Husband Pay Miss Rania
Chapter 87 (Fear of Hope)
...📌 Do not forget this part enliven yes!...
...Happy reading...
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The image opened its eyes slowly. It was morning, he tried to remember what happened to him. After the trauma came he was like always shaking, always shaking, then Sastra came to take him to the bed and the man cried after that Citra did not remember anything else because suddenly his head was very heavy and maybe he finally fainted. So he fainted a long time ago? The image doesn't know and doesn't want to think about it anymore.
The image looked beside him, he smiled wryly as he could not find any more Literature beside him. The image was too hopeful that Literature would accompany it, but that hope turned out to be futile.
"You're expecting too much Imagery! There is no way Literature will accompany you because the work is more important than you," Citra said with a cynical chuckle.
Today Citra is off and she is very lazy to take a bath, she wants to wash her face and cook for breakfast this time. He hopes Alex does not come to his house, he really does not want to be disturbed by anyone this time.
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The image of walking into the kitchen after washing his face, his body sculpting when he saw Literature was in the kitchen.
"Good morning my sunshine!" greet Literature with a sweet smile.
Literature approached Citra and placed the back of her hand against Citra's forehead. "It's not hot. But then we go to the doctor. The psychiatrist who used to deal with you today could he not meet us?" ask Literature casually like nothing happened.
The image does not sound he still does not believe in the presence of Literature in his home.
"No way! I must be hallucinating again!" muttered Citra with a softness that can still be heard by Literature.
"No, Honey. I'm really here. I'm real near you even since yesterday I didn't go home, you made me worry that suddenly you had a fever and even were unconscious" Sastra said with a smile.
"We have breakfast first! You need energy to walk" said Sastra embracing Citra and bringing her to the dining table.
The image looks at the food that has been served on the plate. "Th-this..."
"Why? This is your favorite fried rice, honey. I did not forget that but I just learned to make fried rice if it is not delicious do not need to eat yes we buy outside," said Sastra with a smile.
Citra did not speak she stared at the fried rice made by Literature with teary eyes she had once craved something as simple as this but Literature could not do it because the man was busy. But now at a time when Citra wants to forget everything why does Literature behave like this? The image is afraid to hope again, he is afraid to fall again and in the end he returns alone through the trauma that never ends in him.
"Eating! Or do I want a bribe?" ask Literature with a smile.
With doubt Citra spooned the fried rice into her mouth. Literature looked towards Citra with a gaze so deep that even Citra herself was nervous because of the gaze of Literature. It had been a long time since parting, why was the feeling still there and getting bigger in his heart?
"How good is it not?" tanya Sastra was curious because the look of Citra's face still looks flat does not show the fried rice made delicious or not.
Rather than curious Literature it is better to pluck fried rice that has been on the Citra spoon when the woman wants to put it in her own mouth.
"Lumayan!" sastra commented on his own fried rice.
"Darling!"
"Stop call me baby! I'm nobody to you" Citra said flatly.
"You belong to me, Image! Like it or not, accept me or not, you will still be mine!" say Literature firmly.
"Forcers! What if I don't want to?"
"Stay in my decision! You belong to me even if you refuse!" say Literature with a smile.
The image does not respond to the words of Literature which he thinks has gone crazy. It's better to have breakfast than to hear the long-drawn ramblings of Literature.
"Hmmm..."
Literature took a slow breath. "You can take out all the burdens you feel for me! Don't be alone, I don't want to see you like yesterday. I almost died seeing you like that" Literature muttered seriously.
"My burden is you! You left a trauma that I didn't know how to heal" Citra replied with sarcasm but Literature didn't hurt at all because it was the reality.
"Then get it all out to me! I'm fine you hit it once as long as you are relieved and calm" said Sastra with a grievous smile.
Imaged speech. "I've been afraid of hope so don't make me hope again" muttered Citra softly.
"Honey, I beg you to fight your trauma. I know it's very difficult but I will always accompany you until you return to what you used to be" said Sastra firmly.
Literature approaching Citra. "If you are not ready to release all the burdens that you feel for me, you can release all the burdens to the psychiatrist. Should we go to a psychiatrist now? I beg you not to reject it" said Sastra expectantly.
"I also saw your medicine run out. I don't want you like yesterday, I beg you! I still love you and love you, Citra! I want us to return to being a couple," murmured Literature softly that made Citra speechless and did not know what to say.
Does Literature have to accompany him to the psychiatrist? The image is too embarrassed when later Literature sees him roaring like a madman.
"Finished breakfast we'll see a psychiatrist?!"
"Hmmm..."
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The Danuarta family seemed very happy this morning because there was no Agni, Clara, and Rio who disturbed them especially now Ben already has a second wife and will be his only wife after he divorced Agni.
Look at Sister Ana's hair that still looks wet because last night Ben asked for her ration. Sister Ana also looks exhausted serving a really big n*fsu Ben. But if Ben was like that to himself what about Agni, Ben must have also done a hot romance right? Imagine that sister Ana is jealous especially soon her husband will go home and meet with Agni.
"How many days are Papa and Grandpa here?" tanya Rania opened her voice.
"Sunday, Son. Papa doesn't want Agni to be suspicious of Papa's departure which turns out to be only at your house" Ben replied firmly.
"Papa won't miss Ana's sister... Eemm I mean Ana's mom?" asked Ferdians who made Sister Ana's cheeks flushed.
"Haha... Yes his name is husband when away from the wife he loves will miss. Therefore Papa tipped mama Ana to all of you yes. Papa will return here as soon as possible" Ben replied with a chuckle let alone look at his wife's face flushed with embarrassment
Heera saw the two newlyweds looking very cute. And if you look at the faces of sisters and Ben are similar, it is true if the soul mate is similar even though the two are paired when they are old like this.
"Papa had already obtained a great-grandson from Rania and the Ferdians. When will Papa get a granddaughter from you and Ana, Ben?" ask Doni who made Sister Ana immediately choke.
"Uhukk..."
Ben looked worried and immediately gave his wife some drinking water. "Slow-slow, Honey!" said Ben who makes sister Ana even more embarrassed.
The darling? Ahh sister Ana wants to float it feels when called dear by Ben.
"Fastly, Pa. Later Papa's grandson will not be far from the age of Papa's great-grandson," said Nen with a chuckle that made Ferdians and Heera laugh while Rania could only smile awkwardly. Having another sister never occurred to Rania and it still felt very strange when sister Ana became her stepmom.
Sister Ana pinches Ben's stomach slowly because she is so ashamed of her husband's words. Ben chuckled, he really liked the face of Sister Ana who was flushed with shame because of her.
The Danuarta family this morning really looks happy as if there is no longer a distance between Rania and her father and grandfather. And Ferdians is so grateful for the change he is seeing now, he hopes Rania and her family will be as close as ever.
"It's good to see you smiling like this. May we continue like this yes" murmured Ferdians inwardly.