I Choose A Sugar Daddy Route
Doubt to accept

"All the blessings of the gods, include every step of the furua.” (All blessings, god accompanies his steps :Allarick)

“Hunma!” allarick and I bowed respectfully. Shake your hand to the right four times and to the left once. Then get up, and throw each other a smile. I turned to Saintes Cornelis, the first female Saintes of the year.

Info for you, saints in this Kingdom, not born through a human womb. Instead, from the flower powder Prodite or what we commonly call the Phoenix flower. Wh why? Because reportedly, there used to be a goddess who was obsessed with the flower, until finally in the curse. The goddess will never be able to have children. The goddess was very sad, the Fex god who saw her also pityed. God Fex could not bear to see one of his children, could not bear offspring. Finally, he gave a blessing. That the goddess could have a child, but the child would be born of flying flower powder. The goddess who heard that was happy. Finally he gave up his whole life to take care of the flowers like his own son.

“Given thanks is done. Sir Carsius, and Lady Carsius, can go home now.” Saint Cornelis. I stared at Saintes Cornelis. Her white hair looks very beautiful with the same white eyes as her hair. Perfect! This is natural beauty.

“Alright, we excuse.”

Me and Fallden bowed respectfully, then left. Leaving the magic tower. On the way to the train, I was quieter. Shadow, the past haunts my head. Somehow, why just after the saints started the blessing ceremony, my heart began to feel uneasy turmoil. It felt like my heart was forced to do something I did not want at all.

Moreover, something was impossible. And, how can I kill Fallden? That's not possible. Okay, Ailena. Let's think now, let's think. How can you return to your body peacefully, and live safely as Tania and not Ailena.

Eliminate all feelings in your heart and brain. Let's just say it's a novel world, and you don't want to live in it. Yeah, you don't want to live in it!

“Ailena, I have something to talk to you about.” Fallden pulled my hand. I flinched, my daydreams soon froze because of his cold grasp.

I nodded, then returned his grasp. We walked towards the garden that was around the magic tower, then sat down on the one that he created through his magic.

“About what?” I'm a little suspicious. Fallden looked at me deeply, then hugged my body from the side. A tight hug, which feels like it contains sadness. I fell silent, staring at her face covered with hair. I could see her cheeks were wet with tears. His red eyes also looked increasingly red.

I smiled, though confused by what he was doing, but still returned his embrace. Granted, it's kind of hard, but seeing it like this. My body moves by itself.

“What's up? Why are you crying, Hm? You lost your candy, huh?” I was a little joking. Fallden chuckled slightly, rubbing his face across my sleeve.

Ok, I was immediately disgusted to see Fallden. Moreover, there must be snot coming out of your nose right? Iuwww, that must be about my sleeve. Huw...

“Yes. I lost the candy that always gave me the sweet taste of my life.” Fallden looked up, staring at my eyeball from the side. I fell silent, pondering what he said.

A little sore, when he said “Sweet taste in my life “ that turned out not to be me. Perih, considering I've been paying attention and excessive feelings to him. But apparently he is not.

Huhuhuhu, this is how it feels in ghosting.

I still remember clearly, how it used to be when he flipped me with every sweet word. If only, you know. That was so happy.

Hadeh, regret always comes last.

“That's a pity, you, son.” I chuckle. A little mocking her crying just because of the woman who was clearly not me. In the past, I once plugged his eyes using a fork. But he, no cry. Lah, this is just because a woman I don't know her name is crying? Jesus, it turns out that the female influence is so great for Fallden huh.

“Don't pity me!”

“Because that person is you,” I flinched. Immediately I scratched my ear which seemed to have misheard Fallden's words. Hah, maybe that speech is for someone else. Not me.

“You, Ailena. Don'tdon't. Did you accidentally hear someone talking to you through your mind?” i'm nodding.

“I heard. In fact, everything you think, is always heard by me. I was also confused as to why. I'm confused, why every close to you, it feels like my emotions are stable. It felt like there were a lot of flowers blooming in my eyes.

In my eyes, you look like, sun, moon, and life. Valuable.”

Stunned account, Fallden tower in disbelief. Just this time, someone praised me like that. But, did Fallden sincerely say that? I'm afraid, he's just lying like before.

“You must be lying.”

“I'm not lying!” Fallden quickly rejected my words. I nodded, though in disbelief. Who will believe me when someone is in my position?

Approached by a man who said he rarely spoke, and cruel. But, strangely enough, that man looks like a cat when he's near you.

Strange, for sure. Aye right?

I feel that way too. But, somehow every treatment Fallden made me doubt that. The suspicion in my heart slowly dissipated, replaced by a feeling I never believed would grow inside.

I can't believe, I'm in love with the guy in front of me – Fallden. But, it seems like my feelings should be hidden from everyone's view. Because, Fallden is unlikely to be a figure who can be my companion in the future. We are from the same title. Although the relation of blood and title was common in the duke's residence. But according to religion and the rules of the gods it is clearly illegal.

And I don't want to break the rules of the gods. I just want to break the rules, which I don't think benefits my body in the world there. I want my body in the world there, all right. And, may I be lucky after returning from this unclear situation.

“OK, okay. I believe it, but, Fallden. Why do you look so weird around me? Is it indeed a factor of heredity, or how?” many confused. Strange, the duke and his son are really strange. In front of other people is cruel, in front of women who are liked or in love looks like a spoiled cat that needs elusan. Eugh, that's a little laughable.