I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!!
I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!! CHAPTER 7

"Why are you silent" I looked into Bilqis' eyes, I could read from the look in her eyes, she would never want her husband to marry again.

"Dad, why are you like this, oh I know, to cover up your affair, you asked that I marry again! " mas Fahri.

I didn't expect my husband to have such a small mind, I just smiled wryly at the sight of the two of them.

"I'm not the one who cheated, Mom. But, you, you are having an affair, but your religion is making a shield, do you forget that you are secretly married! " my patience is beginning to be tested, I can no longer control it. Mas Fahri's words are outrageous.

"Married secretly does not mean cheating, understand you! " Mas Fahri had dared to yell at me, but he knew very well, I could not be yelled at, these tears jostled wanting to come out, but as much as I could bear, I could, for there will be no tears falling in front of these two humans.

"If it's not cheating what's his name huh! You are playing Islam under the pretext of polygamy. Just say, if you are hunters************, "I cannot be silent if I am insulted let alone slandered, I will continue to fight the words of anyone who has slandered me.

"Jaga, your mouth is Ayesha! " for the first time Mas Fahri slapped me, it hurt, but it hurt my heart.

I saw Bilqis shedding tears, maybe he was offended by my words, but stupid.

"You are outrageous Sister Aisyah, "said Bilqis as she sobbed.

" One thing you should know, Bilqis. A good woman will not snatch a man's husband, let alone marry him secretly and this great veil of yours is only to cover up your depraved conduct, "

Bilqis's tears continued to rage, but regardless of what her heart was made of, she still voiced polygamy and what they were living through was true.

"Mas, we must not lose, if what we do is part of the sunnah of the apostle. So, let's not lose, "I heard their conversation.

Sunnah what do they mean, if one of us feels wronged, then there is no sunnah in it.

Fair, always that's what Mas Fahri said, fair in the mana part, it's clear there's no justice in this marriage for a feeling.

"Although Aisha is insulting you like this? " lamat - my goal is to hear the words of Mas Fahri.

I saw Bilqis nod and Mas Fahri clutching his tiny body.

I shouldn't have seen this sight. I went up the stairs to my private room, very hot, when I got to the room I chose to take a shower and soaked my body with warm water in the bath.

After my bath ritual was over, I immediately put on my nightgown and immediately went down the stairs.The kitchen was my goal, to make a glass of warm chocolate, my favorite drink.

"Dad, I'm sorry," said Mas Fahri, not knowing when he was behind me.

I passed Mas Fahri just like that, I looked at it briefly, there was a sliver of guilt on his face, but it did not collapse my defenses.

"Daddy you're still angry." Mas Fahri pulled my hand so that I could not walk and I chose to stop.

"Do I have to make out if I'm angry with you. Even this anger had already leveled up into disappointment." I shook Mas Fahri's hand and immediately passed from before him.

Staying away from people I've loved more than myself is better. Rather than having to look at it and the pain was deepening.

Arriving in the room, I locked the door from the inside and chose to sit on the balcony, looking at the thousands of stars perched in the sky making me feel better.

I sipped warm chocolate slowly, and enjoyed the glitter of the city lights that looked so beautiful.

My phone keeps ringing, I don't know who these nights are sending whatsapp messages.

I opened the phone screen and Dila the name listed there. "Why this kid, these nights call me, "

Afraid of happening with Dila I immediately sat down and focused on the phone screen.

"Aisyah, sorry if because of me and Dila making a storm your household, say sorry to your husband," a message from Dila, I'm very sure this is not Dila but her papa, Mas Andre.

"I see, it looks like you're in trouble, you can share the burden with me" he wrote.

I only read some messages sent by Mas Andre, even though I did not intend to reply to the message, I realized, I am still Mas Fahri's wife. So, there's no way I'm going to get a message back with a guy who's not my mahram.

I went from sitting down and dumping my smartphone to just any place, if my phone is damaged, it doesn't matter if I can buy it.

I took a deep breath as I pressed my chocolate drink. "Do I have to sue Fahri for divorce? " i was so dizzy.

"Apa Mas Fahri remarried, because I can not give offspring. "I squeezed my stomach, cursed the fate that has not sided with me, do not feel these tears come out without permission, he said, mourning a household that does not know its fate, will it go to heaven with Mas Fahri who I had hoped would never materialize?.

I closed the door and let the wind in through the window I accidentally opened.

I laid my body down, because my eyes felt heavy because drowsiness had hit, hoping to wake up later , I could find an enlightenment from the problem I was facing.

If parting can make me happy, maybe I will do it soon, rather than surviving just makes me sick, because obviously, I am not the only woman who is at the bottom of her heart....