
"In this world you can't choose who you want to love. However, in this world you can choose who you want to protect."
~Kim Jongin~
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Kai's sturdy long finger slowly knocked on the tightly shut door of the room. For two days the hero did not want to go out and ignore himself with the people around him.
"Jonghyun~ah ! Appa wants to talk." Kai exclaimed from outside the Son's room.
There's no Answer. Kai threw out his heavy breath. For Kai ignored by the Son is a torturous thing. Kai loved the son so much regardless of who the mother gave birth to the handsome child. What about Jinna? No, the man felt something shake.
It trembled as it looked at Sendu Jinna's gaze. And it shook when it saw the cute face of the child. The answer is yes ! Kai felt a strange feeling when he saw the child. Feelings that cannot be said clearly. Then why did Kai dislike Jinna so much. Even cruel to the boy.
Different when they're in the hospital. Kai is very nice and warm. All that's why is that face. That face was so mirib with that woman. The woman he hated. For some reason even though Jinna and Sohyun status is a child and adoptive mother. Then why the second can mirib. Kai initially thought Jinna was his son.
But the memories of the past make Kai dismiss that hope. Because Jinna is not his son. If even Hong Bin lied to say that Jinna is the son of Sohyun. It could be that the old woman was trying to hide the disgrace from her niece.
"Jonghyun.."
"Go ! I hate Appa !" Shouted Jonghyun loudly cut the pace of Kai's words.
Nina held Kai's hand. Making the man look towards Nina with a tired face.
"Rest Oppa. Jonghyun will be fine, he just needs some time to understand. I'll get some warm water for Oppa." Nina said with a gentle smile.
Kai nodded. He walked out of Jonghyun's room. The boy in the room stared at Sohyun's cell phone screen. The woman brought nothing.
Because when he was forcibly pulled by Hong Bin. His phone was in the room because it ran out of power. Jonghyun looked at the faces of Jinna and Sohyun. His fingers swiped the screen. Staring at so many photos of Jinna and Sohyun. And also Sulli's photo with Hong Bin of course.
What makes Jonghyun smile sorely is where so many photos of him as a baby and toddler. With a photo of Jinna. Tampa accidentally opens Jonghyun's written fille of the past.
Jonghyun's finger opened it by entering the code of his and Jinna's combined birthday. Jonghyun stared at the photo of teenage Sohyun. Sohyun photo with Appa in school dress. The beautiful woman still keeps a photo of him and Kai. Tampa was removed.
"Eomma !" Jonghyun lirih.
While in Kai's room, the man stared at the red rose on the balcony of his room. He returns to the past. Where he saw Sohyun who made him hate the woman.
The flasback
Kai stepped up in a hurry. Half-run, in a simple arpartment hallway. Jonghyun's son contracted Dengue. And he needs Sohyun to take care of Jonghyun. Because his son does not want to be carried by him. Even the three-year-old always cried and called Sohyun.
The fight between him and Sohyun. Making Sohyun leave the house and live in the Arpartment he once lived in while in SHS first. When I got to the front door of Sohyun's apartment. The man just pressed the passcode of the door.
The door opened slowly. And it goes into the marinated arpartment. Time still shows at eight o'clock. Not the usual Sohyun once to sleep at a time that is fairly early.
Kai's forehead doubled to see a pair of men's shoes that were on the shoe rack. But he did not heed it, the man entered in a hurry into the apartment that was not that wide.
Seeing the door of Sohyun's room open slightly accompanied by the light of a sleeping lamp. Kai stepped closer to the door. Because he was sure, Sohyun must have been in the room. But when he opened the door wide.
Kai's two eyes ditched. Seeing how the body of the woman who is still his wife was overlapped by a man. The man clenched his hands watching the man slap Sohyun's neck. Sohyun let out a faint sigh at the man's treatment with both eyes closed.
Kai smiled smirkily. His son was ill, lying weakly with an infusion tube. And the woman has not been legally divorced with her making out with messy clothes. Do not forget the skirt limited to the calf exposed high. The man's burly hands did not even hesitate to stroke her.
Kai's jaw is hard. His two eyes were reddened by anger and disappointment. Kai turned his body walking out by slamming the door of Sohyun's arpartment hard. His tears were rushing, his chest was squeezed and hard.
Sohyun pushed the man as he regained consciousness. Sohyun inched by covering the exposed upper body. Sohyun's head throbbed in pain, the man looked at Sohyun with a stupefying look.
"Why baby? We have to continue." The man said by climbing the bed.
Sohyun. He was afraid, he thought the man was Kai. Sohyun was frustrated when he had to die, Kai and Jonghyun. He decided to drink a little, basically Sohyun is not a strong person to drink. Two small glasses of water he was drunk.
Meet the man who now back oppresses him by force. He thought Kai and ended up where he is today. But see?! That man is not her husband. Sohyun shouted loudly and thrashed. The man forced Sohyun to sleep.
Lucky at that time Hong Bin who came to thwart the incident that almost made Sohyun lost his price. Sohyun was crying in Hong Bin's arms. His body was trembling violently, he was afraid. If only Hong Bin had not come then surely Sohyun would no longer be able to see the morning sun.
He would commit suicide because he felt dirty. But what happened. When he found out Jonghyun, his son was sick. Sohyun ran like crazy to the hospital.
All he got was an allegation of cheating. And also a scorn from Kai. Rude words that made Sohyun feel inferior. It was true that he almost slept with another man. But it's not all on a conscious basis. It was the depraved man who was forgiving his unconscious. Since then Kai has hated Sohyun. Hates Sohyun.
Flasback Off
"After what you did to me. Then you think I'll take you easy. Even if you lose half your memory. But not with me, Kim Sohyun. I even hate having to plant my seeds in the womb of a dirty woman like you." Kai looked down at the red roses.
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Sohyun's body was sweating. His head seemed to be dodging as if fending off an incident. It was as if it were all real. Sohyun shouted out loud. He sat in his sleep. The sunlight entered Sohyun's luxurious room. Sohyun grabbed the glass filled with water beside the prickly.
Sipped out its contents. His breathing is unstable. On top of the scrap makeup glass stuck there. Where Auntie and Sulli are not at home. They took Jinna for a walk. It had been a month Sohyun had a bad dream. Ah no ! Perhaps more precisely a glimpse of the past story.
Sohyun bent his legs. Buried his face on his two knees. He was crying in silence.
"I didn't betray you." Sohyun said softly."I'm not a dirty woman. I've never been so Kai~ah. Don't hate me." Sohyun continued squeezing his mane into a tangle.
Sohyun got off the rajang grabbing scissors on the table. He stared at the reflection of the body in the mirror. He cut his hair off to a shoulder. Kim Sohyun, along with the reasons that Kai doesn't want to know. Makes him feel frustrated.
If Sohyun tells Jinna to Kai. Will the man be happy? Sure didn't. Kai must have accused it of being the boy. And if Kai knew Jinna was his flesh and blood. Then Kai will take Jinna as he took Jonghyun. Because Kai once insulted Sohyun as a cheap woman. A woman who does not deserve to be a mother.
Sohyun smiled. He took a slow breath and threw it away violently.
"Kai~ah's. I love you, but if the Love I have is disgusting trash to you. But our Jinna is not a child you can hurt. I am strong because of it, and I will live for Jinna. I won't expect you anymore Kai. Like the old days." Sohyun smiled softly.
Elsewhere the tan-skinned man was battered. While the beautiful woman screamed loudly and knelt in hand by Father Kai's bodyguard. The old man taught Kai all-out. Although he has entered the age of fifty-five years to the physical strength of Mr. Kim needs to be in the thumbs up.
While Hyemi staring at Kai tampa can help. Nina seduced Hyemi, asking the woman who was her father-in-law to stop Appa Kai.
Hyemi doesn't want to. He chose to look at Nina's disdain and pushed Little Nina from his two hands. How could the woman marry her son. Hyemi feels torn when she finds out Kai is married. Nina is now four months pregnant.
"Go from my house." Excited Mr.Kim blurted.
"Appa." Kai said with a soft look.
"Bring this bitch all together. My house is dirty because of this female fox." Typal Hyemi tampa feeling.
Nina ran to help Kai stand up. Housekeeper Kai could only look at his young master with a look of pity.
"He's not a bitch Eomma ! Kim Sohyun is the bitch. That woman is peng..."
"Enough ! Go ! " Snapped Hyemi with a shrill.
Nina petrified Kai to her feet and stepped up asking Kai not to continue the debate again. Hyemi smiled softly. His son broke his heart a second time. Hyemi's husband could only turn his face away from seeing his wife get hurt.
"Eun~ah, I'm sorry I couldn't protect Sohyun and give him happiness. I shouldn't have married our sons. Sohyun would not suffer like this. Forgive my son Eun~ah." Hyemi said with a cry.