I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!!
I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!! CHAPTER 3

Mas Fahri was still at my feet begging for mercy, so that the blessing came out of my mouth and also Mama.

"Ma, our blessing," now it is Bilqis' turn to rest at Mama's feet, his tone is sad not to forget the tears that continue to drip.

"There is no blessing anymore, my heart hurts too much, since when you were in touch," said Mama with a pushy look.

"Ma, but I.." neither did Bilqis continue his words, Mama stood up and let Bilqis roar in tears while sitting down.

"Ma, she's a good woman, she's Kyai Muhsin's daughter! My teacher Ma! " mas Fahri.

Seeing Bilqis who was sobbing, he immediately got up and approached his new wife. Ngiris, very slicing. Not Bilqis, but I, in fact Mas Fahri was so worried about my honey in front of my eyes.the wound of my heart increased gaping, whether I can close the wound that has been already deep in this or not.

"Do you think Kyai's daughter can't do anything wrong, huh! Actors like this you still defend, open your eyes Fahri! You have hurt your wife! You have wronged Aisha!" mama exclaimed with tears soaking her cheeks. He didn't expect his proud son who looked so loving to be able to knock me down from a height.

"Dad, you're coming with Mama! " let Mama say, I immediately stood up and followed behind Mama.

"Continue!" exclaimed Mas Fahri, I stopped, but Mama kept holding my hand and told me to keep going.

"Aisha I'm still your husband. So, never refute my orders! " butted Mas Fahri, certainly made me stop the step and rub rough tears.

"Aisyah, my request is simple, just ask for your blessing to accept Bilqis to be your honeymoon sister, that's doang" he said in frustration.

"A simple request that I can never accept" I said softly, but firmly, while Mama's hand was still tied to mine, as if channeling energy so that I could be stronger.

"Oh my goodness, Ma'am Ayesha. So najai, later you will know about polygamy," said Bilqis who made Mama rose blood.

"Know what you know about polygamy huh! " Mama approached Bilqis, and slapped her right cheek.

"People who know about religion understand ethics. What should be paid again is that you are not Aisyah. Understand the books before you speak! " Mama was very angry with the words of Bilqis, who was too demeaning to me, as if she understood the most about religion.

Fortunately there was Mama who always defended me, at least could be my shoulder support for me to be stronger to face this harsh reality.

Mama kept holding my hand until she got to the car.

"Don't disobey me, come down!" the Mas Fahri.

"You asked me to come down, but you let your mistress enjoy the palace that I've been building with affection for so many years and you let others enjoy it. Or you need to be in ruqyah, so that you know how painful my heart is right now,"

Mas Fahri was silent, he was like he was thinking something .

"Here you go, Mas.Mbak Aisyah may need to be alone and we must be patient and not get tired to remind and give understanding of polygamy, "said Bilqis while holding the arms of Mas Fahri who is not too sturdy.

Even though I was in the car, I could still clearly hear the words, Bilqis.

"Ma, stop! " heard my request Mama rounded her eyes.

"What do you want? Already, for while you live with Mama, I do not want to see you always sad because of the actions of Mama's children, " said Mama in a raucous tone.

That old woman loves me so much, it makes me not bear if I have to sue Mas Fahri divorce, I look fixed on that loving face & then I hold her tightly.

"Are you sure you want to go back home?" ask Mama.

"Goddess, Ma. I don't want to run away from trouble, with me like this, this problem will never be finished" I stretched out a hug.

"Turn back" Mama drove me to the front of the house.

After I got off, I was still standing on the porch and making sure Mama's car was gone from the eye.

I turned around, the door was still open, the lights were still on, it meant the occupants of this house were still awake. It's also true that when I stepped back to the door, I found Mas Fahri sleeping on his own sofa, where Bilqis? I was looking for his whereabouts.

Maybe my footsteps were too loud to sound, to make Mas Fahri awake.

"Dad," He called me, I stopped my steps, Mas Fahri hugged me from behind and I let that happen. I closed my eyes for a moment and felt her warm breath.

When I opened my eyes, Bilqis was in front of me carrying a tray of black coffee, she was disappointed and angry to see Mas Fahri in my arms.

I purposely did not let go of Mas Fahri's embrace and pretended to enjoy his embrace, only to make my middle sister jealous.

"Let's prove Bilqis, "my murmur in the heart.....