I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!!

I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!!
I AM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU!!! CHAPTER 14


I swear, I'm scared, but this curiosity gives me courage.


"Mom! " i hold his shoulder, even though this heart is beating faster.


"Alhamdulillah." I stroked his chest when I found out he was really human.


"Why weep in the midst of darkness?"


He just kept quiet, then looked at the stars that were scattered up there, then he grabbed me tightly and drowned my face in my chest. I was confused by stroking her long hair.


"Crying if crying can make you relieved, "I said, then she stretched out a hug. Staring at me fixedly.


"Sir, what's my fault, why did he leave me, "he said as he sobbed.


"My husband was yelling at me, while I was fighting for my son's survival, "


My heart was also broken when I heard his words, there should be someone who gives support.


"Why is he mentally you and your son why? "


"My husband remarried and asked me to accept his second wife, but I refused because I didn't want a third person between us, lightly he was mentally reticent for preferring him and more to make me sick, he did not want to deal with us anymore , including financing the treatment of my son, "


I stroked my chest, why the story was almost the same as mine.


"May I see your son? " the woman led me and opened the door, I could only stand still looking at the sight before my eyes. Such a small child should feel such pain.


Only these tools could make him still survive.


"I don't know, I'm in a dilemma, if I unplug all these tools, he'll most likely leave me for good. As for moving on with his life, it cost him nothing, "he said in a raucous voice.


I really feel how sad it is, these tears won't stop dripping.


" I have an offer for you, come with me, "I look at it intently, maybe it's crazy, or I take a chance in this situation, but from the bottom of my heart , I want to see this boy's smile.


" What offer? "say with an anxious face.


" Come with me. "The woman I was expecting was about 25 nan old and was trailing behind me.


" Sit. "tell me to him, with a face full of question marks, he obeyed my words.


" I can give you money for your life and your son's treatment, "my words were a little nervous, though doubtful I would offer you one job because of the possibility that he would refuse.


" With that much! "he squinted, in disbelief.


" Of course not, you'll do something for me, "I assure Ayu, yes, I know her name because sometimes she says her name.


" I mean, I'll work for you?"Ayu began to catch my conversation and I responded with a smile.


Happy no! Because in a moment , I will teach Bilqis a lesson, I just want her to feel what I feel, this time I am very sure that Ayu will approve my request.


"Yups, that's right, "I crossed my legs and looked at the thousands of stars that accompanied us tonight.


This is not revenge, I just want to make a woman who is a thorn in my household.


"Actually I have the mission of Ayu, the story of our lives is almost the same, only that distinguishes, God has not entrusted me to be a mother and until now I am still trying to maintain my household , although the tightness in my chest was always felt, "i paused my words, taking a deep breath before I continued my story.


"I wanted my honey to feel what I felt, by bringing honey to her, I had talked about it well before, but she refused, so I found you tonight and I think you're the one who can help me, "I looked into his bead, his face was very serious about my words.


"So you mean 'You're gonna make me your honey, too? "


"Exactly and you will get very expensive for your work, if you agree. "I lean my back on the chair , I'm pretty sure that Ayu won't think long of saying it.


"I'm sorry, Ma'am, I don't want to, "I'm jolted with this rejection, my eyes are round in disbelief.


"You sure? It's for your son's sake, "I tried to convince him again.


" I want to do anything for my son, it's important not this one, if I take this job, just for a buck, what my son's response would be to me, if I were to become an actor, if I were to do it, I'm more proud that my son knows me as a hard worker, even as a laundry worker, or something.. "Jeez paused his words and stared fixedly at my eyes.


" I'm not an actor who would sacrifice anything for a piece of money and I refuse this job, thank you. "Let's get out of his seat and leave me in the dark of the night.


Am I that bad? Dragging someone into my trouble with the lure of money just for my ego.


I closed my eyes, my heart was tapped with the words of Ayu, he who was given more tests than me could be as loud and as calm as that, and I?


I ran a little after Ayu. "What else is it? " he said without looking at me.


"No, I'm not going to say anything more. "I left a few pieces of money, hoping to help.


"I don't want to be pitied" he said in a cold tone.


"I don't pity you, it's just a sign of gratitude, because you've awakened me. "after putting down the money, I'm out of this room, I'm out of this, nor do I care if the money I love is thrown away or burned.


I went back to Mas Fahri's room, I walked towards the bed, I looked at the man who had made me laugh all day.


"Why look at me like that, "Mas Fahri's voice made me tiptoe.


Does he know that I saw him? Ah. care very much.


"No, I was just thinking, after you guys go home, I think I'm going to give thanks and invite our whole family, "Mas Fahri was dumbfounded, because my parents didn't know that Mas Fahri was married again.


"But, Honey! " Mas Fahri looks very pale, all this time I never told anything about my parents, I did not want to make them disappointed.


However, this time they should know because I am tired, the fact is that I cannot solve this problem by myself, I need Mother and Father.


"You don't worry, Mas . Let me explain to them, you're sitting sweetly with your young wife, "


Mas Fahri's face was getting pale, he knew very well, Dad had warned me not to hurt the princess just his wayang, or he would take me from Mas Fahri's side.


"Have , lah, do not have to give thanks" said Mas Fahri.


"It's important, Mas, "


"I agree too! " excited Bilqis, I always wonder the same him, always dazed if I was chatting alone with Mas Fahri.


"Later let me just talk to Father Ma'am Aisyah, I'm sure, they will accept, unlike Mbak Aisyah, "my anger is getting rumbling, but as much as I can bear it, because I have a surprise for both of them....