I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!!
I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!! CHAPTER 12

When I was standing at the door, my mom was sitting there talking to my cousin. She always delivers wherever Mom goes.

What if Mama heard the commotion earlier, ah. leave it alone, I continued walking towards Mama who was sitting and chatting seriously.

"Mama." I grabbed Mama's hand and kissed her back.

Mama kissed me back and hugged me warmly.

"You want to go? " ask Mama.

"Yes, Ma. wants to find the wind, "I'm alibi, actually I'm sick of both of them.

After the stale base Mama said goodbye and headed to Mas Fahri's room. Mama who has always been my consideration to sue for divorce Mas Fahri, Mama who loves me as much as her own child, never talked about the descent as often asked by other in-laws.

I heard a commotion inside there, it seemed like Mama was angry at Mas Fahri . I don't know if he heard our fight.

"Dani, auntie go first, yes, "my farewell to Dani.

I walked away, hoping to find a woman who would cooperate with me, wanting to be my third wife.

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Pov Bilqis's.

Mama came to us with a flushed face, not like Mama used to.

"Fahri, don't you ever divorce Aisyah, she's my favorite daughter-in-law! " slamorous Mama.

There was no answer from Mas Fahri, he was silent a thousand languages until I tried to stand up and meet my in-laws.

"Mama, no one wants to divorce Mbak Aisyah! "so I squeezed the stomach because it still feels pain due to curettage.

My in-laws turned to look at me as well as Mas Fahri, there was a worried look on Mas Fahri's face because I kept grimacing.

"If it still hurts to lie down, first, " said Mas Fahri.

"No, Mas, this I must straighten out, that there is no divorce here neither I nor Ms. Aisyah, "I hope, Mama will persuade Ms. Aisyah after hearing my explanation.

"What Bilqis says is very true, there will be no divorce between us, "Mas Fahri defended me, certainly added his own ammunition, he said, add zeal to sustain this marriage and voice there is nothing wrong with polygamy.

I heard a rough gust from Mama's mouth, for some reason until she breathed that hard, would Mama also oppose me?

"No woman would share a body, neither would Aisyah. You married secretly, even Mama didn't tell you. Mama feels pain, feels not considered, especially with Aisyah, of course the wounds you have inflicted for Aisyah are too deep. "Mama took her hands off my cheeks, I felt very slapped with her words.

Am I so ambitious to have Mas Fahri that I ignore the feelings of Mbak Aisyah, ah. no ! Of course Ma'am Aisyah who is too much to respond to all this, if she says ''yes I agree'' of course there will be no complexity like this.

"Bilqis, if you are in the position of Aisyah, Mama is sure, you will do more than what Aisyah did, or maybe you will not be as fresh as Aisyah, " said Mama again.

This time, I can not say anything, as well as Mas Fahri, if I am in the position of Mbak Aisyah will also do so even more than that, I think not! Because I understand religion and understand that polygamy is sunnah . Surely I will be more able to accept it with a big heart, right!

"And you Fahri, just like this, you can't do anything. Mama is not sure you can do justice, polygamy is heavy is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, " Mama added, but, my heart denies with all Mama's words, I am very sure , Mas Fahri can be fair with his fair share.

I look at Mas Fahri with a blank view, what yes, Mas Fahri inedible Mama's speech, then will divorce me and will make Mbak Aisyah the only one in the heart of Mas Fahri.

Nah! This can't happen, I have to do something.

"Mama ,Bilqis sure. Mas Fahri will be very fair to me and Ma'am Aisyah, "I chimed in and Mama looked at me sharply, whether I had become an evil daughter-in-law like the series on tv, ah .... no. I am still a good daughter-in-law and will be a favorite daughter-in-law.

"I don't know with your way of mind, Nduk, what does Mama say you don't respond to, or is it you who are stubborn? " added Mama, I was surprised by Mama's words, how could Mama judge me like this.

"Bilqis sit down, from the moment you stand, your stomach will get sore, "told Mas Fahri, I just realized that I had stood for more than half an hour, deserved my stomach began to cramp.

" Why are you, Nduk, stomach aches?" Mama asked attentively, I did not understand the attitude of Mama, she was like being intimidating me, now showing her concern for me.

" That feeling Aisyah often feels, she has not had children does not mean she is barren, she miscarried often to make her stressed. But , he never complained, his life spirit always flared up. That's why I never mentioned about the child to Aisyah. Because the exam he was on was so hard, even if Mama herself was in the position of Aisyah, not necessarily so loud, "said Mama while standing in front of the window, as if he was saying that Mbak Aisyah was the toughest woman and the best woman ever on the face of this earth.

If so, why not accept our marriage?

" Aisyah where are you, Ma? "asked Mas Fahri.

Why did Mas Fahri suddenly ask Mbak Aisyah?.

" So Mama met Aisyah, she said she wanted to get some fresh air, maybe she was going to the park, "said Mama.

" I'll catch up with Aisyah, Ma. "Mas Fahri lowered his legs from the bed and began to stand up, with a swift Mama mappapah Mas Fahri .

" Awwww!" why suddenly this stomach feels so painful.

Mama and Mas Fahri stopped his steps and turned to look at me who was grimacing in pain.

"You why? " mas Fahri's face looked very anxious, I smiled at him and after that, the view of the fog, I could see nothing more, could only feel that my body was being carried and laid on the bed. after that I can't feel anything anymore....