
Raisya sobbed while holding her voice. His body sagged and then sat behind the bedroom door.
Sometimes he wipes his tears.
O Allah, strengthen my soul and my body to accept this test.
Raisya immediately took a mobile phone and contacted the services of a freight forwarder to immediately move his goods from the room that had been in his place.
Not many items were indeed what Raisya had in Ratna's place. He knew himself all along he was just hitchhiking. It is rare to buy non-essential items. Some of his belongings were brought to Mr. Robert's house yesterday. He left only those things that he hadn't taken. Even so, his goods will not fit to get into his car which is not special freight.
"Bun... " Michel's voice rang out from behind the door.
"Yes dear... " Raisya immediately wiped away her tears so that Michel did not suspect she had cried.
"Just a second!" Raisya went to the bathroom and washed her face to look fresh. Then wipe it with a towel. After confirming his face in the mirror he opened the room door.
"What's the matter, honey?" Raisya forced a smile.
Michel's eyes looked into the room.
"Mother is cleaning up?" Michel frowned. He saw clothes piled on the bed
"Yes.mommy wants to clean up Chel.. " Raisya answered again to walk out the contents of her closet and store it on the mattress.
"Mother's moving?" Michel sat on the edge of the bed.
"M." Mmm." Answer's short.
"Let Michel help bun." Michel immediately pulled out the clothes from the hanger and looked at it neatly.
"You. can help mommy bring dus and duct tape is also muntung gak?" Raisya asks Michel to get the necessary items.
"Good bun. But where?" Michel doesn't really know where those things are. This is a foreign home to him.
"You try the shophouse. Ask the employees there! Mama wants to get in the clothes in the suitcase. Let's put the rest in the box." Raisya gave the instructions to help her.
"Good bun.. " Michel immediately went looking for the necessary items.
Shortly afterwards Michel brought the goods and helped Raisya pack all the goods.
"You tired. baby?" Raisya was sweating even though the room was ac. Yes back and forth packing and cleaning the room to neatly back quite draining his energy.
"Not really bun. Seneng can help you even." The boy rarely complains. Maybe because it has been used to being independent since childhood so it is used to doing things like this.
Raisya stroked Michel gently and looked at him obliviously.
"Where is this thing going to move Bun?" Michel wants to know Raisya's plan.
"No pa-pa. I'll just go with bun. Where did my mother go I went. What matters is that you don't leave me!" Michel.
"Mmm. Mother will not leave you. Only mother herself has other responsibilities Michel. Mommy you're still there. Oppa and omma are also more entitled to you because daddy is their child. While mother? Mother is nobody Michel. If your mommy oppa goes to court filing a lawsuit, they will succeed in bringing you, because you have no power over you Michel. That's why you're trying to keep oppa and omma happy so they don't take Michel from you." Raisya gives Michel an understanding of the circumstances Raisya must face.
"Why don't you just marry Jacky? We can stay there together. Mother do not have to worry about losing everything. Michel can be with you too." Michel, who does not understand adult issues, does not seem to be too burdened if Raisya should marry Jacky.
"Yes.then think about it. Mother has Michel's parents. They need time and mom too. The question isn't that easy, Michel." There are other things that make Raisya not able to marry with others, it concerns his health problems if giving birth again. Because when giving birth to Arsel, she had lost a lot of blood also had a coma. It should be reconsidered if she should marry another man demanding to bear a child.
"Yes bun. Sorry Michel." Michel eventually apologizes to Raisya. She knows very well that Raisya is very good, and she does not want to lose Raisya as her mother.
"Yes... " Ratna suddenly stood in front of the room door with her eyes bulging.
"Eh Rat.." Raisya stood towards Ratna.
"You.... really... would you... pjndah?" Ratna saw some dus already wrapped neatly. She suspects Raisya has brought all her belongings and has no intention of returning to her home.
"Yes Rat. Sit here! I want to talk to you first!" Raisya pulled Ratna's hand to the edge of the mattress that had returned neat.
"mmm.. Michel accompanied Arsel first!" Raisya did not want his conversation to be heard by Michel.
"Yes bun." Michel came out of the room looking for his sister.
"You're rich never come back! You're offended by me?" Ratna started to tear up.
"Mmm. where might I offend Rat. I'm not fucking around! I have come here to move my things." Raisya was not entirely honest.
"But.kok brought all the Sya? This room belongs to you. You are free to keep your things here. You can also stay here when. If you move, don't bring all of your stuff! It's a rich man who won't be here again." Ratna shed her tears.
"I'm sorry Rat! I didn't mean to."
"Actually I want to start my life Rat. Start a new life with those two kids without having to rely on anyone else. I'm sorry that so much trouble you guys have also made you misunderstand. I'm really sorry."
"I also want to thank you very much for helping me all this time. I won't forget that, Rat."
"I need time to organize myself, to organize my own life."
"If time could be turned backwards. I don't want to make mistakes that make others suffer. But we can't imagine, can we? We should be grateful and grateful to Allah SWT who always protects us also extends our age to this day."
"I'm grateful to have a friend as good as you Rat. I apologize profusely for you. I trouble you a lot too your family."
"I don't want our good relationship to change, because of some things."
Ratna hugged Raisya tightly, weeping bitterly. He felt that Raisya was going to leave him.