarah doesn't want her sister sleeping too late.
"Sister.it's still daytime I'm not sleepy either. I. I want to talk to brother." Raisya felt it was important to talk to Sarah without delay until tomorrow.
"Yes talk!" Sarah looked gently at Raisya.
"Sister. can you be honest with me about what really happened today? I don't want you to bear the burden alone. That's not good, brother. We are brothers. We've been through our tough times for three years. I don't want you to always hide your problems from me." Raisya said with a pleading face.
Today was a hard day that both felt. Starting a job, Peter's problem is leaving them, plus two men fighting each other.
"It's all fine!" Sarah spoke against her heart.
"No, sister Sarah. I've often said that you're okay when I know you're not okay." Raisya no longer wants Sarah to hide the problem.
Sarah was speechless, her eyes twisting confused as to what to say to Raisya.
"Sister.I just got a message from Peter. Looks like you guys have a fight, huh? I called back but I couldn't. I was in his room when Peter left us." Raisya bowed sadly. Raisya has always been taken care of and spoiled by Peter. He is not just his helper but more than that he is a brother who is very responsible and loving.
"No. We can't continue to depend on Raisya. So brother was going through a good-bye with Peter. How am I not brother? I'll be back in America after work in Bali is over." Raisya did not want to part with Peter.
"Sya. brother please.. Let Peter live his life. He must have his own life." Sarah doesn't know what to say to prevent Raisya from seeing Peter again. Sarah is being pressured by her former parents-in-law.
"Well brother, if that's what you want." Raisya said he was disappointed.
"Yes.. " Sarah called him doubtful. A million words stuck in his throat.
"What brother?" Raisya looked at Sarah seriously.
"Sorry brother!"
"Sister.. What's wrong? If there's anything you want to say, just say brother! I am ready to accept any consequences. I know you always hide your problems from me."
"Sister, there's no way I hate my sister. Brother fought a lot for me." Raisya has learned of Sarah's many struggles in helping her to be what she is today. Moreover, he had helped himself when the accident happened.
"Do you know who Nathan is?"
"Sister said.he's sister's ex-husband's sister." Raisya said without remembering a bit who Nathan really is.
"Rubber. And you must now marry her Shay!" Sarah had to make Raisya marry Nathan.
"What???" Raisya was shocked to hear Sarah tell him to marry the man she called perverted.
"Yes Raisya."
"But why brother? What reason is brother? Hasn't my sister been avoiding my ex-husband's family? Why do I have to marry this man now?" Raisya can't take Sarah's orders for granted.
"You know Jacky?"
"Yes.the perverted brother was the sister of the ex-husband's sister." Raisya was a bit of a manyun.
"Yes both sister of ex-husband's sister. Jacky's getting married in a minute. And it's very dangerous if you don't marry Nathan right away."
"Why brother? Why should I marry that man out of so many men. Is there no man who can marry me?" Raisya did not agree to have to end up in the hands of the man he had recently met. Moreover, the first impression is already bad.
"Yes. You could have married another man but those two men will keep chasing you Raisya. You had to choose Nathan to stop your fight."
"Why should they fight over me, brother?
"If both of them knew the real you, they wouldn't stop chasing you. And that you've seen for yourself they're fighting and Jacky already suspects you're Raisya."
"Sister.please explain it to me. Nothing is covered anymore! I can't remember them. But they must remember me brother. Now I ask you to be honest. What does this have to do with me?" Raisya's sense of purpose is so great. Especially that incident made him upset.
"Actually.. You're Nathan's future wife."
"What??" Raisya's chest was like being hit by a big object hearing the sentence that Sarah had just said.
"You were in an accident at Nathan's house while coming down the stairs. And that puts you in a coma and memory loss. All for your good, Raisya. I decided to take you to America and ask my in-laws to make your fake death Raisya."
"That's what I did for your safety. After you're gone, Jacky and Nathan are admitted to a rehabilitation hospital for their psychiatric healing because they're not ready to be left behind with you Raisya."
"They believe you're dead. Even to this day, they still believe in it. Jacky is getting married to Sherly, who is Michel's mother. If you don't get married to Nathan soon, you're gonna be the subject of a fight between Nathan and Jacky again. Especially if they know who you really are."
"I'm dizzy brother. Why would Michel's mother marry Jacky? And now I have to marry Nathan?"
"They love the same woman."